
I did not feel the time so quickly passed the age of my pregnancy entered the 34th week, the weight of the body as soon as increased makes me easily tired and often feel pain in the back, often feel pain in the back,my current situation does not change my mother-in-law's attitude to sympathize, even my mother-in-law again - again criticize me by saying that I am lazy, she said,at times like this I need the support and attention of the closest people, but it has been a week since Reza was busy with work and busy taking care of the affairs of his mother and sister.
Do not want stress and fear impact on the baby I am carrying I busy myself with things that are fun for me from starting to follow gymnastics pregnant women, massages, massages,just walk or by shopping.
Today I want to change the atmosphere of the house by using my savings I bought a sofa with my favorite color.
This afternoon my mother-in-law came back to my house as if she knew Reza was at home.
Seeing in the living room there was my mother-in-law's sofa starting to criticize me again.
"you bought Lin's couch?" we're gonna need a fee in a minute, this is even buying Reza's pity sofa"
"Lina" use Lina's savings" by yourself ma"
"Some of the color is tacky makes the eye pain look at it and not tender"
"I willfully let the devil not sit at home, hehehe" I replied half insinuating
My mother-in-law threw away her gaze at Reza, Reza glared at me I smiled smirk and passed away.
I don't care how my mother-in-law and Reza interpret my words, I said,
I just want my mother-in-law to know I'm not afraid of all her criticism, and it turns out that my words made my mother-in-law go home quickly .
Magrib just after the dining room I was busy preparing dinner, Reza looked at me I pretended not to see him.
"Lin" why did you talk to mama so disrespectfully!"
"I don't mean to be disrespectful to Re" you yourself must know what my mother's attitude towards me is like, I'm tired of Re"
"Whatever reason you don't deserve to talk to mama"
I was lazy to argue with Reza because I knew exactly Reza would not hear anything because I finally chose silence.
"Lina" you heard what I just said!" bentak Reza's.
"I'm not deaf yet Re" You don't have to yell at me.
Reza went back to the room and left his dinner, after dinner I immediately cleaned the dining table, after my work was done I went into the room to lay my body that was tired with the activity last day.
Reza approached me I turned my back to Reza, and,
Reza apologized to me and started touching my shoulder I brushed it off.
Tonight we are silent to each other and talk.
It was still too early I woke up when Reza wanted something delayed from last night I still refused him finally Reza chose to go into the bathroom and let go there.
You know Re honestly just like you right now I want her too but your ego attitude makes me resist my desire to make love, I hug my own body and cry.
I also want to understand Re.
Not long after Reza came out of the bathroom and immediately prepared and left for work.
I got out of my bed throwing my eyes out the window looking at the rest of the rain last night that was still spoiled on the leaves - the leaves of paper flowers that grew beside the house.
I let out a drizzling breath still engulfing my heart.
I tried to restore my mood by walking around the house, the fresh air made my mood improve again.
I smelled a really good smell when I passed the breakfast stall of Ira's bude, Tampa thought I was entering the Ira bude stall.
"For the morning walk yes deck" said bude Ira the owner of the stall.
I ordered a plate of fried rice and warm milk, and Jude Ira started making orders for me.
Not long after my order was ready I started eating my food voraciously while chatting with the shop owner.
I returned home after walking - about 30 minutes, after tired of walking - the way I sat on the couch to rest for a while,the state of the house is still a mess I immediately cleaned the house and began to carry out my work as a housewife.
This afternoon I went to the nearest supermarket by riding an angkot to buy groceries that had begun to run out.
It didn't take me long to get up and down from the angkot.
In the supermarket I went to the shelf where the ingredients of the kitchen arranged I chose some kitchen necessities, after which I continued to choose food on another shelf, I took cookies, I took cookies,some chocolate and some other snacks.
After all the materials needed I had bought, I took a shopping cart and went to the cashier table but I had to queue because the supermarket visitors were so crowded this afternoon.
My eyes were fixed on the figure standing right next to me, his face was very familiar to me, a flash of memory filled my brain I ventured to greet him.
"Hey Bagas, right?"
"Lina?" Lina Anggraeni saputri, how are you? " reza said hello to me.
"Yes, I'm fine, I'm a little nervous.
He's still the same Bagas that always makes my heart beat 2 times faster .
I'm flattered Bagas still recognizes me even Bagas still remembers my name in full.
we chatted along the queue Bagas told him his home address and it turned out we lived in the same area and Bagas told me that his status was still single at the moment.
"O yes Lin when - when to play ya ketokoku" said Bagas before we split.
"gazy Allah"
Along the way I never thought, for years I was so hard to find information about him now in the infinite space I found the face of love again, the face of love,I regret this meeting why it should be now that I have buried it so deeply.
If I travel again, that face again - again smiling very sweetly with the emergence of sunset twilight today.
But the whirling wind that blows in this even does not give me a clue I am lost in a passage of time, but I realized again that the face of love is only an illusion for me.
I came down from the angkot Reza was standing right in front of the door staring at me.
I quickly walked past Reza tampa for a word, Reza following my steps towards the dining room.
"Lin what's wrong with you?" are you still mad at "Lin"? asked Reza I just shook my head, Reza stepped out of the dining room.
With a glass of warm coffee and a snack in my hand approached Reza who was sitting in front of the house.
"Thank you Lin" Reza said
"Thank you?"
"Then?" reza looked at me.
I smiled back at Reza, Reza smiled and put her seat together and wrapped her hand on my shoulder.
"I'm not cooking tonight" I said
"Some asked to be taught to eat out of her kayak" said reza smilingly teasing my face as she blushed in embarrassment.
The atmosphere becomes liquid as dusk passes.
Seriate..........