The Toga Rahayu

Get far

A few days passed since the arrival of Mbak Eki at that time I tried my best to avoid dika mas. We no longer communicate with each other.

Mas Andika or mas sholeh the man I always adored reigned in the highest place in my heart now I really have to let go. I didn't expect much to be her partner but at least being close to her was enough to add energy to my life.

Now I have to prepare to lose everything. Mas Andika he is too expensive for me to know especially to fill the empty space in my life. Should I really stay away from Dika and make her hate me?.

A few moments when I was pensive, it crossed my mind the face of Dika who was sad like there was a sense that was difficult to define. I want to see Dika mas like a while ago, Dika mas handsome, neat and cool. Mas Dika who is much liked by all the women who see it.

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Monday has arrived as usual I carry out my myriad of responsibilities before leaving for campus. I was awake up to a third of the night never to be able to close my eyes so that in the morning everything became a mess. I was bad when I woke up.

I started packing up getting ready to go to campus, this morning the earth science lecture classroom is on the sixth floor. As usual I walked to the campus but I did not have time to stop for a while in the perpus gazebo as I usually do in the morning.

I immediately rushed to the building F where I was class this morning, because the time was approaching the class began I decided to take the elevator.

Seen a lot of students who were queuing on the ground floor to go to their respective lecture rooms, I quickly headed to the queueing crowd to get to class quickly. It seems there are some students who are waiting in line while reading a book there are joking with each other's friends. As usual, I was always alone.

As I approached the elevator door I saw someone who was disturbing my thoughts these few days, yes I saw Dika mas there it seems like this pegi he also had a lecture. Mas Dika who was next to Mbak Eki was waiting for the elevator to go up, realizing that I immediately rushed to go and take the stairs only.

Not yet had my body turned towards my eyes and when Dika met, I quickly cut off that gaze and quickly ran towards the stairs.

“Rahayu wait a minute”, cried Dika mas at me. I tried not to stay and continued my steps towards the stairs.

“Wait a minute”, this time dika mas started running and chasing me.

“Iya mas what is it?”, I replied to him without daring to look him in the face.

“Where are you going? Is the class above? Why not take the elevator?”. Ask Dika to prevent my move.

“I want to go up the stairs only mas all sports”.

“Do not lie, what is it?”, dika absolutely do not believe my words.

“Already Dika let him if you want to go up the stairs why should also be prevented it rights dia”, mbak Eki also give his response not to forget with intimidating eyes, eyes, I who have understood with the code eye gaze was immediately say goodbye to go up the stairs.

It was really bad this morning when I woke up and had to go up the stairs to the sixth floor, with gasping breath and some sweat that started to appear on my forehead. It was a morning that ruined my mood.

Arriving in front of the sixth floor class I immediately tidied up my slightly messy hijab because I had to run up the stairs so as not to be late. This time I did not choose to sit in the front seat because the class had started and I was a little late, fortunately still allowed to take this course. I sat in the back seat with my mind out of nowhere focusing at all.

The class began explaining at length about the material today but there was not a single word that stuck in my brain. Several times Nina and Sari wiggled my hands to focus more but it didn't seem to work because I was more cool with false shadows.

Forty-five minutes passed by the lecturer immediately ended the class, the students immediately scrambled to get out of the class, I prefer to stay for a while waiting until it was quieter, more quiet, I also hope that with me not directly downstairs I will not meet with Dika mas.

After feeling lonely I immediately rushed to get out of the classroom, I stepped up with a shunt, I will go down with the stairs alone to slow down time. I also don't want to go to the perpus I just want to be alone. When entering the staircase to one suddenly there was already a figure that I had avoided very much these few days.

“Yu wait I want to talk to kamu”, apparently mas Dika understand the flow of my presence that I will not ride the elevator he is waiting for me in the middle of the stairs.

“There is mas I am busy”, I said with ketus.

“Busy what? There is a task let me help”, mas Dika volunteered to help me with a smile as sweet as it is, a smile that some days I have never seen.

“No thanks, I can myself”.

“You why Yu? It seems like lately you keep avoiding me, am I wrong with you?”, mas Andika started to show her sad face, I still do not flinch dare not look into her eyes.

“Yu what's wrong? If there's anything please tell me, what can I do for you?”

“Nothing mas I just want to be alone, I want to learn more independently”.

“No Rahayu that I know not like this is what try to say to me”.

“Well shall I say, I do not like it Dika too close to me many men who try to approach me do not dare because dika mas slalu alone is near me”, dika, with a little loud and emphasis I said it to Dika mas.

“I have also been using only Dika mas to help me, help me with my duties, help me so that I can become a pimnas champion helping to close my HP and one more to become a free driver of ku”, I said all of that in a high and passionate tone.

“I think all this time our friendship sincere Yu, I have considered you like my own sister”, looks the face of Andika mas who is very disappointed and sad.

I passed without a word leaving Dika mas who was still staring there. I ran down the stairs with sobbing, evil once I could get out words like that on people as good as Dika. I was still crying along the stairs. I don't care about the people who see me crying.