
Since this afternoon I tried to call Reza but did not get an answer, I was very upset with Reza.
The sleepy night began to attack me but Reza contacted me.
"Where are you going Re?"
"Sorry baby I was busy meeting until midnight, is there a problem?"
"Yes there was Re all along I was quite patient with all your sister's attitude, but for the time being my patience was gone!"
" What's the matter?"
"Re begging you for now you should insist Re on your sister, just as to when she should depend on you"
"I mean how "
"Do you know why Farhan asked you for money?" ask me, but Reza is silent.
"Why are you silent Re?" because you don't know what the money is for, do you?"
I'm tired of Re so in the future I'm reluctant to help if I don't know what the money is for, I hope you can understand Re.
But in the slightest Reza did not answer thousands of words - the words I had conveyed instead deliberately shifted the topic of conversation.
Long - long I began to get tired of the nature of Reza that never changed, Reza,I've discussed this many times with Reza but it's as if my words and all my grievances are just a last breeze for Reza.
I got up from my seat, the clock on the wall showed at one midnight, my eyelids began to weigh I threw my body on the bed shortly after I fell asleep.
The day was bright when I opened my eyes I saw my daughter standing by the side of the bed she was looking at me, saw me open my daughter's eyes immediately thrust her milk bottle.
"Bun mimik na's grandson" he said in a funny tone.
I smiled happily at my daughter who had grown up to be a smart child,the feeling of annoyance and sadness immediately disappeared I immediately carried him and took him to my arms my spirit rose again to look at the future better even though I had to think for myself.
As time went on everything turned bad, sometimes I tried to work hard to collect the coffers - the coffers of money Reza sembangkin off the responsibility, which was in his mind only mama and his sister.
Days change weeks, usually Reza will go home every week but today until the evening before, Reza does not go home.
I was trying to think positively maybe Reza had more work, and I didn't ask him when he called me.
I try to focus on the job I am in, today I will visit the house of Mang Kardi happened to be a child mang Kardi just moved from out of town and booked a guest chair for me.
After finishing my homework I leave immediately.
Unfriendly weather did not dampen my steps by riding my matic motorbike I immediately headed to the house of mang Kardi, arriving at home Mang Kardi turned out all credit application requirements had been prepared by them did not take long to complete my work.
The sky was dark closed cloudy I drove my motorbike to the office to submit all the files to be processed immediately and after that I immediately went home.
Just as I entered my yard I was waiting for some unknown man, they asked me about Farhan my brother-in-law's whereabouts,don't want to come up with a new problem I admit I don't know Farhan,but the man did not believe the words - I said finally a commotion occurred and provoked the attention of residents around the profit of RT sir immediately came so that the situation became conducive.
After they broke up I sat pensively in the guest room in front of my daughter I tried to stem the tears that were about to spill.
My chest feels tight I exhale violently remembering everything
Metha sitting next to me could only stare at me, she knew enough about the problem I was facing.
Metha took my daughter from my lap.
I got up from my seat and stepped foot into the room.
Maybe it's all my fault for accepting Reza's proposal just because of my mother's insistence,I who only knew Reza for 3 months ago was willing to marry him while I did not really know the nature and character of his parents and sister and my fault was also that from the beginning of the marriage I never had asking for monthly money like wives in general, now everything has happened and I have to swallow the bitter pill.
I threw my body into bed, I covered my face with a pillow did not feel tears that since I could bear finally spilled too.
"why is this happening to me god" I shouted in annoyance.
Time moves so fast it wants to know what is happening on earth,I stirred - stir the rice on my plate my appetite late - this late decline I asked Metha to make warm milk for me.
"Lin..you have to eat for the sake of the child you are carrying" said Metha while offering warm milk for me.
I just silently responded to Metha's words, I lyrics cell phone that was ringing was Reza calling me.
"Hmmm what's wrong?" I said listlessly
"How are things at home?"
"Alright fine" I replied flatly.
I deliberately didn't tell Reza about yesterday's incident because I was sure whatever I said about her sister wouldn't change everything.
Reza called me just to let me know that for this week he hasn't been able to go home because of the heaping work.
Today I feel happy I got a bonus from my sales office exceeding the target I can pay off my home installments,I also invite Metha to walk to the mall and shop to celebrate my success and all can not be separated from his help in managing my loundry business.
When I was coming out of the mall area I couldn't believe what I saw Reza's car was parked on the side of the road I stopped my bike, I and Metha looked at each other I immediately contacted Reza.
"Hello where are you Re?
"I'm still out there, there's business"
"can't you go home today Re?
"I've come home just not directly home because I still have business, it was later connected at home" said Reza closed his cellphone ended the conversation.
Metha and I went home soon, Reza just got home after 9pm and after I finished taking a bath I offered Reza for dinner, Reza refused Reza saying that she had dinner.
"Oiya Re, you said you had business before you came home, what kind of business is Re?"
"There is no truth, only when I came home earlier - I got a call from an old friend he invited me to meet" Reza explained as she lay on the bed and went to bed.
After Reza fell asleep my eyes were unceasingly fixed on Reza's mobile phone located on the table I also took Reza's mobile phone and began to check it turned out to be true through WhatsApp messages that I read Reza was promised to meet with his friend in one of the coffee shops where Reza's car was parked this afternoon and his friend was a man.
A second later my chest rumbles a hot ball feels smashed right in my heart I read WhatsApp messages from other contacts and it turns out Reza often chatted friendly with other women,greetings - the flirtatious greeting of the woman was served with Reza.
After breakfast I asked Reza, when I asked Reza, insisting it was not him who did it but Reza's male friend who borrowed his phone.