
After that night Reza really obeyed the words of his mother.
Reza never gave me monthly money, everything I just told Reza and Reza would buy it and Reza always refused if I asked her to visit my mother's house for various reasons.
I can only talk to Eva's mom and mom over the phone.
Reza's time for me is greatly reduced because in addition to working Reza is busy with the affairs of his mother and sister, Reza,at first I tried to protest Reza but Reza always begged me to understand her situation I finally relented and tried to understand her, because I thought this situation would end after I gave birth.
My gestational age is now entering five months but I have not prepared baby equipment, because Reza today was busy I also tried to contact Pure asking her to accompany me shopping.
"Hallo Mur, there's no time"
"What's Lin"
"Temenin I'm shopping yuk"
"Lho Reza went where Lin was"
"Lu kayak journalist Mur many nanyanya say only if you can not gapapa really"
"Hehehehe ah that's okay, when Lin"
"Two weeks now!"
"Obviously Lin don't have to make it hard, oke I'm ready - just get you ready first"
"Sip"
Not long after Pure came to pick me up after saying goodbye to my mother-in-law me and Pure immediately left,I bought all the baby gear with my own savings because this morning I forgot to ask Reza for money to shop for baby gear,after finishing shopping Murni invited me to stop by the cafe where we used to hang out together, including agreeing to Pure's invitation because I was also bored at home.
When I entered the cafe area I saw someone who was no stranger he was Farhan my sister-in-law Farhan was sitting with a woman so affectionately seeing that Pure immediately pulled my hand away.
"Lu don't be surprised Lin, Farhan likes that guy"
"So you know how Mur's doing?" much
Pure also told at length about the behavior of my sister-in-law, I felt sorry for Reza and was very disappointed in her who always spoiled her sister.
When I was thinking something had arrived - my phone rang Reza called asking me to go home immediately, I and Pure left the paste cafe and went home immediately.
Upon my arrival at home I saw Reza and my mother-in-law sitting in front of the house, Reza greeted me with a look of anger while my mother-in-law rebuked me and began to criticize.
"What are you shopping for?" asked my mother-in-law and went straight to check all my groceries.
"Baby ma's equipment"
"You should if you want to buy this dubazir donk name throw away - waste money"
"It's important ma anyways Lina bought it also a little ma"
"This lady wears it also briefly you can use the former arsy Lin" said my in-laws again (arsy is the son of Farhan my sister-in-law).
"Yes ma Lina doesn't know" I replied briefly and I also gave my mother-in-law permission and immediately went to the room.
Hearing his words Reza just silent not flinching, I started burning emotions I was angry, I just wanted to give my best for my son by using my own money to be a problem for my mother-in-law, I just wanted to give my best to my son by using my own money to be a problem for my mother-in-law,it's only fair that my son has to wear second-hand clothes while Farhan is busy flirting out there and his responsibilities must be fulfilled by Reza.
I threw my body on the bed I was really upset.
Why does everything feel exhausting? I started to get saturated with my rule-filled life, thinking everything made me cry.
"Dear don't cry I'm angry for a reason"
"What's your reason Re?" I asked and immediately turned to face Reza.
"Why go not tell me baby if there's anything what how?"
"I'm sorry Re I admitted wrong but I had a reason too so I left not to tell you first" I said but Reza did not want to hear my reason and still considered that I could not understand it.
That afternoon in the room there was a debate between me and Reza, I was no longer able to deal with it I also told Reza what I saw in the cafe this afternoon,even I told Reza that I heard everything that her mother said a few months ago that told Reza not to give me monthly money after hearing all my words there was no response from Reza.
"Rest, don't urge me to vote" Reza said, stepping out of the room.
I was lazy to go out of the room after arguing with Reza I locked myself in the room, my view was momentarily fixed on my phone I needed a friend to just tell a story.....I wanted to tell Eva but what if Eva told me mommy would be mad at me, it made me undo my intention to call Eva.
It crossed my mind whether I had been wrongly married to Reza, the only boy her mother could rely on or whether I was just missing today, not long after I fell asleep.
Reza woke me up for dinner, I refused him on the grounds I wasn't hungry, Reza persuaded me by taking me out tonight.
Before leaving of course me and Reza first say goodbye but again - again I have to endure the pain by the words of my mother-in-law.
"Lin you're mad at mommy ya"
"No ma"
"Why don't you get out of the room from this afternoon even you don't want to eat, even though mom is tired - tired of preparing it"
"Lina was tired ma .....Lina apologise ma"
"Already - you have to understand Lina is pregnant again" said my father-in-law
But my mother-in-law kept talking with words that cornered me Reza pulled my hand to get out immediately.
As long as there was no conversation going on between me and Reza we kept quiet, I could only cry at the words of my mother-in-law.Reza stopped her car in a city park, Reza took my hand and took me in her arms.
"Lin do you love me, baby?" ask Reza to me
I was confused as to why I should question love after marriage and after I got pregnant, why not from the beginning Reza questioned it, it should not be the love Reza asked me but the commitment of a marriage,there was a rejection in my heart over Reza's question so I chose silence
"Lin why be quiet answer me dear" said
Reza repeated the question again I had to nod my head.
"Thank you dear" said Reza while peeping my forehead I asked Reza again with the same question and answered as I thought I also asked for proof of his words,I asked Reza to move in initially Reza objected to various reasons but I know the right reason is how Reza will convey to his mother I also convinced Reza with reasons just want to exist time for both finally Rezapun agreed to my wishes and asked for time to convey to his mother how not to be offended by our decision to return home contract I also agreed because it was better.
(The next day)
My mother-in-law invited me to a wedding for my aunt Melly's son,before the party took place my mother-in-law invited me to stop by first at a store to buy gifts for aunt Melly's son there my mother-in-law met a very beautiful girl, a very beautiful girl,they look so familiar my mother-in-law also introduced her to me the girl named Monica, in the endless journey - ceasing in-laws I praised Monica even my mother-in-law explained to me Monica's relationship with Reza once.
"Lin is beautiful and classy, Monica" my mother-in-law said, nodding her head.
"Monica and Reza were dating Lin for a long time, but somehow they broke up and Reza married you" said my mother-in-law.
I just kept quiet to respond to the words my in-laws said.
After attending the party, my father again said something that made my heart ache by saying that Aunt Melly was very lucky to have a beautiful and rich daughter-in-law.
I admit I'm not as pretty and rich as Monica and Aunt Melly's daughter-in-law,I only come from a simple family but my mother-in-law should not speak so as if deliberately comparing me to them, my heart really hurt to make.