Trapped In Ambiguity

Protesting

After having fun yesterday with Devan, today he no longer comes to my class at break time. I got out of my chair and walked to her class.

I didn't see the nose of the guy I was looking for. After knocking on the door, I entered the classroom, approaching Gergia who was talking to her friend.

"Where's Devan, Gi?" my many.

"Why don't you just ask your girlfriend?" gergia judes.

Did Gergia also change strangely? Is there a virus that spreads and infects Devan first then Gergia? Did the virus turn the host's body weird?

"Where might Brother Rega know where Devan is?" to be honest.

"Why should you ask me this, CK."

"You're his classmate, aren't you?"

"Want to?"

"Wait, you're not like the Gergia I know, huh."

"No need to be your ass." Gergia pushed one shoulder. "Yes, I've been acting like this in front of Devan, and do you really think I gave up on calling Devan from you? Didn't he? Don't dream, soon Devan will belong to me."

"That means that the cafe is just a sandwich you doang?" I slow down while thinking.

"Nah understand." Gergia saw both hands in front of her chest.

"But why are you doing this, Gergia."

Gergia did not reply, but rather pulled my hand into the backyard of the school, it seemed that she did not want to attract the attention of many people. And right, it's just the two of us here.

"I'll explain it to you, Adel. So gini, the reason I moved to this school is because I just found out Devan was here, and the bad news is, you guys stay together." Gergia was silent for a moment, maybe his brain was fighting to compose a sentence.

"Well, well, I got some good news again, Devan was my classmate. Everything was fine on my first day with him, but Devan started worrying about you tomorrow."

"But aren't you."

"Don't cut my conversation." He rolled his eyes lazily. But it was not he who cut my words.

"Sorry," lirihku.

"And do you know how happy I was when I received a message from Devan who invited me to the cafe that day via chat? I just got home. When I saw the chat I immediately otw. I thought I'd spend my afternoon with Devan, but I didn't." Gergia's voice intonation turned rougher and also rose.

"I really hate you, Adel."

"Hi, are you asking innocently? It's your fault because Devan likes you."

"Wait, wait, wait, what's wrong if he likes me. He's my best friend" I replied.

"Rub, Adel. You are big but your thinking is still narrow." Gergia was silent, as was me trying to digest her words.

"Gini yeah, Del. You're not sensitive." He breathed rough. "Seeing from the way Devan looks at you, how he cares, and also the attention he keeps giving you, does that not explain everything enough?"

"Explain what?" my many. I really don't understand any of this.

"Adel." Gergia said my name while sighing harshly, she seemed to be really mad at me. "Devan loved the same lo, liked it as you said it to him in the garden that day. I was there, looking at you two. Watch how a single tear came down from her eye when you came home that day. And to be honest, that's my main reason for moving here. To take Devan again."

Gergia walked over and sat on a wooden board. "When I got into this school, I wondered why you were so close to another man. Are you marahan? I had thought that distance had been created between you because of that day. I also asked Devan who the man you were with was. And you know what the answer is? 'His girlfriend' That's just one word he said with a flat face."

"Don't I ever tell you, Del, when we were SD." Gergia's intonation turned soft. "I stopped to chase Devan. And what I said was really me doing until I saw you in the garden. And my obsession only grew when I found out you had a boyfriend. I still love Devan and I let him be with you back then. But look what you're doing?" He pointed at me and looked at me with a sharp look.

The doorbell rang but Gergia was still in her place, as well as me who still wanted to hear all the explanations about Devan.

"Is this my fault? I shot him first" I asked.

"Adel, Adel, your second fault is that you are insensitive and never understand what feelings are. I feel sorry for your boyfriend. You made it look like an impingement because you rejected Devan." Gergia got out of her chair and walked beside me. I held her hand making her look at me.

"I have one question" I said. "Why did Devan reject me?"

Gergia breathed a rough sigh. "Didn't Devan tell you himself? He doesn't want to ruin your friendship. And as far as I can tell, Devan prefers to harbor her feelings and remain your best friend so she doesn't lose you." Gergia took my hand and left me.

I walk to class. Knocked on my classroom door when Mr. Heri taught. "Sorry, sir. I'm late." Heri told me to sit down. My mind was still trying to completely digest Gergia's words earlier so that it made me not focus on the lesson this time.

The bell rings. I immediately grabbed my phone in the bag when Mr. Heri left the classroom. I tried to contact Devan, but he didn't answer my phone.

"I'm going to his house."

I walked towards the deserted school gate, waiting for a taxi to pass in front of me.

"Adel, you haven't come home yet? Wanna come home with me?" ask Kak Rega with a faint smile.

"I'm going to Devan's house, brother. Brother go home first" I replied.

"Alright, oh yes, keep the spirit, baby," he said and drove his car.