YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

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Someone else said I might be guilty of letting Bagas into my marriage to Reza.

But it's been 15 years that I've given Reza a chance to open my heart to her,a dozen years also Reza never really loved me Reza never planned the future with me like in most other households, Reza,Reza is more busy with outside affairs and more concerned with his mother and sister.

I was only needed when he needed to vent his lust Reza's attitude for a moment could change - change, considering that it was so painful for me I was really tired.

I again walked along the edge of the beach from a distance looked children - my children were enjoying the twilight day on the edge of the beach while playing making sand castles on the edge of the beach,laughter and joking were heard all the time until my ears.

I stopped my steps, on one of the benches and looked at my children from my seat, occasionally smiling as they waved at me,my own heart was struck by the concern of the presence of Bagas at the wrong time made me go awry because at this time I was already a mother and wife of people while on the other hand I was unable to avoid the charm a Bagas, should I enjoy my encounter with Bagas or should I avoid him whether I can afford to avoid him,oh god why this meeting only happens now after a dozen years I hope Bagas and when I have the status of wife of my heart while raging.

Whether Bagas also has the same feeling as I God forgive me, but I realized the clear details fell on my cheeks.

The sound of my phone ringing disperse my daydream, I wipe the details of tears that had spilled on my cheek "Bagas" said I lirih just thought of him, now Bagas has called me I also immediately received a phone call Bagas.

"Where else are you?" ask Bagas

"Again on the beach why yank"

"Hmmm with the father of the children?" okay sorry to bother."

"No, just the same kids" I replied

"Owh Kirain was making out with her father's children, so forget me"

"that's the word - you say yank"

"because from earlier whatsapp you are not active yank so I think so and emang yes if I may not you miss" said Bagas with an annoyed tone

"if you're talking don't like ngasal donk"

"I don't feel good, compared to your husband, I'm definitely not equal"

"I'm telling you where to go" I replied annoyed.

"Evidence you'd rather go out with her and cancel my appointment yesterday"

"So what should I do?"

"Kok you're angry yank, you're angry when I'm with my wife"

"Please don't discuss that next time we set the time for yank meeting"

"You still wish we could meet" replied Bagas

From a distance my children were walking towards me.

"Yank, there were children"

"Ok until later yank" said Bagas ended the conversation.

Some people seemed to start leaving the atmosphere of the twilight beach seemed to disappear replaced by the darkness of the night, lights - street lights began to illuminate the city, I along with my two children left to leave the shore

But we did not immediately go home, especially we stopped at the meatball stall where my family subscribed.

Reza called while we were enjoying my second favorite meatball.

"Hello assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam" I answered

"What about the house and the children.

"Good - okay"

"Thank God" Reza replied briefly

"Bun wants to talk to dad" my daughter said

I gave my cell phone to my son, both of my children were fighting over their phones the same - just wanted to be able to chat with their father and finally could not give up.

"When's dad coming home?

"Let's go home if you're not busy"

"Well when - when if dad there is time we walk - the same way Mother also Brother well"

"Other times I try to try, learn diligently and help Mother Sister as well"

"Okay yah assamualaikum"

"Waalaikumsalam" Reza replied briefly ending the talks

That's how Reza calls every time she just asks me about it with our two kids, Reza always had such a busy life but I never knew how much he earned and Reza never told me Reza never changed anyway like never giving me monthly money.

The atmosphere of the night was not so quiet, the breathing - the noise of the engine - the engine of the vehicle that passed on the road was still heard breaking the silence of the night as if it never stopped.

At 10 pm I was with my children just coming home because I had to stop by the supermarket first to shop, today I deliberately took the time to bring my two children to walk - to enjoy their holiday, so as not to feel bored staying at home.

Because of my busyness in addition to taking care of household affairs I have to work it that sometimes makes me not have enough time for my children, my children,they rarely feel the holidays like other children who often enjoy their holidays by spending time outside with their parents.

Once my son experienced an unfortunate incident, at that time my daughter the younger brother represented his school to participate in a race to make up between schools about their experiences during the holidays,as the champion of my daughter's class is often chosen to represent her school when there is a race between schools.

But at that time the activity was not profitable for my son how he could write making an interesting story finally my daughter did not manage to become a winner in the race.

But I feel proud of my daughter, she was not disappointed at all or sad considering she did not have many stories about the experience while on school vacation with her two people.

As if he really understood why we as parents never had time for him to enjoy the holidays together.

The honesty of my daughter's nature also makes me all the while touched when the race took place my daughter did not commit the slightest fraud by making up a story that never happened in her life to produce an interesting essay even though I am sure my daughter would have been able to do it.

I am really very grateful for the nature and attitude of my two children, even they always help me take care of household chores, the independent attitude of my two daughters has been seen from an early age, many things they often do by themselves from starting small things.now after growing up finally make them become accustomed......just like my mother I never forced my children to be what I wanted them to be.

I feel very lucky with me who often do not have more time in educating my children but do not make children become broken home children to get along freely while I am rarely at home.

My children always spend time at home studying and completing my work at home after undergoing activities at school.