YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Eps. 05

For almost a month I tried to avoid Reza (not because I was jealous and heartbroken after seeing what happened between Reza and Amel)

I avoided Reza because in my heart there was not the slightest feeling of love for her and today I know Reza will be at my house an hour ago Reza told me on the phone I deliberately lied to my mother I was I have a lot of work to do today.

I went to a place, a place where I was able to get rid of the fatigue in my brain, I stepped foot along the shore, my steps stopped at one of the benches facing the beach,the atmosphere is very beautiful but not as beautiful as my current mood, my feelings mixed with sadness, anxiety and fear enveloped my heart I thought about many things.

I leaned my body sighing deeply I closed my eyes as bright as his shadow came back to greet me and smile sweetly at me.

I cried out to the rolling waves, whispered to the wind that blew that I craved his presence at this moment my chest felt increasingly claustrophobic my love for Bagas was so great that there was no gap for others to fill it.

Oh my God why my love story is not as beautiful as the love story in novels, no matter how long I dissolve in silence.

I gulped down the mineral water a few times to wet my dry esophagus, opened my diary and started reading each sheet, thinking back to everything when I first fell in love with it.

The story begins when I was still wearing a red and white uniform, she loved my childhood and I still love her to this day.

I still remember very well he was a boy - the nicest boy in the class never made a fuss at all, the attitude of nurturing has been seen since he was young, he said, Bagas is typical of someone who is friendly and very easy to get along with so many who like it, it is what makes me hold my love to him and always behave jutek.

This story continues until we sit in the middle of Junior High, his good looks as good as it looks I often steal a look at him when our eyes collide he smiled sweetly at me.

After graduation I never heard from him again, he disappeared like he was swallowed by the earth.

Lembayung twilight appears to envelop the earth, the sun began to leave the contest really a nice blend of colors.

Some people started to leave this place.

I set my feet off the shore but not with this taste.

Reza was waiting for me when I just got home.

"You've been coming for a long time" I asked just a base - stale.

"From this moment Reza was waiting for you Lin, where the hell were you?" the phone didn't pick up" asked the mother who was next to Reza at the time.

"Lina told mom that Lina has been busy for a few days" I told my mom

"At least you give news dong to Reza, love son Reza so long wait for you, oiya accompany Reza mother back first" said mother and passed leaving us both, as the atmosphere became quiet.

"I miss Lin, lately you've been difficult for me to contact, even my chat none of you reply.

"Sorry Re I'm really busy"

"Darling you don't lie anymore, do you? reza said then approached and grabbed my hand, I just shook my head and shifted my seat slightly away.

"Honey we're out yuk"

"Once again sorry Re I'm tired and want to rest I hope you understand"

"Go Lin, Reza from earlier belain waiting for you to cook now you refuse Reza's invitation" said the mother who reappeared suddenly trying to persuade me.

"But Lina is really tired mom, there is still a lot of work that Lina has to finish tonight, sorry Re I can't possibly next time" I said and passed away walking towards the room

I immediately stepped into the bathroom, I immersed myself in the bath to relax myself, I was still annoyed at the mother who always meddled in my affairs.

"After my bath dried my hair and headed to the dining room, my mother was at the table.

"Finished eating, I want to talk" said the mother then moved from the dining table

I began to suspect - guess what mother would say, finished eating I found the mother who was in the middle room, I was sitting next to the mother.

"What do you want to talk to Lina Bu about"

"Lin mom already can't tolerate your attitude Lin"

"I mean mother?"

"Former mother wanted to match you with Joko son of Pak de Hariono you refused him on the grounds you want to marry a man of your own choice, mother accepted and mother tried to understand it and mother gave you a chance, mother gave you a chance,but until now where is your chosen husband?"now that Reza likes you, you're avoiding him"

"Lina doesn't shy away from mom, Lina is really busy, Lina and Reza just knew mom lina needs time"

"What's the time for?" to know each other?" while you've never given Reza the chance to work, you're fed up with Lin, stop your nonsense, you're ashamed of your relatives and neighbors, every time you meet they always ask when you get married,I'm ashamed that Lin wants to put where mom's face is"

"But ma'am"

"This time is not used but, are you not ashamed some of your nephews have been married even there is a baby, or you want to be a spinster!"sarcastic mom.

"Mothers spoke so to Lina ma'am, I said with a glass and then I got up from sitting, you got up when we stood facing each other.

"Reza's been talking to me, he's serious about you and wants to marry you, from tomorrow you go and go home from work with Reza dot" she said.

I rushed into the room and threw my body into the bed, feeling sad and disappointed mixed I was really disappointed in my mother.

hix...........

I cried so much, I didn't expect my mother to be so rough with me, it's not my fault that to this day I'm not married, why should I think of people's words rather than my feelings, I'm looking at my ceiling, my tears filled with unstoppable tears, did Reza really want to make me his wife, did Reza really love me, then there was a connection between Reza and Amel, why Amel was being so ugly to me a million questions filled my mind.

God gave me a chance to meet him, I loved him God, I ended up falling asleep still hoping that time could bring me to the man who had captivated my heart long ago.

Waking up in the morning I didn't see any food at the table, could you still be mad at me?" I went back into the room to get my bag and my motor contact, I decided to go to work, suddenly I heard people talking, I came out of the room to see it,it turned out that my mother was talking to Reza and I went back to the room, a few moments later my mother went into my room to give me the package.

"Serve this meal at the table because today Reza will have breakfast here" she said

Should this be so soon, that's why mom wants me to get married soon my momma's looking at me

"didn't you hear Mother Lin"

"I.iya Lina heard ma'am" I replied nervously

"And don't forget from now on you have to be good - baikin Reza" said mother again I immediately nodded at mother.

"After serving the dish on the table I called my mother who was busy chatting with Reza, there is no other choice this time I can only according to all the wishes of mother, after eating me and Reza say goodbye to mother.

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