The Toga Rahayu

Jealous

Finally we met at our destination, Andika mas began to park her bike and we began to ask permission on the gardener to take some chincau leaves.

This time we did not take in large quantities, we only took for one trial only. We brought one big red plastic bag of cincau leaves, Andika mas who took it over me who was picking at the bottom.

“It seems like enough yu, let's go home” invite Andika mas while confirming the plastic package.

“You can take her?

“Can mas let put middle course”

We rushed back to the campus to store the limes in the Agrochemical lab. Along the way to the campus drizzling drizzle relentlessly so add to the martyrdom of our trip both. Cie

Mas Andika continued to run his motorbike, splitting the city of Malang overtaking several vehicles in front of him. The road is a little crowded but still smooth so it can easily pass through.

Suddenly mas Andika stopped the speed of his motorbike, and turned towards ATM BNI which was across the road from our direction.

“Come down first”

I immediately got off and started taking off the Andika mas jacket I was wearing. Malang air is very cold, making my allergy hives “beduran” began to appear on some of my hands and cheeks.

I began rubbing my fingers to warm my hands, then hiding behind my veil that I let dangle forward. Hope the itching on my hands will subside a little.

“You're cold huh? Why your hands and cheeks?” mas Andika began to notice changes to my hands and face, which started to look red-red and bent.

As usual, I can only nod my head.

It felt like my heart stopped beating right then and there, when Andika suddenly started to hold my hand and rubbed with her fingers. Andika mas hands that initially felt cold somehow turned warm.

“Sorry yes yu you so this, was I too tight when I brought the motor earlier?” mas Andika question with a sorry face.

“Oh oh ngak mas, indeed I am from a small cold allergy, when cold or even at night will usually appear bumps like this, like this, but after a bit of daylight and the weather starts to warm it will all go away by itself”

After my hands started to warm up a little, I quickly pulled my hands from Andika's grasp. I can't stay in this position for too long, I'm afraid of getting in love because of all the attention and kindness.

“Why get here mas”

“We eat first yes, you must not have eaten from lunch earlier all shade and drink warm tea” persuaded mas Andika.

I can't resist, if I don't want how I can go home.

Finally we ate BNI meatballs next to campus and waited until the rain completely subsided.

Mas Andika saw his phone turned out to be a lot of incoming calls from mbak Eki. Mas Andika immediately called back Mbak Eki, it did not take long mbak Eki immediately picked it up.

“Assalamualaikum Ki what is it?”

“Waalaikumsalam who, for a long time anyway pick up the phone, you from anywhere?, still have not come home also looking for the leaves of the cincainya” questions mbak Eki like a firecracker in a row and sound very clear in my ear.

“Pelan-pelan dong which, if asked is one-on-one so I am not confused, replied Andika.

“Yes where are you now?”

“I in Bakso ordinary ATM deket BNI same Rahayu bentar again until campus, wait for rain to subside first kasian Rahayu allergy relapse, after this I pick you”

I feel awkward and unpleasant in conditions like this immediately take Andika mas home.

“Mas we balek aja yes, it looks like the rain has subsided, if the wait really subsided can until later tonight here” my door to mas Andika.

“you sure want to continue the journey, your hands are still bentol”

“No papa mass high a little more until”

“Ya already let's go to campus”

“we stopped by first to the pharmacy ya”

Mas Andika bought some medicine and ointment to treat my cold allergy. This is excessive, don't be too good to me.

Arriving at the campus I and Andika mas directly to the Agrochemical lab to lay the leaves of the cincau, apparently mbak Eki already there complete with a ravenous gaze that seemed to invite me to war.

“Why is Andika's jacket you wear?” mbak Eki looks very thin and his eyes I'm afraid to look at him.

“Oh that's” I don't dare answer.

“The cold wood that was on the rainy road, I forgot not to bring a coat, she has a cold allergy, look at her hands and her cheeks flushed slightly red” mas Andika showed my hands on mbak Eki.

“You are not too good with him, you do not need to be like gini, he also wears a long-sleeved shirt while you only wear a short shirt” said mbak Eki broke through.

“Part of you also do not pay too much attention to him, later he hopes more the same you”

Deg was right what Eki said I was expecting more.

“What the hell, what are you talking about? Rahayu could not have such thoughts, she is adek our level, our friend she has no close friends here”

“Teruplah, I do not like if you are too close and good as he” mbak Eki while passing leaving Andika mas.

Andika quickly chased after Mbak Eki and clasped his hands.

“What the hell are you jealous of Rahayu? The only plis in my heart you Ratuku” mas Andika tried to convince mbak Eki by grasping his tanga.

“You really are the one?” mbak Eki clarified his question.

“Of course dear, ah don't sulk later beautiful lost”

It hurts so much to see this scene, my heart is torn to shreds wanting to get out of this lab and leave them both.

I feel falling from a really high altitude, the incident today with Andika mas, the reality before these eyes mas Andika and mbak Eki.

I know that Andika is good to me, she is good to me, she is good to everyone, her helpful and friendly soul makes me misinterpret.

Still in the same place as them, I closed my eyes, started closing my ears and taking deep breaths. I'm trying to ignore these very compatible lovers. Hold with all your strength so as not to hurt and keep the clear granules do not fall

Please Rahayu you must be strong, the fact from the beginning you already know that your Andika only belongs to Eki, not that you yourself have promised yourself only to love the unwelcome to have and just admire it.