
I just got home after dropping off the kids at school, my mother-in-law and Bela were at home they were having a conversation in the living room with Reza.
After saying hello I immediately entered the house and passed by letting them solve the problems that occurred between them, I was not interested at all to get involved in it.
Reza came to me while I was in the kitchen.
"Lin Bela is pregnant" said Reza flat.
"Didn't I also tell you last night?" I keep focused on the kitchen.
"I was forced to marry her because Bela said the fetus in her womb was my son" Reza said again.
"Do what you think is good" I looked at Reza.
"I will marry Bela but I will never divorce you" Reza said with emphasis.
"You don't be selfish Re, no matter how normal I am I still have lust" I protested at Reza's decision.
Plaque a slap landed on my cheek suddenly - Reza slapped me.
"Women's basis *******!" you will never feel happiness after what you did with a man******* that!" reza said in a loud voice provoking my mother-in-law and Bela so that the two of them hurriedly stepped into the kitchen watching us who were fighting.
"I've never loved you Re" I said trying to be honest about how I felt all along.
"You should thank me for marrying a spinster like you!" reza answered and left.
After leaving I cried as much as I really felt sorry to marry Reza, every quarrel Reza always cornered me, always cornered me, while for many years he used to play crazy behind my back long before I cheated on Bagas, I did it not because I wanted to take revenge against Reza but I really fell in love with Bagas,in this case I am not trying to cover up my mistakes for the sake of a justification for my actions to establish a forbidden love relationship with Bagas, Bagas,And I never asked Reza to marry me at all, I felt pain in remembering all that, when I lamented everything that happened in my life, suddenly Bagas called me.
"Hello.." I replied in a hoarse voice.
"You've been crying?"~ Bagas
"No" I answered lying.
"Don't lie I can feel it" ~ Bagas.
"Yes I've been crying, I don't want to meet yank" I replied covering up the truth.
Bagas Believe in the words I said just now so he promised to try as soon as possible to meet me, my eyes are very happy to hear the words Bagas even though I am not so sure if Bagas can do it, Bagas said,at least Bagas has been trying to make me happy.
How many hours later........
After my kids came home from school I went to calm my mind.
I passed the path visiting my plantation on Bagas' gift, I ignored the rain spots that started to hit me.
Finally I arrived at a beautiful little house that Bagas had prepared for me, I immediately opened the door and went inside, I immediately boiled water and brewed a cup of warm coffee to just warm my body.
then I sat down with a warm cup of coffee, and I began to look for solutions to the problems I was facing.
Suddenly an idea came to my mind to tell my mother about Reza's attitude and treatment of me and I would dismantle the relationship that occurred between Reza and Bela.
"Assamualaikum mbak" I said to Eva's mother
"Waalaikumsalam Lin" where are you?"~ mbak Eva's.
"In order to do the job, what is it?" reply origin.
"Mother is sick if there is time for you to come to Lin's house" Eva said in an anxious tone.
"Well, ma'am, I'll be there soon" I said immediately stepped out to get home first.
When I arrived at Reza's house at home, while I forgot about my problems with Reza, I immediately took my two daughters to my mother's house,Reza, who heard all my talk with the kids, decided to come with us.
Mom was so happy to see me coming with Reza and the kids, even mom wanted to eat when I fed her and took her medicine right away,I was so worried about my mother's condition that I wanted to take her to the hospital so that she would get well soon but she refused.
"Mother is just Lin's soy sauce" said the mother as I tried to persuade her.
"But ma'am, there is no harm in going to the hospital so that the mother will recover soon" Reza said.
"No need for Reza's mom is okay, thank you for taking care of Lina all this time it's more than enough for mom, and you Lin never let Reza down, you never let Reza down, Reza's a good person I know is right" said the mother at length.
" Good buk" I said flatly
After the mother took her medicine her condition gradually improved I was very happy to see it, the night began late tonight I can not stay at home mom because tomorrow the children still have to go to school, the children still have to go to school,I'm with Reza and the kids say goodbye to mom and mom Eva to go home.
Upon arrival at home I intend to rest soon, but I am forced to postpone my intention to rest immediately, Reza calls me he wants to talk to me and wait for me in the room.
"Lin, maybe this week I will soon have my wedding with Bela" Reza said as soon as I entered the room.
"I don't care about Re, but what about the kids, I'm afraid they're not ready to take it if we tell him all of a sudden"
"That's your job Lin and I believe you can do it"~ Reza
"Well Re for a while should children do not know first later slowly I try to give understanding to them"
"But I stick to my decision, I won't divorce you, it's all your fault!" ~Reza
I just kept quiet to hear Reza's words, and I went back to my daughter's room, and I cried when I remembered everything.
"I'm at a crossroads, and inevitably I have to choose which path I will take.
choosing to part with Reza and make my sick mother's condition worse or continue to live the relationship Reza was ready to be polygamous but what about the continuation of my relationship with Bagas?
I was confused to make a choice, though,and finally, I was forced to choose to continue living with Reza with the status of first wife and still continue to have an forbidden relationship with Bagas my heart lover in order to make my mother happy.
Although I myself am not sure whether I will survive and be able to bear new injuries that anytime Reza will be able to do.but at this time I only resigned to time let time will answer everything.
I never imagined I would experience the bitterness of life as I am currently dealing with, so the story and the story was just a story that I had ever watched disinetron or filmed, but now I experience it myself.