YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME

Epslind.61

I stared out the window my heart was now filled with the turmoil of hope still in ambiguous spots.

I waited two months and hoped Bagas would apologize to me for making me wait, but only disappointment that I got until this moment Bagas did not tell me.

Let's look at the cell phone that is located on the nightstand so deep longing that I tried to contact him the clock has shown at 5 pm this is the right time to contact him because there is a new show at 1pm, Bagas is definitely resting.

Curse my phone and start to see the message that 3 days ago I sent on Bagas but still remains the same Message I sent still tick one means Bagas never activated his phone......maybe he never missed me.

The day went by and I waited for his message, full, bored, sick and envy continued to haunt every second of my day, but did not make me stop to love Bagas.

Although I never knew when I would have to wait, how long this relationship would last how long the distance would be on our side and how much love was the reason for us to be together,only I know that I love him more than anyone even I love Bagas so much, for now that's all I can do.

Although every night I was disturbed because I always thought about it, all night my heart always asked why Bagas never contacted me why it was as if he had forgotten his promise to me that would soon contact me,every person who loves will certainly make his beloved always happy he will certainly not let me wait for a long time for news, all of it continues to be a debate in my brain.

Today my body really feels tired, either because of the homework I do alone or because I keep thinking about Bagas attitude to me that seems to disappear intentionally, I don't know until I finally fell asleep from the blue sky until the sky turned orange

I decided to go out for a breath of fresh air in the city's garden, hacking away for a moment to dispel the feeling of a troubled heart,notification of the sound of incoming messages disperse my daydream turned out to be a message m - baking a transfer notice a certain amount of money goes into my account I'm sure it must be from Bagas, Bagas,I don't know if I should be happy because then I know that Bagas still cares about me but he should know better that I need more news than him even through a short message.

I went back to check the message I had sent to Bagas a while ago but the results remained the same.

"Within' her real boyfriend, finally heartbroken right" I was surprised and turned to Freddy's side, he smiled smirk at me and then he immediately sat next to me.

"Bending with me mbak Lina, I promise will not make mbak heartbreak" said Mr. Freddy approached and embrace my shoulder I immediately shifted my sitting position a bit away.

"Who's heartbroken?" I'm not heartbroken sir"

It turned out that the world was really - really narrow, yes, trying to calm the mind instead - instead of meeting people who had been trying to get close to me, so far,I finally say goodbye because I do not want to make Mr. Freddy as often misunderstand the good attitude that I have shown him.

"Mbak Lina kok buruh - hustle mending we chat first let the heart mbak Lina adem"

"Sorry sir I've been here too long and it looks like I should go home"

I immediately rushed away leaving Mr. Freddy who was still looking at me with a flirtatious smile I was very annoyed to see Mr. Freddy's gaze on me.

Mr. Freddy was not silent he walked after me in my footsteps.

"I'm sorry Lina if I made you uncomfortable"

"Father sir I understand and I understand"

"Sorry sir once again I'm sorry I can't and I'm again having business sir"

"Okay if next time, please don't be rejected mbak"

" Hmmm see later sir if.I'm not busy.sorry excuse me"

I immediately headed to the parking lot and left the city park, I increased the speed of my vehicle somehow my emotions so overflowed, as soon as I remembered Bagas.."oh Bagas why do you not understand that I miss you, I miss you,do you just think that I just need your money Gas"

I ran towards the beach and sat on my bench where Bagas and I had sat together to enjoy the beautiful atmosphere of the beach at that time.hiks.

You're too much Gas, how busy are you that you can't call me for a second?"

The sound of my phone arrived - suddenly ringing I let it until the call went out on its own but again - again my phone again rang I deliberately let it because I know for sure Mr. Freddy who was trying to call me......what does he really want from me?" all this because of Amel huffff....why does everyone make my life so complicated?"

My heart grew furious when the ringing sound of my phone was heard again .

"Hallo...

"Hallo baby I'm sorry I just got to tell you, how are you doing baby?"

I was silent for a moment, Bagas said, my heart suddenly happy and angry.

"Hallo, honey, are you quiet?" I know you're angry but please forgive me, baby?"

"ka...kamu why have you just told me if I am no longer important to you?" I sobbed and was a little nervous because I didn't expect Bagas to call me when my situation wasn't good.

"Don't cry baby, here I miss you as much as you do,only I had to finish everything related to my transfer and it turns out my wife was also with him she was always by my side until I had no chance to call me dear once again forgive me dear"

My mind's all messed up I'm just silent I don't know what to say.

"I know and I understand that you are very angry with me and now you must be emotional for that tonight I will call again for this moment one that you must believe dear, dear, that I love you so much and I hope that time and distance are not a barrier to our relationship"

Bagas ended his phone call I cried again, I was so weak when away from Bagas I was very fragile because of the longing that made my chest tight so I could not control my emotions.

Looks like some fishermen began to leave the land they will go to the beach to the high seas at night, to find fish as their source of life,I got up from sitting stepping off the beach as the night began to greet.