The Toga Rahayu

53

In the morning, the sun began to shyly greet the world, the atmosphere this morning cloudy with accompanied by small rain stubs adds a large style of mattress attraction to the body. It feels reluctant to move on and carry out morning activities, eager to continue the dream but reality must go to work for sustenance for a better life.

“Good bismillah yuk spirit shower first, remember the younger siblings still need to pay for college later, still want to real home his roofing father on leaking”.Rahayu said in her heart as she moved from her bedroom and rushed to get ready for work.

After getting ready and breakfast Rahayu is getting ready to leave for work, Rahayu is ready to take out a motorcycle from her boarding house, suddenly heard the sound of a car horn from behind the boarding fence.

TIN...TIN...TIN...

There was the sound of Reno calling my name behind the fence while getting out of the car.

“I've told Rahayu dear if I want to pick you up, can't wait a minute anyway, anyways still what time will not be late too”. Reno with warm face.

“Do not bother to pick me up mas, is not your activity is very solid, I do not want to trouble you”. Rahayu opened her boarding fence and pulled out her motorcycle.

"For you I never bothered to love even so much".

Because the weather is still cloudy and the rain has not subsided too, Rahayu looking for a raincoat that is placed in the seat of her bike.

“Where is this raincoat? The feeling of coming here tonight I've saved here?”. Rahayu's face began to look frustrated looking for the existence of a raincoat that I found. He re-opened his bike job.

“Of Yu do not refuse why?, still raining later your clothes are wet any rain coat you also do not exist.If you are sick how?”. Mas Reno with a pleading gaze.

I had no other choice, inevitably leaving with Reno. Mas Reno smiled triumphantly and walked ahead of me to open the car door.

“Thank you but I can open the door sendri”.

“Sayang same girlfriend herself why is it so stiff as talking to the same boss, I also want to have a casual chat with kamu”.

I just smiled wryly at Reno's words.

“I can do it myself mas, you don't need to bother like this”.

“But I do not bother dear, I am your boyfriend has become my duty to care for and spoil my girlfriend”. mas Reno smiled by raising his eyebrows.

Many times mas Reno confirms his status as “pacar” makes me more I don't know. I myself until now do not know the direction of my relationship with Mas Reno will dock where.

“Darling today the plan is to do?”.

“Looks like I'm going home tonight mas, there will be a new product launch so it must be busy once for some time in the future”. Rahayu answered without looking at Reno and was busy reading the messages in her women's group.

“Have been busy? Wah must be more patient again this is getting in cuekin course”.

Suddenly the atmosphere in the car became quiet, for a moment Rahayu began to realize that for several months she had a relationship with Reno like a banana tree that only has a heart but does not have a heart.

“Honey until when will you work like this?” Reno asked with Rahayu's hand.

Reflek Rahayu immediately took off the hand.

“Sorry mas I am not used to contact with opposite sex”.

Reno looked triumphantly smiling back.

“Darling do you not want to stop working after we get married? I want you at home to accompany anal-our children welcome me when coming home from work with your sweetest smile that ah must be beautiful once”. Said Reno who by driving a car more relaxed.

Uhuk...Uhuk...

Sontak made Rahayu choke to cough to hear Reno's words. Rahayu looked at Reno with wide eyes.

“We are both adults dear, not teenagers anymore just to play around. I'm looking for a mother for my children and I'd love you to be a mother for my children”. Reno looked back at Rahayu and occasionally looked ahead because he had to focus on driving a car.

Degs....Degs....

Rahayu's heart felt like it wanted to be dislodged to hear Reno's speech that morning the cloudy atmosphere that was shahdu it felt turned into hot air.

Rahayu was only able to lower her face while trying to breathe as much oxygen in the car. Our relationship has not made any progress at all, there is no feeling in my heart why should we discuss marriage?.

“Honey try to love me with all your heart, give me a chance to make you happy, really I would love to make you a mother for my children later”. Reno looked back at Rahayu with a pitying look.

I just fell down unable to give any answers to Reno, because I myself still do not know the direction of my heart where?. In addition, I am still shocked by the words Reno mas it feels like everything is too fast and very sudden.

“Dear think of my words yes, I hope you can give the answer” soon.

Deg Mas Reno stroked my head.

The same thing that Andika usually did when she was near me first.

I'm really not ready for all the treatment and words Reno gave me. I can only bow my head reluctantly to respond to Reno's talk.

“Mas seems to have reached”, I said to Reno who at that time still continued to drive his car until passing the office where I work.

“Oh yes dear, sorry yes it feels like there is still less time with you, so would like me to take a run away so I can be alone with you” longer.

I just move my eyeballs.

“Be careful baby, don't be tired of the work, there I am ready to be your backbone”.

Mas Reno thrust his hand at me, I replied by asking him “tos”.

“Kok tos si benang”.

“Trus what mas?”,

“Salim dong and dearest his hand, like the man”. Mas Reno pointed to the lovers who were around you saying goodbye to work. I know what Reno means, but I can't do it.

“Enak also tos mas let different from others”. I said as I left the Reno mas and rushed into the office.

“Rahayu wait first”.

“What else is mas?”, I said with a little annoyed many times to buy time to enter work.

“Please think back to what I said earlier, I'm really serious, if you have found the answer please tell me immediately, don't let me wait too long”.