
I went through beautiful days with Bagas, we so often met to just let go of longing,although sometimes peppered with small fights just because of the emergence of jealousy when we are with each other is with each other's partners.
It did not feel like we had been in this forbidden relationship for 1 year but for a long time my love was big on Bagas.
While my relationship with Reza is only limited to a relationship on paper.
Today I was busy in the kitchen, Bagas called me, I didn't hear him almost revealing our affair.
From the morning I deactivated my WhatsApp number because Reza was at home while the children had not yet returned to school.
Reza received the call but Bagas realized that he was talking to Reza, Bagas immediately hung up his phone.
When I served food on the table, Reza who was at the table at that time was looking at me with a face full of anger.
"This is whose number!" ask Reza and give me a cell phone.
Fortunately I deleted Bagas' name until it appeared only a phone number, so I had a reason.
"Where I know, the name just wasn't on my contact list it's possible that the person was misconnected.
Reza did not believe my words and immediately called the number using my phone I was very anxious and panicked right now I was really scared,lucky Bagas knew who was calling not me until he did not answer the call.
Reza was suspicious and a commotion finally broke out.
"It must be from your affair!" why not talk when I call.
"Let's see the number"
Reza gave me a cell phone, I immediately accepted it and pretended to be remembering - remember something.
"Owh this might have been a call from Asih yesterday I met him on purpose"
Hearing the name Reza was silent unmoved and his face changed, his anger was eased but honestly I was really afraid if Reza to find out if I was having an affair, he said,I don't care if Reza finds out that Reza is going to divorce me, which I fear will be separated from the children
My mind became confused I dizzy thinking about it and when Reza was not at home I immediately contacted Bagas.
I re-activated my whatsapp number and greeted Bagas with the emoji we had agreed to know that the one who greeted me was right.
Shortly after Bagas called me, I immediately expressed my fear to him and I intended to end the relationship with him but Bagas tried to convince me.
"Honestly I was scared and anxious because Reza was getting suspicious"
"All will be well, I want to be with you forever" said Bagas
Bagas' voice when saying it like he was really hoping that I did not leave him and honestly I was actually also unable to separate and end the relationship with him because only Bagas was able give me joy and happiness in my life.
Bagas managed to convince me and we ended up continuing this forbidden relationship, no day without Bagas.
Every day he would ask me news and also about my children, Bagas also always tell me what he is doing every day, I feel like a special person in his eyes.
Bagas also did not hesitate to ask my relationship with Reza, he seemed so jealous when Reza was at home.
The attention Bagas gave me I never got from Reza all this time.
Bagas and I seemed reluctant to part.
But just as much as we hide this forbidden love meeting, finally Reza can expose our affair.
That afternoon I was in the kitchen Bagas sent a message to me that he was going out of town for one Sunday and that Bagas said he would go with his wife Bagas also said that for one week will not be able to contact me.
For that before leaving the city Bagas want to meet me my heart is happy and sick to hear the news from Bagas.
Reza took the phone out of my hand I couldn't do anything but surrender.
Finally Reza read all the messages from Bagas that I did not have time to delete.
Quarrels are inevitable, this was finally to the ears of my extended family, like a patient I was undergoing a trial, in front of my extended family I admit everything,a loud slap was incessantly landing on my cheek, a swearing came out of my brother's mouth.
They say shame over everything I've done even my real brother asked my mother to no longer communicate with me, I can only cry in my little heart saying do they know what I've been feeling right?.
But yes, I just hope it will all end the way I want it to arrive - suddenly my head dizzy my eyes twitched - fireflies all felt spinning a few seconds later I do not remember anything.
I was in the room when I woke up, I heard Reza clearly talking in a tinge of emotion, I tried to get out of bed I eavesdropped on Reza's talk,and it turns out the guy Reza was calling was Bagas.
Reza requested that Bagas could find him to solve this problem, from the conversation that I heard Bagas was willing to take responsibility for all the mistakes he made even Bagas was willing to marry me.
I feel so happy to hear my heart blossom - flowers fantasize about it all.
I went back to bed when I found out Reza was going to go into the room.
"It's waking up apparently women Ja****" ~ Reza.
"So when do we take care of our divorce Re?"
Reza smiled cynically and then approached me with a sharp look as I thought Reza slapped me until my body crashed into bed.
Reza ripped off the clothes I was wearing and did a heinous deed to me, Reza unnaturally raised me I just endured the pain with tears.
after venting ***** his depraved Reza told me something beyond my expectations.
"You don't be so happy Lin" what you heard won't happen"
"Ma....You mean what is Re?"
"So soon say goodbye to the men****** that" Reza said as she stepped out of the room a moment later I heard the sound of a car moving out of the yard.
I tried to get out of bed with all my might looking for my phone but I didn't see me frantically thinking about the words Reza said just now.
I was silent for a moment, I stepped out I opened the door to my daughter's room and it turned out that they were asleep.
I immediately took my daughter's phone and immediately sent a message to Bagas, a few moments later Bagas called me.
"Darling how you are?"~ Bagas.
I told Bagas everything including my suspicion of Reza's intention to meet with him, I asked Bagas not to see Reza.
Bagas initially objected to my request that he not see Reza on the grounds that he did not want this problem to drag on.
"I don't want to lose you" I cried
"If I don't see him, will you promise me yank"
"What is that" I asked still crying
"Prelease with him, for my sake"
I don't know if I can make Bagas' request happen but for his safety I agreed to Bagas' request and I asked Bagas to change his phone number and for a while I asked Bagas to disappear waiting until I solved my problem with Reza, Bagas took my advice
I returned to the room after ending the conversation with Bagas.