The Toga Rahayu

63

They sat together leaning against each other on the hotel garden chair staring at the sky that was still pouring down its spatter.

I sat in silence with my head resting on Andika's shoulder. Andika was clutching my body full of warmth. Missing even I miss him so much, the smell of typical Andika shampoo is still the same as when I was riding the bike first.

I even forgot who the woman who was with Dika was.

Ah already.

“Click Dik don't be naughty”. Said Andika in a heart that began to fret when it was close like this to Rahayu. His soul thrashed.

“Yu you're cold? It's already night the night air is getting colder plus the spatter that comes say hello”.

“I can hug you again no?”. Ask Andika that night. Mas Andika also looked at me fixedly as if begging me to grant her wish.

“Promise no more, I just miss my long-lost Rahayu” terribly. Andika said with all her heart.

“I've never lost mas, you just came, I've been looking for you since our separation first”.

“Yu”. Andika pulled my hand back until I fell on her lap.

Me and Andika looked at each other in silence.

I tried to get back up from the seat, I began to think a little clearly.

Unfortunately Andika held me.

Eyes that look back at each other closely and mouths that can not talk to each other.

Dika again eroded the distance.

“Yu I miss you very much, can ya once again?”. Andika's mass whisper right in my earlobe softly and close so that I can feel her breath.

I just kept quiet and couldn't answer, I was so ashamed. I wanted to avoid it but unfortunately my body responded well and wanted the same thing.

Mas Andika again dropped her chin on my shoulder, gently teasing there. I was also able to inhale the fragrance of perfume that has not changed since long ago. It still feels the same as Andika used to. The Andika I knew more than ten years ago.

Mas Andika held me possessively and I enjoyed it, I felt among the feelings that floated happily and restlessly. I'm afraid we can't control it because our bodies both respond well to all this.

After quite a while Dika started to loosen his embrace. Mas Dika started to pull away and let go of me look a smile on his face.

“Ah is still the same really sweet once still sweet and very intoxicating”. Rahayu said in a heart that was hypnotized with Andika's smile.

Their meeting after seven years of not seeing enough words said enough action to describe everything they both felt.

Both of them are equally lulled in a tempestuous taste. Ignoring the feeling of restlessness. Nature that seemed to bless the two seemed to witness two hearts that had long separated back together. They both miss each other and feel the same.

“Ringing ting..ting...ting”.

The sound of a phone call on Rahayu's phone makes the two return to their conscious.

I quickly grabbed my bag that had fallen to the ground, picked up the phone that rang a few times.

“Assalamualaikum bu what is it?”. I asked my mother who was out there.

“Waalaikumsalam son, where are you?”. Ask the mother who seems worried about me.

“I'm still in Malang bu”. Reply softly.

“Kok not sleeping? Is there still a lot of work you son?”.

“Ah no bu Rahayu not working already finished from earlier”. I replied to the mother who still seemed worried about my situation.

“Are you still outside nak?”. Mom seemed to be introgating my existence.

“Oh yes mom, Rahayu is meeting with old friend”.

“Already night nak fast home, not good girls night-night wandering outside home”.

“Where do you sleep?”. Mom is still worried about my situation.

“I stayed at one of the bu hotels, mom just relax Rahayu alright”. I quickly approached my call with my mother.

Again I lied to my mother that to the lame business of work.

As a mother, you may feel something for your child. Maybe the mother feels her son is being touched by a man something I've never done before. But take it easy, Rahayu knows that self-limiting will not do anything or more than this.

We both just let go of all the longing.

“Who Yu”. Ask me Andika.

“Mother mas”. Reply slowly.

“Looks like your mom is feeling unsettled her daughter I brought it like this”. Answer Dika with a smile that must still be intoxicating.

“Maybe”. I answered by shrugging my shoulders.

"I just want to bring my Shinta back".

Deg.

“Maklum mas daughter mother is still really original has never been touched at all”. My answer is Andika.

“Really?, wow so want to touch you to be the first”. Andika teased me.

My cheek blouse is red.

“No-no I will not mess around, because I love you”. He said by gently stroking my head which certainly makes klepek-clepek.

I don't know how many times tonight we declared each other words of longing and love.

I also do not understand this status we will become after this meeting?.

Because actually I still legitimately bear the lover mas Reno, while mas Andika I also do not know whether he now has a lover or even married.

We are too lulled with feelings, burning with longing until we forget our respective status.

Talking about Reno is absolutely right my heart and mind have no place for her. Even before I met Andika, my heart had no room for her.

“Mas home yuk already malam”. Take me to Andika.

“I take ya”. Tawar mas Andika's.

I nodded my head again.

“Before driving you home, I change clothes first ya”. Permission dika to me at that time.

“I stayed also at this hotel”. Dika quickly pulled my hand and led towards his room.

I followed her every step, of course with our hands still together.

It feels so peaceful to be next to our loved ones. All the way to my room my lips were endlessly painting curvatures of smiles. A long lost smile.

Arriving at the mas room Andika thrust one shirt at me.

“Wear very cold air, your shirt wet later in the wind”.

I just shake my head.

“No need for my hotel close to here”.

Mas Andika quickly changed clothes to open his shirt without permission first as if forgetting if in the room there was me who was sitting waiting for him.

Two adults in one hotel room, what do they want?