The Toga Rahayu

Should be Next to me

The days change, the weeks change and the months change, Andika is more tormented with her own feelings, the more the day of love and affection for Rahayu the deeper and the more reluctant to forget.

Although she knew all this would only hurt her heart, but Andika not caring about being able to stare at Rahayu longer was enough for her.

Every day that Andika does is observe every motion Rahayu even if it allows Andika want to install cctv along the campus area to more easily observe the wife of the person.

Every day that Andika does after teaching is to go to Rahayu's house, of course not to enter her house. Andika doesn't have enough courage for that.

Andika will come and observe all the activities in the house from a distance. Sometimes his eyes saw Rahayu was taking out the trash, sometimes was sweeping lightly part of his yard. His heart warms when he sees the heart. One thing that makes Andika wonder and want to ask the concerned but unfortunately there is not enough courage.

Yes the existence of Reno is long unseen next to Rahayu.

***

That morning Andika asked Rahayu to tell her friends if the class would be about ten minutes late, Andika reported that she was filling out a seminar at one of the faculties on the campus. I don't know why even though it has suppressed all the feelings that exist but your heart still does not care when waiting for a reply to a message from Rahayu. Between nervousness and anxiety all mixed into one.

“Honey please tell friends everything, I was late to class filling out a seminar. Ten minutes I'm through to”.

I really wanted to send the message to Rahayu, but I put my hand out.

“Sayang...”. Delete.

“Sayang” delete again.

Arrgg why should I see you again, Andika frustrated and ruffled her hair violently.

“Yu please, tell your friends if the class is a little late, I will come in ten minutes again Send Cat.

Yes Andika is still reluctant to change the name Rahayu in the wa contact, for her hope is granted because the cat is really funny and worrisome. It just belongs to people.

Andika breathed a sigh of relief when her fingers were able to write with the sentence they should.

A few minutes later there was no answer. His heart was back in ruins, although all the flavors had been dimmed in such a way but in fact the meeting was so intense made a different flavor.

Fifteen minutes passed.

Rahayu typing.....

Typing....

Typing...

“Yes Allah Yu do you want to answer what the hell is my message? Why so long ago to admonish it?”. Yes Andika is worried about Rahayu's attitude.

Wa Rahayu Off's.

Andika again took a long breath, like a train car.

A few minutes later.

“Good pak”.

Hanaya a message “well pak” but you typed quite a long time ago.

Astarghfirullah's.

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Classes.

In the class Rahayu immediately told his friends if their lecturer would come late but all students were not allowed to go home and told to wait until he arrived.

Because there were no boisterous class lecturers, they talked to each other in the class including Rahayu and Dania who talked a lot that morning. Rahayu is very happy with her decision to return to school. With school Rahayu feels young again and not lonely because of many friends and activities.

In accordance with his promise, ten minutes later Andika has arrived in the classroom.

“On the afternoon everyone”, greet the lecturer with enthusiasm that morning greet his students who tangled too long waiting.

“Morning also sir. Answer them compact.

“Come spirit-spirit, do not lack let's start this class with the task let's be more spirit again”.

“Ya Allah pack duty again” . The entire class looked protesting.

Silence all classes follow the direction of the lecturer.

The material began seriously, Mr. Andika who early their introduction looks so relaxed and fun to start changing his image into a cool lecturer and completely does not tolerate any mistakes of students. Andika behaved like this because no one else wanted to envy Rahayu. Remembering a few weeks ago Andika once gave a sigh to Rahayu.

Likewise, Andika will give appreciation to students if they are able to accept challenges and can complete all their tasks properly and correctly. Andika wants to be professional at work even though sometimes her heart melo when she sees Rahayu in the difficulties of her duties.

It was very desirable to taste his sweet hand outstretched to help, but unfortunately he undone considering the status between them now that was different. Andika was as strong as her power to keep her distance.

Not infrequently Andika will give a case study that really drains their brains and must be collected at that time also after the class is done.

All students in Andika's class will be silent without struggling if the Sudang lecturer gives an explanation, the classroom atmosphere will turn into horror with Andika's assertiveness.

Like that morning Andika again gave a case study task that occurred in company X, where the company needed a new simulation to find out the performance of its employees.

“Tasks collected after my count up to five”.

One.

Two.

Three.

Four.

Five

Please put your assignments on the table and leave this class.

“Yu ask for help in coordinating the tasks of his friend”.

“Good pak”. Rahayu quickly takes one task from her friend and takes it to Andika's desk while the others just leave the class.

“Masya Allah , very handsome anyway, but if the way to make it along like this can stress me”. Bisik Dania on Rahayu.

Rahayu just smiled at Dania's words.

“I wait in cafeteria ya hungry once”.

“Siap”. Rahayu answered to Dania.

Now in that class there are only Andika and Rahayu.

Rahayu arranged her friend's papers so painstakingly, while Andika could not help but stare at the object in front of her.

Rahayu.

Yes Andika is still fascinated with the charm of Rahayu.

“Pak already”. Rahayu handed some of the paper to Andika.

Andika was still staring at him.

“Pak this is already”.

A few seconds later Andika realized with her actions.

“Can you please bring it to my room now?”.

With a smile Rahayu put her head on.

Andika could only melt seeing that smile.

“Istighfar Yes Allah this ordeal”. Said Andika by stroking her chest.

They pass by leaving the class, with Rahayu walking behind her.

Realizing that Andika quickly stopped her steps.

“You were supposed to walk beside me to fit in, not behind me like this”. Andika ambiguous.