The Toga Rahayu

Rahayu

“Mas wake up mas, do you not want to touch me, make me a whole wife?”.

“Mas of the day I was very ready, even more ready than before, mother bought me some official clothes to welcome the night with you mas”.

“Mas wake up mas, aren't you quick to want a child from me?”.

“Mas woke up, said you want to guide me to be a sholeha wife. Help me realize that mas”.

“Build mas, wake me please”.

Rahayu tightly grasped Reno's hand with an unstoppable cry.

“Mas I've decided to stop working, I want to be completely near you. So let's get up so I don't get lonely”.

“Mas wake up, I still want to pair a tie for you, choose a dress to prepare all your needs in every morning, I still want to hear every sweet greeting you every day”.

Rahayu bowed down on the roots and held tightly to Reno's hand, her tears literally spilling countless times.

“Mas sorry Rahayu has not been able to give the best for you, I'm sorry that you've wasted so much.”.

“Mas sorry Rahayu who for one week became your wife has not been able to serve well”.

“Mas let's wake up I promise when you wake up I'll cook you good food, I will no longer give you salty food”.

“Build mas”.

Rahayu continued to speak as if Reno could hear her.

While Reno still can not move at all even open his eyes just can not, but...

In the corner of Reno's eyes were tears.

“Mas Reno is sure to heal? Reno is a powerful warrior. The proof is that Reno never gave up on getting me, even though I have rejected you many times before. Promise me mas if you will definitely recover”.

“I also promise to always accompany you”.

That night Rahayu spent time crying and boasting whatever she wanted to say to her husband. Rahayu did not leave Reno.

Towards dawn Rahayu said goodbye to mother and father who was sitting on the sofa in the nursery to perform dawn prayers first.

Reno's condition is still no development at all, even Reno has not shown signs of being aware. Almost all parts of his body were filled with bandages and medical devices attached to his body.

Rahayu refused to leave her husband.

“Bun Rahayu want to go to mushola first yes briefly”.

“Iya nak cauti”.

Arriving at the mosque Rahayu immediately took ablution, then performed dawn prayers so solemnly did not forget Rahayu chanted many prayers for the recovery of her husband.

“Thank You God for setting me up with Reno, O God my husband is a good man, he is so obedient to you. O Allah help him through all this, heal him O God, bring a miracle for the healing of my husband”. Hiks hyks

“Yes your God is the one who knows life, death, servant as a human being can only pray and ask You to give the opportunity for Reno to be healed again”.

“Yes Allah is your best planner, O Allah give the servant the opportunity to make amends for all the mistakes of the servant in Reno by fully serving him. O Allah help me to be a righteous wife.

Aamiins.

Throughout the incessant prayer Rahayu tears flowed.

After being satisfied with all the complaints of the creator, Rahayu quickly rushed to Reno room in care.

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Reno Nursing Room

After Rahayu left for the mosque, Reno suddenly had a seizure with her eyes still closed. His body moved up and down while his mouth was locked tightly making no sound at all.

Mother was so shocked to see the condition of her son who suddenly like this. Mother immediately approached Reno and sat in a chair next to Reno's cage, while the father immediately called the doctor to check the condition of his son.

“Doctor help my son”.

Realizing that the doctor immediately rushed to Reno's hospital room along with several sisters who accompanied him.

“Sus check his blood pressure”.

“Good dok”.

“Blood pressure is very weak once dock 70/80”.

“Check his pulse”.

“Her pulse weakens gradually disappears”.

The doctor examined Reno's eyes and all the vital members.

“Do a heart shock test”.

“Tut Tht Tut.

The voice was heard again...

Tut Tut.

The sound was gone.

“Once again”.

Tuttttttttttttttttt.

Not beating at all, it appears on the screen of a small monitor on the table the picture is lost, no longer rhythmic up and down shows a straight line flat.

The doctor breathed in violently.

“Inalilahiwainaliirojiun”.

“Sorry sir our buk has tried as much as possible, mom and dad please be patient”.

“Life and death are all at his will, we as human beings can only strive, but Allah Lah determines everything”.

The doctor and nurse immediately removed one by one the aids attached to Reno's body and covered it with a blanket.

Mother Reno who was in an uncontrollable place held back her crying that just slid away without permission.

“Ku”.

“Reno why do you remember us so quickly nak”.

Mother approached Reno's body and shook her child's body so hard she hoped her child would wake up again.

Reno's father did the same, bowing next to his lifeless son's bed crying as he pleased.

Meanwhile, the doctor and nurse left the room patting Reno's father on the back.

Rahayu saw from a distance the doctor and several nurses were coming out of her husband's room with a lethargic face. With a swift Rahayu ran and met the medics.

“Doctor how about the state of husband only”.

Still not shaking the doctor was not able to tell Rahayu, while the cries of mother and Reno so heartbreaking that it sounded from outside the room.

Realizing that Rahayu quickly entered the room without permission from the doctor.

Instantly when entering the door of the room.

Rahayu fell on the floor, covering her face with both hands. Her tears fell so profusely soaked her red cheeks. His body was limp for a moment with a pale and deathly face.

Yes Rahayu was so shocked to see the sight before her eyes. A sight he never wanted to see before.

Seeing her husband lying lifeless on the bed covered with a blanket.

Hiks hyks.

Hysterical cries could not be avoided, the entire room was filled with heartbreaking cries.

Hiks hiks

My engku was still here yesterday.

With me enjoy this taste.

Being with you will never end.

With you.

With you.

The world looked so beautiful yesterday.

And with you feeling all this.

Passing through this black-and-white life.

Now alone here.

Finding out where.

May you calm down there.

Forever.

Hiks hyks..

“Mas you really went mas, you left without saying goodbye to me mas. You left me alone again ma”.

“Mas how can I live my days without you?. Mas How can you leave me so easily when my heart is filled with love and affection that you give”.

Rahayu was unable to just rise from the fall, even just moving her legs was not able to she was so fragile at dawn.

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