
Bagas managed to convince me, until I promised him to faithfully wait for him to realize our thoughts and love in the future.
Bagas kept the promise he always called me just asking me news during office hours and I finally got used to this.
Love is the greatest force in the world, in love relationships are also not always smooth so some people choose to stop when things turn difficult and uncomfortable,but true love understands each other and supports each other in going through difficult times.
Perhaps many people think that the love between me and Bagas is just ******, but I never care about those who judge our relationship, in love, of course have *****.it is only possible that we cannot afford to avoid it, which makes some look down on our love, but let it be because we know and we both feel it.
I am now living my routine with passion I never grieve again like yesterday all just the commitment that we have both pledged to be loyal and each other bagas always faithfully gives support to me.
This afternoon as usual after I finished all my activities at home as a salesman of course I have to be diligent and active in promoting and for that this afternoon I will visit the house of a friend, a friend,I'm getting ready soon - ready.
My phone from the bag rang and I immediately took my phone from the bag and it turned out Bagas called me back.
As usual he always reminded me not to miss lunch, even though it seemed a bit boring for some people but somehow I was always happy to get the same question from Bagas every day.
And strangely I never get tired of chatting with Bagas but the sound of knocking on the door from the outside makes me stop my chat with Bagas I immediately open the door of a beautiful woman is looking at me with a sad face,I immediately prepared the woman to come in.
"Sorry is this really Reza's house?"
"It's not my house, and what's your business with Reza?" why not just call directly"
"I'm sorry again, can I know, but this is Reza?"
The woman asked me something that began to provoke my emotions and my emotions as soon as my mother-in-law suddenly appeared in front of my door to greet the woman while hugging.
My mother-in-law also explained who the woman who was in my house at this time, she was named Bela.
Bela was Reza's affair all this time, but it had been a month Reza could no longer be contacted while my mother-in-law did not succeed in persuading Reza to immediately marry Bela who is currently two-bodied.
"What does mom mean?" bring this woman here"
"Reza today will go home Lin and according to mama should let Bela here in order to meet with Reza"
"Didn't you think about your grandchildren's feelings if they found out?"
"They've grown up Lin, and you can give your grandchildren understanding so they understand it, just like you give them understanding when you cheat"
"Mara!" please take care of my mother's words" and with the utmost respect Lina please leave this house, and you I hope you can settle your affairs with Reza outside my house"
After hearing my words my mother-in-law and the woman immediately left my house, I actually did not intend to expel my mother-in-law from my house but I do not want my daughter to know all this.
I undo my intention to go out today, my heart aches but not because I think about Reza's actions but because of the attitude of my mother-in-law who did not think about the feelings of my two children.
"Bun what was with grandma and who was the aunt who was with grandma earlier?"
"It's okay - why baby"
"Mother's not going out yet"
"Tiba - Suddenly mother feels less well dear"
"Mother wants you to make some warm tea?"
My daughter stepped into the kitchen to make a warm cup of coffee Bagas called me back
"Where's honey?"bagas said softly to me.
"Still at home, all of a sudden I'm not feeling well" I told a lie
"The numbers are not too filtered work dong, if again need money you talk to me yank" said Bagas so considerate.
"Thank you, I still have a stash" I said
"I will transfer a little money for your needs and children, I want you to immediately rest ok muachhh" Bagas said before ending the chat.
By the afternoon Reza was back home, both of my children were so happy to welcome their father home.
After a while of rest and chat with the children Reza immediately entered the room to immediately rest because it had just come from a long trip.
For a while I didn't ask Reza about the matter this afternoon until after dinner.
After the children fell asleep I met Reza who was busy in the room with her laptop, I sat leaning against a chair near the window.
"Re there's something I want to talk to you about" I said.
"Speak I hear it" Reza said, still focusing on her laptop.
"So afternoon mom came home with a woman" I asked Reza
"Lantas what they told you" Reza asked.
"The woman and the mother want you to take responsibility for the woman's pregnancy" I said in response to a question from Reza.
"I know who Bela really is so don't interfere with my problems, and it's all because of your attitude" Reza told me.
"Re I don't want to interfere if this doesn't involve me because your mom wants that woman here in this house to see you,I won't let him stay here with you because this is my home" I said emotionally
"So now what do you want!" reza Sarcas.
"We'd better get divorced Re" marry Bela" I said, rising from my seat.
"I'll never divorce you period!" said Reza staring at me.
"You meet your mother and the woman now don't let the children know this, love them" I said and stepped out of the room.
"Why are you thinking now of children where your heart is when you have an affair!" why don't you think about the feelings of the kids!"reza stepped in from behind.
"Talking to you there's never been a solution, it's up to you now" I said desperately.
Life is about choices and everyone is entitled to choices as well as myself I am entitled to the path of my life but I cannot afford it if my choices make a wound for the people I care about, especially for my real mom who always wanted me to stay with Reza.
Besides, I was also worried that my choice would have a bad effect on the mental health of my baby, which made it difficult for me to choose.
While after all these years I was living the household ark with Reza our relationship was bad, we were building a fortress - a high fortress, and we were, the frequent quarrels made it difficult for me to imagine a peaceful relationship.