YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

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"Yank's still mad?"

"Hmmm"

"Udah dong is angry"

"Who's angry?"

Bagas then contacted me after previously he greeted me through a WhatsApp message, this evening although we chatted not too long but I was very happy and made my mood improve, feeling kangen how many months it has been treated, but I was very happy,Bagas asked me to be patient for the test of love that we are going through honestly it is difficult for me to live it but I can not do anything but surrender to the circumstances.

Tonight I pray thousands of prayers for nature to reunite us in the bonds of marriage.

Days passed and as usual I passed through a lonely night covered in emptiness, but the phone from Bagas was able to repel my longing.

"I love you Bagas "

"I'm the same as you, baby, but I can't live with you"

"Want how about our dreams all along"

"I'm sorry I can't possibly be damning my wife"

"Bagas kissed my forehead and let go of his hand, soon passed away leaving myself alone in the slightest Bagas ignored me

I don't want to lose Bagas I chased Bagas and tried to block Bagas.

"Forgot everything that's happened between us"

"I won't be able to love don't leave me, please"

"No, I can't!" this time Bagas snapped at me and pushed my body away and arrived

Bruks...........

A car with a high speed hit Bagas body, I turned to the right and left the road was quite quiet then I immediately ran to Bagas who had worshiped blood.

"Dude!"

I woke up from my sleep my heart was pounding - the debate was quite intense and I was sweating cold, I wiped the tears that came out soaking my cheeks when I had a dream just now.

"Damn why do I always dream about bad things?" I said "is it because I always think of Bagas"my bath

I looked at the wall clock, the time showed at 3 am, I got out of bed and headed for the kitchen.

I sipped a glass of water quickly, my heart still pounding my mind now on the edge of anxiety, the same dream is always present every night, I then sat thinking about all those dreams.

I gulped back the remaining water that was still in the glass and then I went back into the room and tried to convince myself.

I was reluctant to fall back asleep, my sleep was lost because I had a dream about Bagas somehow the end - the end of this I always dreamed about Bagas,in every dream that Bagas and I could not unite whether this was just a sleeping flower or a sign......I don't know if I didn't know which one to choose between the two sentences.

My head feels dizzy thinking about my relationship with Bagas, I choose to take a shower just to refresh my body and my mind, the shower water spray makes my head light and the body feels a little fresh,shortly thereafter the voices of children from outside my room turned out that they were awake.

I leaned my body on the sofa, then my mind flew back, this was all my fault from the beginning I already knew that Bagas and I were no longer single humans we already had a partner each, respectively,and I kept on going closer to Bagas and now I feel pain with all this condition finally love ruined my life I became unsettled to live all this.

I know a lot of men and they won't turn me down I'm sure of it, but I never could have fallen in love with them like I fell in love with Bagas.

I covered my face with both hands, I was completely unable to live this life not only thinking about Bagas' problem, but,my problems with Reza are also getting more complicated even though Reza is now married but he still does not want to let go of me, coupled with my mother's wish that I stay alive with Reza, she said,I just want to die like that.

this afternoon I was right - for my soul to feel lonely I craved the presence of a man who was always by my side, and certainly who loved me and lived a household like everyone else,life is full of happiness.

I stepped into a cafe and chose the most corner of the room, today the holiday cafe visitors quite a lot, I feel very uncomfortable, I feel very uncomfortable, all of them seemed to be in pairs - a couple while I was only coming alone, a second later I tried to contact my old friend Risa I was hoping she would accompany me at this time.

"Hallo Ris how are you?"

"Good news Lin" phone collision, where are you now?"

"What's wrong with Lin?"

"I'm in the cafe brother, where we hang out first, I miss Ris, can you not come Ris?'

"Owh okay I call the others first Lin, I'll be there soon okay"

"Wait Ris!" we're both Ris next time we're hanging out with the others, oke Ris"

"OK then siip" said Risa

I purposely forbid Risa to contact my other best friend it is certain that later there will be Amel I do not want the presence of Amel even make my mood as bad as possible, Amel,I don't know why Amel hates me now.

"Alone is mbak?" can I sit here?

A young man of about 26 years old arrived - suddenly greeted me, I thought it was not wrong if I allowed this young man to accompany me until Risa came, I thought,so that all the eyes in this place do not look at me with a strange look after all, I will never meet this young man.

"Please" I replied smiling at him.

"Thank you" said the young man.

We talked after we met each other first,

"Wait for a friend again"

"Well, are you waiting for a friend too?"

"No mbak, I'm not alone anymore, mbak mbak mbak mbak anymore" Oiya mbak what think - I guess later I will not disturb mbak mbak mbak friends, if I sit here" said Fahri

I immediately waved at Risa, then Risa walked towards me

"That's my new friend"

"Sorry Lin, wait for her"

"Ris Ris,oiya knows Fahri"

Risma looked at me and finally welcomed Fahri's hand

"You said it again alone Lin, here it is...."

"I'm the same as Ris, I only knew Fahri a few seconds after I called you" I smiled while Fahri misbehaved and smiled, embarrassed.

"Crazy Lin, the leaning saucy ass" whispered Risa

"You want, take my good again" I whispered

"You sure don't want to be in droves"

"It's not my taste Ris"

"Kok so whispered - whispered the hell mbak, why I bother you guys mo chat" said Fahri

"Owh no - no" said Risa and I in unison and we finally looked at each other and laughed.

Day until evening we talked about something that is not important but able to make my feelings slightly improved I momentarily forgot all my problems including my relationship with Bagas, my relationship with Bagas,on the sidelines of our chat that afternoon Risa also mentioned about the change in Amel's attitude to me it was all because Amel used to like Reza a lot before Reza knew me and decided to marry me and they both had a relationship the relationship but in that case it turns out Reza is not serious on Amel who obviously loves Reza very much.

Actually from the beginning I had suspected from the beginning that something had happened between Amel and Reza and I was not at all surprised to hear Risa's explanation.

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