YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Eps39

The longing for a moment like this that we had long desired was finally reciprocated already.

We were still lying in bed, with our eyes closed, and we didn't want to end the rest of the afternoon that was coming to an end

Suddenly the ringing of the sound of the phone breaking the silence while enjoying our togetherness in this afternoon, Bagas kissed my forehead and immediately let go of his embrace, he grabbed his phone.

From the Bagas talk I immediately knew who was calling him.

"Hallo dear "greet with his hoarse voice and immediately answered by the voice across there.

"Yes, I overslept because overtime was very draining so I was exhausted, sorry dear" said Bagas

"Okay I'm coming home soon, baby good news okay, bye muachhh" said Bagas ended the conversation and immediately put his cellphone, and returned to lay his body beside me

I threw my face out of the window

"Your wife?" ask me with a jealous tone

Bagas brought my face to him and pulled a sheet of hair covering my forehead and cheeks he did not answer my question then Bagas buried my face in his chest so that I could feel his heartbeat.

"Do you love me?"

"Do I have to answer?"

"He has to answer" I started crying

Bagas let go of his embrace and laid face to the sky - the sky of the room he just stayed still and took a breath and threw it away.

"Ta...know thyself I cu.

Bagas got up from his sleep and stroked my hair, I've shed tears

"A...I suffered so much having to serve people I don't love... meanwhile my heart also hurts to imagine you there"

"It's not you who's just hurt, I'm just as dear but it has to be how I can't leave him"

My heart is as sad as it is to hear the words of Bagas.

"I don't want this afternoon to end I want every moment to be with you...Will we end this dream story?"

"Our story is not a dream dear.we will try to realize this dream"

"Please promise.

"I'm going to try to make our dreams come true I'm going to help you get custody of your children, but remember I can't leave my wife behind, even though I'd always prefer to spend the night with you"

I cried sobbing, Bagas hugged me again and wiped my tears

"Please understand baby, you want to?"

That was the end of the story that afternoon I was faced with the same two choices - just as hard I was afraid that later I would not be able to withstand my jealousy and not be able to share the love, he said,because I love Bagas too much with all my soul.

Again - again I have to deal with bitterness, for 4 days Bagas did not call me at all, even asking for news through messages was not, not even,he was with his wife maybe there having fun while I was here waiting for news from him, this is a risk I have to bear because I have dared to enter their home life.

Today is the last day of December even so the rain fell still very heavy on the earth, making people lazy to do activities.

I was still in the arms of a blanket when a message entered on my phone the light made me squint my eyes which were still plagued by drowsiness.

I read the message sent by Bagas.

I just read the message sent by Bagas tampa intend to reply, I know at this time he has returned I choose to continue my sleep.

Ahead of the afternoon the rain somewhat began to subside, only the drizzle that still faithfully fell soaking the earth,this afternoon is the same as the afternoon I usually sit next to the window of the room accompanied by a glass of warm coffee I look at every speck of rain that falls soaking roses beside my room window every drop brings hope for the rose to grow more beautiful.

The rain had a reason why it came down to wet the earth, while I myself had no reason why I should fall for Bagas who I obviously could not have as a whole,I recall the night Bagas shared his love with another my heart was so sick as a thousand daggers.

For some people I must think I'm selfish but I'm sure not a few people agree with me when he faces the same reality as me.

My daydream was immediately startled by the voice of my daughter who suddenly appeared before me.

"Bun his order has arrived, his mother is in front of it"

Instantly I shriveled my forehead because I never ordered one item.

"Lho is your child has a message something?"

My daughter shook her head indicating that she was not ordering it, I was curious and then immediately got up from my seat and headed straight for the living room.

I immediately turned the doorknob to my surprise when I found out who was standing in front of me at this time, carrying a pizza box in his hand.

I immediately closed the door and spoke to Bagas at the house.

"You're so desperate, if anyone sees it, I'm finished"

"Let Reza know your beloved husband and divorce you immediately"

"Your cup" I replied annoyed

"Oh it turns out that someone has started to love the husband, well then and sorry if my presence is disturbing"

After putting the pizza box on the table Bagaspun soon will leave but spontaneously I immediately hold it.

"Don't go yank I love you"

I really don't know why I'm holding Bagas away, my dear feeling is that I can't hide it from Bagas,on the other hand I want to stay away from Bagas but when Bagas wants to stay away as if I do not want to part with him why love must be this difficult.

"Sorry my mistress did not hear what the madam said earlier, can it be repeated again?"

"Not funny to know" I said scowling

Bagas pinched my nose, after a while chatting with Bagas on the floor of the house I asked Bagas to go home immediately.

"Alright yank but notar the night we met yuk"

"No way the children will be suspicious because I rarely have night business - night can even be said never"

"I miss yank, if tomorrow afternoon you know myself I work" said Bagas with a disappointed look

Bagas and I could only meet when he was on leave and even then our time was limited because he had to visit his wife on time, after I gave understanding to Bagas he could finally understand.

"Alright yank but don't just read my chat and don't be careless when I call ok"

I nodded my head and smiled at him, Bagas pinched my nose with his mesra and immediately said goodbye to me.

I immediately went into the house while smiling to myself this is the advantage of Bagas compared to Reza,Bagas always paid attention to me and always tried to persuade me when I was angry but Reza never did once even for almost 1 month Reza did not come home while to call me can be said rarer.

I immediately approached my two children in his room and called them to enjoy the pizza from Bagas.