The Toga Rahayu

54

A few days pass all the time according to the plan, the work can be easily completed even though it takes longer to stay in the office. Yes, unlike usual the last few days I left early and went home from work late at night than usual because it had to make sure all the trials went according to the procedures we had made before.

Efforts never betray results, fatigue leaving early and returning home late at night paid off when the product launch went according to expectations.

“Sayang later tonight I picked up ya”. said mas Reno from there.

“No need to bother mas I can go home alone, I also bring motor”, I replied to mas Reno.

“It's a pity it's been a week we didn't meet, I miss you, I also want to never spoil my girlfriend”.

“No need mas”.

“Why not? What's wrong I want to be able to spoil you, I also want you to depend and need the same I”. Reno just kept forcing me.

“Actually I without you can also own mas”.my words that I can only say in my heart.

“OK lah mas, as long as it does not trouble you”.

“Surely not a hassle, even I really like it.

Until the afternoon before I was getting busy with all the activities that somehow never decreases at all that there are more and more.

“Bu should rest first lunch, this is past lunchtime”. Nadia said one of my youngest but most mature men in my opinion.

“Alright Nad, have you eaten?”, I asked Nadia who was in my room at the time to deliver the file.

“Continue not buk”.

“Come eat together I”. My bargain to Nadia.

“But buk, I'm I”.

“Udah no papa let me treat”. I bid on Nadia.

Nadia and I headed to the cafeteria on the first floor to find lunch. We talk about a lot of things from work to casual conversations about life. On the sidelines of our meal there was a question Nadia had that disturbed my heart.

“Mu can I ask you something outside of work?”.

“Just ask Nad what's wrong? If possible I can answer will I try to answer”.

“I'm sorry ma'am if I was a little presumptuous, but I really want to know maybe bu Rahayu will consider me a disrespectful man but really sorry I was just very curious”.

“Speak Nad consider me a friend of yours”.

“Bu did bu Rahayu ever feel in love?”. Hearing Nadia's question I just smiled.

“Why? Because I've never been seen holding a man?”. I asked her with a smile, while Nadia just nodded her head.

“Alright Nad will I answer just think of me as a friend at this time”. I don't know why I feel comfortable just to tell a story with Nadia, not without reason she is a friendly child, quiet and not talk much. Nadia is also a trustworthy person who does not easily reveal the secrets of others.

We have been found by fate, but until now destiny has not been in our side to unite us, because even though we are in the same world and the same book but we are in different parts.

Until now, as far as I go, the shadows can't just go. Even in the crowd I felt quiet in his absence.

Without realizing it, Rahayu's eyes condense just like that when telling the figure of Andika his first love.

Imagine the endless end of the story until now. What are you doing there? Did you miss me? I would like to ask her that, Nad.

“How long has mom not met him?”. Nadia asked carefully and politely.

For more than six years I had not seen him, never knew how he was lost, lost with all his memories without a trace.

Bu believe not with the saying “grow lost and change”. Life still goes on, mom, how can you stop at one point to wait for someone who has long disappeared without a trace.

“We split up in a state of mutual pain Nad”. Rahayu took a deep breath as if in the room there was not enough oxygen.

“Help your heart to accept whatever has become its plan, for what has become its plan and its design is certainly the best destiny for its servant, may the heart of a broken mother soon get a new replace”. Nadia smiled warmly at me.

“Ah thanks you are quite mature with your age is very young, thank you also have heard a little complaint kesahku”. Rahayu patted Nadia on the back and smiled warmly. They both quickly passed and returned to work in accordance with their respective tasks.

***

At night according to the initial plan that had been designed from this morning, Reno was ready to wait for me in the lobby below to meet. There was a feeling of anxiety in my heart, I was afraid that it would disappoint him.

“It's done”, Reno's voice makes me really surprised because it's the first time Reno came to my room because it's usually just waiting in the front lobby.

“Oh yes mas already”, jeez die me for this time I can not avoid the mas Reno.

“Let's go home, I want to pamper my lover for a week more never met”.

“Em yes a minute I get ready first”. I tidied up all the files on my desk and closed my room and then walked behind Reno.

“Honey we go for a walk first yes briefly enjoy the night of the week, let it be like the youngsters”. Bargain Reno by raising his eyebrows.

“Terlarah mas”. I said resignedly because dodging is also no longer able to no reason anymore.

Mas Reno drove a car splitting the streets that were crowded because of Sunday night, as usual we would go to the city of Surabaya even though it was just for dinner. Mas Reno slalu chose Surabaya just because he wanted to linger near me. Of course these words are enough to make me guilty of him who has not been able to give my whole heart to him.

Rang.....Vidio call in.

“Assalamualaikum mother how are you?”.

“Wassalamu'alaikum, good news mom son? Where are you at? Seems to be in the car yes the same who nak?”.

“My name is bu”. Mas Reno suddenly answered my mother's question before I could answer it.

Deg.