YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

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As an expression of my gratitude for the birth of our first daughter, I intend to hold an aqiqah event for our daughter.

After dinner I also expressed my wish to my husband Reza.

Reza was sitting in the middle room facing his laptop, as he approached Reza.

"Are you busy?"

"Yes Lin" what's up ?"

"Re I have a desire to do aqiqah for our daughter, Re"

"I'm really busy right now Lin" I don't have time to take care of it, a lot of preparation to do for such an event"

"Hmmm......how if I ask Eva to help me prepare all the needs, if such a problem mbak Eva already understand enough Re" replied I reassured Reza.

Finally Rezapun agreed to my intention, and I immediately called Eva's mother to ask her to help me, so Eva was happy to be willing to help me, she called me back to the room to rest.

This morning After finishing the housework and taking care of my little daughter I waited for my brother's arrival,I can't wait to immediately prepare all the needs in the implementation of our daughter's aqiqah later because when our daughter's aqiqah will be held a thanksgiving event certainly requires careful planning.

At half-ten Eva showed up at my house I opened the door with a slightly pouting face.

"Not what - have you stressed Lin" said mbak Eva later when it's finished fear mbak you struk you know" said mbak Eva with a smile.

"Hu...mbak has come slowly using all"

"It was not going to come Lin morning" just because there was more business so mbak a bit unfortunate to come here, part of the show is only a month Lin"

"Yes, uh"

Ms. Eva Pun immediately detailed everything and gave me a detailed explanation of all the needs needed in the implementation of aqiqah later.

before noon Eva said goodbye to me because only tomorrow we start work.

Today time feels so fast passing, just now I want to relax the body rest hours have shown at 17:23 wib I also get back up from the bed and go to the bathroom,I stopped the intention to immediately take a shower hearing the sound of Reza's car from outside I rushed to open the door.

"How small is it today?" is fussy dear"

"No Re" I replied as I offered a glass of water

"Sit down for a minute baby,,,, there's something I want to say" said Reza flat me and sat next to Reza.

"what are you talking about, Re?"

"For a while we were forced to resign the desire to aqiqah little Lin"

"Why Re?"

"Yet I need Lin's money" while I don't have enough money to meet both"

Hearing Reza's words I was very disappointed but how I stood was about to step away into the room, Reza immediately pulled my hand.

"Why can't you understand Lin?" you're angry" Reza asked me I just shook my head.

There was sadness in my heart, I cried under the shower.

This morning I helped mbak Eva prepare everything, mbak Eva suggested to me to add goat meat because I want when aqiqah will also be held a thanksgiving event,today we have a lot of work in addition to preparing side dishes I also have to rent a tent because my contract will not be able to accommodate all invited guests.

Maybe also because of too much movement and fatigue suddenly flowing blood through my groin,I felt the pain in area X I immediately checked the bathroom turned out my stitches were open and had to be re-stitched I was afraid to tell Reza,for that I also asked for help to Mother Eva deliver me to the midwife place where I gave birth yesterday.

When it's over, Eva and I go home because I'm afraid Reza will come home first. When I got home, Reza was home,

I forgot to tell mom not to tell Reza,I was afraid Reza would get angry when I saw me coming home with a pale face to endure the pain Rezapun was very panicked and worried but I tried to convince Reza that I was okay.

But it is unfortunate that the profit cannot be denied the night I had a high fever and had to be hospitalized fortunately there was my mother who helped take care of my little daughter.

For two days I had to lie in bed and this news seemed to have reached my mother-in-law's ear, so early my mother-in-law was right in front of the door.

This time my in-laws came not alone he was with Farhan my sister-in-law, the new chapter began I got a spicy comment from my mother-in-law.

"You're the one who likes to ngeyel ya Lin" already know there's a baby still just thinking about the party of everything, but it's troublesome husband" circus mother-in-law, I just keep quiet not pestering him

"O yes, brother, how are you preparing?" Farhan will help him brother" let all Farhan who take care of brother stay in order" dehimpal Farhan.

"Thank you,, thank God the deck is all handled by Eva" I explained

"Your brother-in-law believes in you Farhan"

"Sorry ma didn't mean that to Lina"

Finally Reza joined in talking with emotions Reza instead scolded me Reza judged I did not want to involve his mother and sister in preparation for the celebration of our daughter, heard the words - said Reza I was so sad, so sad, why they always misjudge me.

And this morning Reza still silenced me, even Reza went to work tampa say goodbye to me, Reza did not touch the breakfast that I had prepared, because Reza's treatment was all about hating my mother-in-law.

Monologues

"This is who you really are Re", I've given up a lot I never protested every time you spend your time off at your mama's house, I'm not angry when you often help your sister and your parents,I've never been angry even if I've never been given any money to spend, you've changed Re, if I had known it would be this way maybe I didn't want to stop working, not this kind of marriage that I dreamed I'd cry a hiccup.

next....

I wiped my tears when Eva arrived at my house I didn't want Eva to know what was going on in my household.

"You why Lin?"

"wins of dust while cleaning the windows of the bedroom" I answered lying.

"Udah you just rest Lin" let mbak take care of everything, mbak Lidya will also come here today"

"Really mbak" I replied excitedly mbak Eva nodded her head while starting her work.

The anticipated time arrived guided by a man who recited the prayer Reza holding our daughter walking around family and closest friends, they one by one cut the ends of our daughter's hair, Reza,I smile happily I pray that my son will be a child of Sholeha and always able to bring a smile to those who love him.

Alhamdulillah according to the time that has been determined finally accomplished already aqiqah for my first child.

My family and friends were present to meet my invitation to offer my blessing, my heart was so happy to celebrate the birthday of my first daughter.