YOUR LOVE BROUGHT ME HOME
Xps,42
This afternoon I walked back along the beach in the hope of meeting Bagas here.
But almost 2 hours I waited for Bagas never appeared my hope was getting lost.
I paused on one of the benches where Bagas and I sat and talked about love under the orange light that was present that afternoon, I shed tears remembering all the beautiful stories while still together.
"For once you promised to fight for our dear relationship but now you deliberately stay away from me, it turns out my words are just a lie"
I set my foot off the shore with a million cuts.
The night began to say hello, I closed my eyes again shadowy figure in my eyes, a figure that once made me feel happy, a figure that made my days full of color, but now the figure has disappeared.
Time kept turning my soul as though it was falling, a very severe pain that now I think makes my chest tight until it is difficult for me to breathe a sigh of relief, my tears again - again spilled flowing down my cheeks.
The night had passed but my eyes were reluctant to fall asleep for a second, the sound of the rooster began crowing merrily - sahutan signifies the day from morning, I stepped limped towards the bathroom.
Days change weeks, up to a month more Bagas never contact me, I try not to bother thinking about Bagas who no longer think of me,but I was stuck with a one-way feeling where I knew Bagas could no longer come my way.
The sun was shining so brightly as if burning my skin, I parked my bike in a shade tree in front of my daughter's school, I was waiting for my daughter's lesson to be over.
Suddenly my phone rang I immediately took it out of my jacket pocket, including the name Rita my heart began to hope from him I get information about Bagas I immediately received a phone call from him.
"Assamualaikum Rit" how are you?"
"Waalaikumsalam say, thank God I'm fine" you how say.....and again why this?"
"I'm good too - Rit's fine" happens to be waiting for the kid to come home from school"
"O yes yesterday when I visited Bagas he sent greetings to you Lin?"
My heart started pounding, there was a feeling of happiness and worry.
"Lho is Bagas why Rit?" ask me to know
"So you don't know yet say, that yesterday Bagas accident"
"No. No. No. when, where Rit's accident" can be"
I was curious to know so he asked a variety of questions, and the info I got from Rita turned out a few weeks ago Bagas had an accident a minibus hit him, Bagas had experienced a coma for several days, the incident that happened to Bagas exactly 1 day after his wife met me at the brother's cafe a month ago.now Bagas is in the process of recovery.
"Oiya Rit happens to be my son has come home, when - when we chat again and say hello back to Bagas hopefully soon healed" said my flat.
"OK say I will get to Bagas, be nice and be careful on the road" Rita said before disconnecting her phone.
From far away my daughter ran - a small run came up to me and immediately climbed on the bike, I seemed to get a new spirit since Rita called me somehow there was a feeling of confidence that Bagas would soon meet me.
The weather was clear this afternoon as if it was giving a new spirit to me, I am grateful Bagas can get through his critical period.
"Hurry to heal baby, I know you must miss me like I miss you, I want to see you soon" my bathin
Bagas was also indebted to his wife and had been treating her well enough for that he had no reason to leave his wife Bagas asking me to understand her situation.
Meanwhile, he also did not want our relationship to be completed here, Bagas also apologized to me for only being able to contact me now because of the disaster he experienced.
Bagas also told me he did not expect his wife to know about our relationship, while the wife never asked him directly about the affair that occurred between us, before the meeting the three of us dicafe brother and about the meeting at the cafe at all he never knew.
And because of that incident his wife took the initiative by moving Bagas at the head office where the wife was domiciled, my heart was completely destroyed to hear all that, so it meant that it was difficult for us to meet.
Three more days Bagas will come back to take care of everything related to his transfer at the head office, Bagas also promised to see me after finishing all his affairs.
After delivering everything to me Bagas immediately ended the phone call, I sat down pensively thinking about everything that was conveyed by Bagas, just now I was happy that Bagas had contacted me but I was sad again after listening to everything.
Three days have passed, this morning Bagas again called me he asked me to meet but the time we met at the house of one of Bagas' friends, after Bagas mentioned the address of his best friend I immediately headed there.
From a distance I had seen Bagas waiting in front of the house, Bagas greeted me with a happy face, he then clasped my fingers very tightly.
Not long after the owner of the house appeared, Bagas introduced his friend to me, it is possible that Bagas had told his friend about our relationship and what problems we are experiencing now.
As an adult, maybe his best friend understands our current situation for that he gives us the opportunity to chat together in the guest room.
Bagas hugged me for so long seemed to be sad on his face as if he was so heavy about the fact that soon we will lose the moment of togetherness as it is today.
I also cried in his arms Bagas peeked at the tip of my head as he closed his eyes and breathed in the clear details that came out of the corner of his eyelids.
"I can't do it if we have to have a long distance relationship yank" I said softly.
"I will also not be able to love, but for now we have to be patient until everything is fine" said Bagas comforted me.
"But for how long?" I said I wanted certainty.
Bagas took off his arms and walked towards the window he silently looked out, I approached Bagas and hugged him from behind Bagas rubbed the back of my palm.
"I can't give you a definitive answer, for now I can only promise to always tell you when I'm in the office" said Bagas flat.
"What if at night I miss you, I miss wanting to just talk like before" I said in a hoarse voice holding back tears that were about to be spilled
"We have been separated for a long time, almost a dozen years, why are you still loyal to the feeling of love for me?" bagas asked back
"But why are you giving up on our current state?" bagas continued the words - he said.
I just kept quiet, I didn't have a single answer to Bagas's question just now, I was only able to cry,I spilled all the pain lodged in my heart remembering in a moment we would be difficult to meet even just to chat.Bagas turned my body towards me and hugged my body tightly.
"I hope you will remain patient until we can realize our dreams" said Bagas lirih in my ear
Bagas immediately closed the window of the room, we let go of each other's longing to be quiet no more conversation heard in the room, we dissolved in togetherness, and we immediately resolved the longing.
#Thank you so much to all who have been willing to stop by my attention by giving support to me#
