
It was dark when me and the kids got home, I opened the door and turned on the lights.
I went straight to the room to change clothes and then came back out of the room and prepared dinner.
I heard the voice of my daughter who was chatting and occasionally laughed off I was curious and left my cooking job in the kitchen turned out my daughter was busy chatting with their father in the middle room, and they were still there,I went back to the kitchen to continue my work.
"Bun let's eat out"
"All of you who go a lot of work" I said lying
"Come dong bun just this once"
My daughter kept pleading with me but I managed to get some understanding with them and they ended up going with her father for dinner outside, while I continued cooking for my dinner.
After dinner I went into the room and sat near the window, I felt the longing for Bagas I opened my phone back Bagas inbox to me, then I saved Bagas number and opened Bagas number that I had blocked,
it appears by me Bagas online one minute ago I immediately greeted Bagas, suddenly - the number seemed online and immediately replied to the message I sent, I smiled full of happiness when reading the notification was typing.
We let go of the longing that night by chatting at length when deliberately my eyes were fixed on the clock time wall had shown at 2 am and I just remembered my daughter who did not come home I ended chat with my Bagas and explain what I'm going through.
I started to panic and immediately called my daughter, but the number was off-the-shelf and I went back to check whatsapp seemed active 10 hours ago,I sent a message to my daughter but only a one-tick, my mind just got so bad.
And finally I called Reza despite active Reza did not receive my call I tried repeatedly calling but still the same Reza did not answer the phone call from me.
I sent a message through whatsapp Reza read all the chats from me but none of them answered I finally gave up no longer contact Reza that night,I was trying to think positively that Reza would bring our daughter to stay at my mother-in-law's house, but my eyes couldn't fall asleep I waited for the night to pass.
The new time shows at 6 am I called my daughter again because I know that my daughter must have woken up by now.
I medial my daughter's number and then call her right away but just like last night my daughter's number is out of reach and so my daughter's whatsapp hasn't been seen online last seen remains the same as last night.
I changed my clothes and immediately headed for my mother-in-law's house The atmosphere at my mother-in-law's house still seemed quiet with a heavy heart I had to knock on the door several times,a moment later my mother-in-law opened the door after saying my greetings barged into the house I checked every room and ignored my mother-in-law's sharp gaze.
"You've possessed a demon from where Lin is"
"Where is Reza and Ma's children"
"What kind of wife and mother do you not know where your husband and children are"
I did not respond to my mother-in-law's words and immediately went into my in-law's room, I grabbed my mother-in-law's phone located at the table and immediately called Reza, Rezapun immediately received the call.
"Assamualaikum ma" What's the matter in the morning mama called me"
"Re where are you now, where are the children" I said tampa basi - stale.
"Why don't kids not matter to you anymore"
"Tell me where you are now and where the kids are, if you don't tell me I'm gonna make a fuss here"
Suddenly my father-in-law took the phone from my hands spontaneously I was surprised my mother-in-law looked at me and smiled cynically.
"Re you where immediately bring home papa's grandchildren or you will know the consequences later!" said my father-in-law immediately closed his cell phone connection.
I slammed and squatted under my father-in-law's feet.
"I'm sorry Lina pa"
My father-in-law helped me get up and took me to sit next door.
"Stand up to wipe your tears, papa doesn't have to forgive you, because papa knows it's not your fault"
"The drama of what you're playing in my house is Lin!"
"Mama never meddles in their business pa" mama just ti.......
"Have no reason to immediately tell Reza to come home!"
Finally my mother-in-law obeyed my father-in-law's orders and immediately called Reza, for the various times I apologized to my father-in-law as well as to my mother-in-law and immediately said goodbye.
Upon arrival at home I did not immediately enter the house, I chose to sit in front of the house, my mind and heart were not in line, I was sad to think of all, when will all this end, when will all this end, I'm so tired that I don't know what to do.
Time seemed slow to turn around I was impatient and immediately wanted to meet my two children after finishing the bath, I called my father-in-law to tell him about my daughter who had not returned home.
"Your mother told me that Reza and my granddaughter are in town X and are now on their way home, so be patient"
"Yes pa" thank you very much and sorry Lina has made papa bother"
"It's not why my son papa will always help my son if there is a problem don't hesitate to tell papa"
"Well pa" thank you, assamualaikum"
"Girishal"
My feelings calmed down after getting word from my father-in-law, had I not turned down my daughter's request last night maybe none of this would have happened I started to blame myself I took a deep breath.
Crane.......kring.........
the ringing of the mobile phone ripped my daydream, I glanced at my phone and it was a phone call from my daughter.
"Hallo dear Brother where the hell,tega ninggalin mother son?"
"Sorry Mother mobile Brother Lowbat bun, last night the father had a sudden business bun and did not have time to go home to inform Mother, because this day off we are happy to follow the father, Mother is not angry right"
"Not want just Mommy feels lonely, hurry home yes son, Miss mother" I replied with tears.
"Okay mother, assamualaikum"
I do not know how long I returned daydreaming, I am now overwhelmed by the anxiety of my determination to part with Reza so many obstacles, should I forget everything including I have to end my relationship with Bagas, the voice ringing the phone again rang.
"Hallo yank, yet again"
"Sitting up - sit down yank"
"How clear is the problem"
"It's not even so complicated yet, if I insist on parting Reza will try to get custody of the child, I'm confused"
"You don't have to be afraid as far as minors, child custody must fall in the hands of the mother"
"What if Reza had a reliable lawyer I would have lost the yank, because I know that Reza knows a lot of important people"
"Now what should you do is calm in thinking and praying, do you want to be forever used by your husband?"
"Let's go see us later"
"Rest, don't mind too much and take good care of your health"
"Thank you" I said and ended the phone call.
I was forced to tell Bagas about my household matters because of his insistence as well when I was difficult to contact, I did not want Bagas to assume that I was tired of him.