Trapped In Ambiguity

Yolanda

I let out a rough sigh, sitting propping up my chin in my chair. I'm waiting for Devan or Kak Rega to come to class. It's really boring in this break.

"Adel, Bebeb Devanku is fighting with Kak Rega." Rasti's panicked voice gave me a panic follow reflex.

"Where?"

He did not answer my question, but went straight out of there and pulled my hand, so I had to adjust my steps to his running steps. He took me to a place where some of the students - or perhaps almost all of the students of this school.

I broke through the crowd and got Devan who was beating Kak Rega, but brother Rega just kept quiet, did not reply, allowing himself to be beaten just like that.

"Devan." I stopped him before the next blow hit Kak Rega's face. Devan looked at me, lowered his hand in anger then sighed violently. I then pulled the hands of the two men, leading him to avoid the crowd.

"What's wrong?" askaku.

"Didn't she make you cry yesterday?" Devan sizzled, it seemed like he was really emotional.

"Where do you know I'm crying?" manya curious. I completely cleaned up my crying yesterday.

"Your eyes and nose are still red." Devan rolled his eyeballs and folded his hands in front of his chest.

I seem to think. The feeling when I reflected on my phone yesterday, everything was as mediocre. Ah forget that, hasn't Devan always been honest with me?

"And why didn't you fight. Big Brother's face almost bruised?" I turned to look at Brother Rega's face.

"It's my fault, it's only natural that he beat me up. But Del, I just caught Yolanda who almost fell down yesterday. You misunderstood, A."

"I was asking Yola, she said you were hugging" said Devan cutting Kak Rega's words without even glancing at her.

A few seconds later, a girl came up to us and told us that Kak Rega and Devan were summoned to the BK room. They both nodded and walked to the BK room. Of course, this Pricilia Adel is very good at what will happen, so I followed them both.

"Devan, Devan, you're causing trouble again" said Mr. Romi, who was waiting for us. "Sama pak's favorite student anyway," he continued.

"He's the one who's making trouble, sir. He made my Dellong cry," to be honest.

"I'm sorry, sir, I didn't mean to do any of that."

"Oh my God, it's a young man's problem." Mr. Romi chuckles.

After being lectured at length by Mr. Romi, they were both in the law to respect in the middle of the field facing the Flag that was fluttering due to the wind.

"Why are you coming, Adel?" brother Rega asked, he looked at me without lowering his hand.

"Where my best friend and boyfriend are at the law, I'm sitting down to relax in class. Anyway today Miss Farah is sick, so thank goodness my class is free." I chuckle. "You still mad, Van?" I now turn to look at Devan's face.

"I don't know" he replied.

***

"Yolanda." I pulled her hand as I watched her walk towards the corridor this morning. She turned her head towards me then threw out my hand just like that, making me complain of pain.

"If it's about Brother Rega, we're hugging. Anyway why don't you just lupain? Wasn't that three days ago?" said cynical.

"How could I forget it? Because of you, there is a distance created between Kak Rega and also Devan. Please, tell Devan the truth so Devan can forgive Kak Rega."

Yolanda's words stunned me. Is this really my fault? I'm fighting with my mind right now. Yolanda screeched, then left me who was currently standing pecking.

"Good morning, Dellong," the voice brought me back to my senses. "Btw, why did you go to school first?"

"Eh? I was waiting for you, but you didn't come. Than it's too late, so I'm with you."

"Jude, let's go to class."

"Adel." The call stopped both of us and made us turn our heads.

"I went to class first" Devan said suddenly.

Rega then ran up to me. "He's still angry?" point it at Devan.

"It's possible, brother. But I'm sure, everything's gonna be fine."

***

I had just returned from school when I saw Kak Rega with Yolanda sitting alone on the park bench. Since I was a spoiled person, I chose to hide behind a wall and eavesdrop on their conversation.

"How could I not tell you, Lu made Devan angry. What's wrong with you being honest with Devan if I just caught you yesterday." Sister Rega's voice sounded judes.

"If I'm honest with Devan? Will you not be angry anymore?" ask Yolanda.

"Maybe."

After hearing that, I chose to return to the classroom because I already understood the direction of their conversation.

"Where are you from? I'm tired of waiting for you here, not to mention that Rasti just suddenly came." Devan said regretfully.

"Devan." Yolanda suddenly stood behind me. "Gw wants to say something." He lowered his head.

"What?"

"Sir Rega was right, he just held me back because I almost fell yesterday. Sorry for lying. I'm sorry too, Del."

"OK." That's all Devan said. It seems he was reluctant to respond further. While me? I don't want to make a sound, I'm already disappointed with Yolanda or maybe I'm disappointed with myself. I don't know.

After saying that, Yolanda said goodbye, she walked out of nowhere, probably meeting with Kak Rega to say that she had done it. Yes, Sister Rega is indeed my girlfriend, but since she does not limit my friendship, should I limit to whom she wants to hang out?

"Eat yuk, Del. I'll buy it," take Devan.

"Now serious? Tumben very much you treat gw." I chuckle.

We then went to the cafeteria. I immediately ordered my food to the middle-aged woman.

"Fried noodles, meatballs, iced tea are as good as 5k, ma'am," I replied with a slow nod to the middle-aged woman. "I'm waiting for you there. Bring me my order," I ordered Devan who was currently grumbling in annoyance.

Devan came with a tray of food in front of him. "If in the treaty, self-conscious cake, even ngabisin money gw. You didn't, anyway?" his nag.

I ignored his scolding and enjoyed my meal. My stomach will be full today. It turns out that if treated it favors to increase to double.