
It is said that life is like a spinning wheel sometimes above and one day can be below.
Those words motivate me now, I smiled blandly trying to strengthen myself.
My household is still a corn but has incised a lot of sadness, I feel like I am losing my way but there is someone who can strengthen me she is my little daughter.
The streets are so quiet I still survive in a roadside stall I don't dare to break through the rain because of my daughter.
Whereas this afternoon when I went out to buy laundry perfume the weather was so bright there was no sign - a sign of rain, but now it arrived - suddenly changed.
But it was getting dark I could not wait until the drizzle really subsided, my son's pity I took the raincoat available on my motorcycle seat, I turned on my motorbike and rushed through the drizzle.
when I got home my little daughter was sleeping in my arms, I took her down from my sling and I put her tiny body on my bed and I kissed her forehead as I realized my tears were dripping,as soon as I realized I could not cry I had to be strong for the sake of my daughter I immediately rubbed the clear circles and rose with a smile that still remained.
This morning Mbak Surti gave the news that I was accepted at his workplace and at about 10 am I had to come to the office of mbak Surti to meet his leader, I saw the clock still showing at 7 am,I still have plenty of time to finish my work first.
When I was done with my daughter, I rushed to Surti's office.
Upon my arrival at his office, Mbak Surti all greeted me very kindly, as well as the company leader was very kind and friendly to me.
So much motivation that he gave me I really feel very helped.
The air was so hot this afternoon, my esophagus was getting dry I stopped my motorbike at a stop, fortunately my daughter was not fussy, where I saw a woman sitting on her hands.
I remember her, Metha yes must not be so close but I know her, she is a quiet girl in the class in my high school first, I don't really know about her story, she said,because after sitting in the 11th grade arrived - Metha quit school.
"Metha" do you remember me?" much
Metha looked at me and nodded her head, it was only natural that she would still remember me because I was most popular at school at that time because of my stubbornness.
Long story short, I chatted at length with Metha while enjoying the ice dawet that went up at the stop.
It is sad that I heard the story of Metha turns out there are still people whose fate suffers more than me.
Metha is an innocent girl who is deceived by an irresponsible man, by persuading in the name of love the man snatches away the sanctity of Metha and throws Metha away while Metha is pregnant,while both of Metha's parents could not bear the shame to finally expel Metha from home.
Because of the lack of life finally Metha lost her baby by not pocketing a diploma and not having the expertise of Metha was forced to work odd jobs to live it, now Metha lives in a contract that is actually not worth living.
I offered Metha to stay with you and I planned to take Metha to work to help me run my laundry business and it turned out that Metha accepted my offer gladly.
that day Metha moved into my house.
"Please enter Ta"
"Thank you Lin"
I stepped into Metha's house following my steps from behind me showing Metha a room, I placed Metha in the guest room because there were only two rooms in my rented room
"This is a room for you, I hope you're happy"
"It's good enough for me Lin" you're too good for me I don't know what I should repay you for"
I don't consider anyone else Ta, I need cooperation to run a laundry business that I'm currently working on.
Metha smiled and hugged me, why tonight I feel happiness I hope with Metha in my house can help me to run my business.
After cleaning up we enjoyed dinner together,after dinner, Metha and I sat - sitting on the floor of the house enjoying the fresh air, I had never done this before, I would just sit in the house if night came, I felt a very positive change by bringing Metha to live in my house my mind was so calm compared to yesterday.
Notification of whatsapp message reads I opened it turned out Reza, he asked me and our daughter I also reply by saying me and his son are fine.
Late at night, Metha and I went to rest.
When the sun began to emit light I immediately moved from the bed I carried my daughter who had awoken, I immediately went to the bathroom and immediately cleaned myself.
After I finished getting dressed I immediately went out of the room I didn't see Metha while breakfast was served at the dinner table, I was looking for Metha in the laundry room but Metha I didn't see "hmmm where she is" my bathin opened the side door of the house and it turned out that Metha was drying clothes behind the house.
I attacked the water to make my daughter's Risma milk and a warm cup of coffee.
After Metha finished her work I took her for breakfast.
After breakfast, Metha and I began to do my activities and Metha shared the duties, Metha I gave the task for loundry and I take care of homework,today I also teach Metha how to do work ranging from washing, ironing and packing clothes so that Customers are satisfied with the results,I am quite happy with Metha because in a day Metha can do the task in accordance with what I teach.
Life in the world was not always smooth, the beauty I imagined after marriage was just a wish, more that did not match my expectations.
This is me who now in addition to serving my role as a housewife I have to find money to meet the needs of my daughter's life and future.
I walked through a village through a narrow alley of my destination to the house of one of my acquaintances, in addition to bertilaturahmi I of course my goal to offer household furniture.
From a distance I have seen mbak yanti sitting - sitting with some of her neighbors, yanti welcome my arrival with a bright face and introduce me to her neighbors.
While chatting do not forget I offer some household furniture to mbak yanti and her neighbors, I am very grateful today I can sell two at once household furniture.
Dusk began to appear, I immediately say goodbye to mbak yanti.
Arriving at home I began to think how my sales can reach the target in accordance with the provisions set by the office.
Finally I chose to promote to the closest relatives and people I know, I took my phone from the bag and I started calling the names of people I contacted.