
I just came out of the bathroom, suddenly I felt pain and mixed pain in my back but it didn't last long.
But a few moments later I again felt the same pain this time there was something coming out I went back to the bathroom to check it was mucus mixed with blood.
"Am I going to give birth" I concluded while according to the estimated day of birth is still two weeks away I will be born.
Not long after I felt the pain again, the more pain I felt earlier I told Reza who was sitting in the living room facing his laptop.
Reza took me to the midwife to just check it out the midwife said I would go through labor soon.
Before dawn I was no longer strong because I really felt the tremendous pain of Reza who faithfully accompanied me many times cheered me up while holding my hand.
After a long struggle, I finally gave birth to a healthy baby girl with nothing but nothing to live with as I realized my tears were flowing as the midwife carried my baby in front of me, a very tiny baby, Reza kissed me gently on my forehead, we were so happy and grateful.
Rezapun did not forget to convey this happy news to his mother and mother.
This morning, my mother and mother-in-law Eva visited me.
While everyone was feeling the happiness of welcoming our daughter, my mother-in-law even said something unexpected, as if her mind was that I was just a burden to Reza.
"Re" when are you guys coming home?"
"Not knowing ma" waiting for Lina to recover Reza thought so ma"
"If according to mama this morning just go home in addition to the cost is greater mama bother to go back and forth here"
"Yes ma" but maybe two more days"
"Mommy can help you settle things Re later you bother yourself"
We who were in the room looked at each other, my mother-in-law continued the words - he said back.
"Mama cares about you guys Re" but if you think it doesn't matter, it does"
Reza was so wrong that I saw Reza talking with a proposal to Reza to ask for an opinion on the midwife who handled me but it turned out that my proposal made my mother-in-law feel I was against it.
"Lin" if you have to ask her midwife is certainly not allowed, you think you should understand better" said my mother-in-law.
"According to your mother-in-law's opinion there's a point Lin" my mother said.
And my mother's words just made my mother-in-law eager to get us home today.
"And mama wants to get to Lina last day you guys stay while at mama's house" my mother-in-law said while packing our things.
If I had to obey the will of my mother-in-law who asked me today to come home with a reason - the reason I can still obey him but to stay back for a while at home I was very heavy.
Suddenly the midwife came in to check on me and our baby.
"Just look mom, we'll buy it when we get home" said my mother-in-law midwife frowned.
"Now ma'am because the baby looks thirsty"
because the midwife did not understand the meaning of my mother-in-law, Rezapun said that this morning we planned to go home.
"Sorry sir, you should wait two or three days after the condition of the mother and baby is really good, said the midwife.
Finally Reza was very forced to choose to obey the advice of the midwife and it seemed my mother-in-law was very disappointed.
Reza immediately went out to buy formula for our baby, while my mother and mother Eva said goodbye, as well as my mother-in-law.
Tonight our daughter cried Reza held our baby and held him happily, Reza smiled as her clothes began to get wet by our daughter's pee I who was lying down looking at the sight with a happy smile, I feel like the most perfect woman
Three days later....................
The midwife let us go home, my condition and my little daughter were pretty good after finishing all our business taking our baby home.
Reza and I took care of our baby together - Reza always helped me if our little daughter woke up in the middle of the night and was fussy.
We feel perfect happiness after having a daughter, her presence gives color in our marriage, I always pay attention to my daughter's growth well
Everything was going normally before the little calamity that happened today, making my mother-in-law dominate Reza and even intervene in our household.
That afternoon Reza tampa accidentally hit a pedestrian but fortunately at that time Reza was not driving a car at a rate, Reza was not driving,the pedestrian only suffered minor injuries and nothing bad happened to Reza Reza was good - fine.
My mother-in-law who heard the news was hysterical and went back to blaming me on the grounds that I was not good at taking care of the child and could only rely on Reza, my mother-in-law accused me of being too spoiled, she said,the disaster that happened because Reza was too exhausted.
I did not comment on my mother-in-law's words.
Since that incident I tried to study independently, I rarely involved Reza taking care of our daughter.
In addition to being a wife now I have become the mother of my little daughter, my days are so very pleasant, all my thoughts are poured on her I am very patient.
Everything I do myself I take care of my little daughter like a baby sister, not infrequently I often feel tired due to lack of sleep,I never complained that I enjoyed my little daughter as an encouragement to my life when I felt so down with the problems.
Busy with taking care of the children and the household alone made my relationship with Reza a little tenuous we lost time to be alone.
Plus our contract with my mother-in-law's house is only a half-kilometer, making it easier for my mother-in-law to be home often while Reza was at home,his arrival often sparked a commotion between me and Reza my mother-in-law was unrelenting - hentinya make me upset, if not criticize me my mother-in-law gave me additional work that is not my duty
Like this morning my mother-in-law came back with my mother-in-law Farhan's two children to leave the two children in our house while my mother-in-law also asked Reza to help us to deliver him to solve the problems caused by Farhan,as endless - the end of Farhan made a tantrum but again - again my mother-in-law and Reza who had to finish it.
While there was no refusal from Reza to help her sister, in the end I had to try to be patient and give in, deep down I felt so lonely that no one understood me.