YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Eps52

Along the way I was just silent, from the beginning I wanted to feel like I refused Reza's invitation, because he said he wanted to talk important things I finally obeyed his wishes,did Reza say that in front of my kids so I couldn't resist when Reza asked me out tonight.

Every now and then Reza turned to me, I immediately threw my eyes aside, until somewhere in the city Reza stopped his car.

"Lina" I'm sorry" Reza said.

"Talk Re what you really want to say"

Reza momentarily silent I turned to him hoping he would immediately say something I was tired and I did not want to drag on - late I wanted this to be finished soon so as not to haunt my life in the future.

"Why are you Re?"

I tried to fish open the chat by asking him once more.

Reza's face changed drastically that had seemed calm now turned nervous.

"Lin" I want us to repeat it from the beginning for the sake of the children.

"You mean Re"

"I'm going to divorce Bela I want to be able to live with you the way we were when we got married"

My happy heart turned sad because at first I thought Reza would decide to part with me but now he wants a relationship like before, Reza asked for a second chance.

My heart is not a toy, I can't go back to Reza like I used to, my race on Reza has gone far, a few minutes have passed I just kept quiet, not budging,

I stood stepping down from Reza's car, my aura was different from everyone who was in this park they seemed to rejoice in the atmosphere of the night, I looked around with a blank look I felt desperate.

Reza's marriage to Bela initially made me hope that one day Reza would give up and decide to divorce me, now instead of the pain that now I think makes me want to cry, hope wants to soon live with Bagas like other couples are far away because until now the blessing of my mother has not been obtained.

Reza got out of his car and stepped up to me and sat next to me, my chest tightened as Reza returned with the same question.

"Sorry Re I can't" and I hope you can understand"

Reza seemed so emotional that he kicked a former bottle of mineral water and eventually became a free spectacle for other visitors in the city park,I try to keep my tears that have filled my eyes do not spill, Reza never changed as before who always attach importance to his own feelings.

I do not want to be a free spectacle visitors here for that I chose to return to the car Reza I grabbed the seat belt and immediately put it on.

In the past I did hope to be happy by accepting Reza's proposal, I even wanted a whole family but that hope was then shattered due to Reza's attitude that never thought I existed, like a glass fragment that can no longer be intact as before although it can be arranged and arranged to look like before but the crack will appear visible as well.

Not long after Reza got back in the car.

"It is because of that man that you ignore me as your legal husband Lin"

"Tell Re this about us has nothing to do with anyone else"

Reza turned on his car engine and drove away from the city park no conversation had taken place in the car but a tinge of disappointment was clearly on his face.

Suddenly Reza turned around at the bend and took his car to the opposite road to the house, I looked at Reza's astonishment but Reza did not heed me the least he remained focused on the road.

Shortly after Reza entered the courtyard of the house that was no stranger to me, Reza stopped the car right in front of the house.

"What do you want to bring me here, Re?"

The house that was dark was only illuminated with a spotlight from the middle room now looks brightly lit someone has turned on the lights in the living room I was nervous.

"Down you!" snapped Reza

"You don't make a fuss here Re later I hear it"

"I purposely let you know and you will explain to your mother"

Hukkk.

"Where are Lin's children?" ask mom with a little cough

"Home mom, why aren't you asleep?"

"Since these few days mothers are difficult to sleep the body of the mother is less healthy son"

"Sir Eva has she slept?"

"Your mother may be Lin's soy sauce, she herself took care of everything since mom got sick - sick like this"

I went to the kitchen to get mom some warm water, Reza followed me back.

"After this, it was me or you who talked to mom about you wanting us to get divorced"

"Re at least you use your feelings, mom's sick"

"Don't tell me about Lin's feelings" where you felt when I was husband to make this relationship better"

"Re please don't talk about this in front of mom"

I immediately returned to the living room with my head leaned against the chair, I gave warm water to my mother, with my help mother immediately sipped the warm water.

"Lho you Lin" when to come"

"Barusan mbak, why can't you tell me you're sick?"

"Mother is just a regular cough and mother forbids your mother to tell you

I immediately grabbed the body of the mother in the bedroom and laid her body on the bed.

"Bak make coffee warm Lin" said mbak Eva

"No need to mbak anyhow will not be long, tomorrow Lina back here and so mom can rest"

"Well, what do you need to do these nights here and why aren't the children being brought by Lin?"

Mother looked at me and Reza alternately filled with question marks, I tried to smile so that mother does not suspect.

"So Reza and I were visiting her friend Reza Bu's house by chance this way we stopped by for a while"

"What's your wife really saying, nak Re?"

"Yes right ma'am" Reza said briefly.

"Thank God and you're coming home late at night to pity the children"

"Good ma'am"

Me and Reza immediately say goodbye to Eva's mother and mother, I promise you tomorrow I'll come back to visit her.

"What do you mean Re, you purposely set me up by using my mother"

"You don't get mad at Lin" I just want to know your reaction"

"Basic cunning you Re"

Reza smiled cynically he returned to focus with the streets, the atmosphere back our silence dissolved in each other's minds, I felt pain so deep that my chest felt tight it was difficult to breathe, reza's request was too difficult for me to grant, while my mother's health also had to think about why I had to experience life's protracted problems..........."oh god why do you give me this painful ordeal" I whispered in my heart.