The Toga Rahayu

The Toga Rahayu
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All day long I thought about the words of my parents and Reno mas, it seems like Reno mas was really serious with his words and my parents received with open arms full of happiness the purpose of the arrival of Reno ma. But unfortunately I am not ready to go to a more serious level.


My soul and body have not been able to fully accept Reno mas. I'm really not ready for this kind of relationship.


Looks like I'll have to straighten out to Reno about this relationship before it gets any further and leaves a lot of hearts hurt. The day after I return to work I will try to tell Reno what I really feel. I'll try to be honest about everything about the true voters of my heart.


While at home there are not many activities that I do, I only occasionally help mother's work such as cooking and washing the rest of the clothes have been done by my sisters who are now already big. In addition to helping my mother, I also took the time to invite my mother to shop at the market.


Giving freedom to the mother to buy all the things and needs of the house that is needed. There is a satisfaction in being able to spend and pamper my mother and sisters. This mungin who was in the taste of Reno when he wanted to spoil me, but unfortunately I was not ready.


A lot of free time at home, mostly I spend surfing in cyberspace, something I rarely do except on Saturdays or Sundays.


I have several social media accounts, but never upload photos there, because I do not like to take pictures and do not have photos that are worth showing on social media.


Some of these social media accounts I created specifically just to monitor the pimnas race group first, mbak Eki and of course the dear ones mas Andika. I hope that by stalking on the account mbak Eki or monitoring the pimnas race group will find news from mas Andika.


I re-opened a social medical account mbak Eki who had not visited for a long time, but unfortunately I found nothing there. As usual, there are only photos of Eki himself and some of his friends without a single photo of a man there.


I opened a pinas group there but unfortunately the results are equally nil apparently this group has long been uninhabited to leave me alone as a den of thieves without any other members.


I dare my fingers to press the icon “ambul”, join the alumni group of agricultural students hoping there to find something I was looking for all this time.


Not long after the request to join the group received. My eyes widened to read the announcement that had just been posted by the adim group.


“Hay comrades-in-arms wherever you are, how are all colleagues?, may always be healthy and in the protection of Allah. Mimin friends want to give happy news to all of you, for the agricultural force 2010, 2011 and 2012 will be held alumni meeting which coincided on December 29, 2022 precisely at the Ibis Malang hotel. If friends have free time please be present at 19:00 WIB for small reunions and kangen meetings with friends in the struggle first. The event is not at a free alias of the typical monthly sent by fellow alumni. For those who miss the chairman of the 2010, 2011 and 2012 association can immediately come to meet kangen to release the longing that increasingly hit the asek.


NB: For the fix present please leave a comment and number that can be contacted yes so that it can be listed by the organizing committee thank you to meet friends impatiently it feels like to meet you all.


I read the announcement over and over again, my hands were shaking like my phone couldn't afford to hold. I went back to reading the announcement and took a screenshot of the announcement.


The head of the agricultural department 2010, 2011 and 2012 will definitely come, Andika mas came dong, he was the head of the 2010 set. Oh, God, is this really?.


I read it again slowly and it is true that the chairman of the 2010 association will certainly come to attend an alumni meeting in Malang.


Mas Dika is going to Malang on the twenty-nine date, I re-open my phone and see the calendar there, the twenty-nine date I am still on leave to coincide with Thursday two days from now. Gas I'm meeting with the alumni.


"Yes met Andika".


Too happy that I forget that being home does not condition my voice.


“Ah nothing bu Rahayu is watching korean drama”. I answered my mother without any intention of opening the door to my room.


“Yakin nduk nothing?, if there is anything just call mom yes, mom is in the living room”.


“Iya bu”, I replied briefly.


My wait for seven years will soon be over, I will meet with Dika mas. My heart is so very happy I may be happy but that's the fact that I'm so happy.


I happy.


Aaaa I am so happy.


Mas Anika mas Andika finally we will meet again after a long time fate separates us huhuhu.....


“Nduk you why?”. Said the mother who was behind the door worrying about my condition which had not been ten minutes away laughing now sobbing.


“Rahayu is not papa bu, just being animated to see korea” drama. My words to Mom don't want to worry her.


I looked back at the photo of Dika mas and my photo first, the photo taken when we became Rama and Shinta in Batu Malang.


“Oh Rama will you pick up Shinta after the alumni meeting day after tomorrow?”.


I took a picture of both of us. The photo that always resides in my wallet and I carry it wherever every step of my foot steps.


I cried and daydreamed for quite a while then it dawned on me that I had not yet filled in a comment and left my mobile number there. With a quick snap of my fingers immediately write a comment “ready present” and leave the mobile number there.


Really happy at that time, I completely forgot about Reno. My mind is filled only by the figure of Andika and Andika.


Some questions began to perch in my head what if later dika dika already married have a partner maybe even bring a child? Or what if Dika mas still completely become a lover mas Eki?”.


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