The Toga Rahayu

The Reno Struggle

A month passed I returned with all the more solid work routines than usual. I'm really happy to have the opportunity to promote. In addition to the salary and benefits provided by the company the greater of course I will also be more busy with my work.

One month also my relationship with Dika mas again ran aground, really no news and nothing I can expect from our story. My sane mind told me to stop hoping with him. But my stupid heart told me to wait for him to come back. Every night that I do is look at the photo of him in my mobile gallery when we were in Malang last month, not to forget I was monitoring his social media unfortunately no latest information published.

Feelings of sadness and heartache for his behavior that came back to me, but the affection for him is greater and does not want to stop just like that. I wanted to let out my heart and my heart and then reinstall it, cast out all the shadows about it so it could disappear and come back clean.

The uninvited clear detail again came to bear witness to how foolish I was as a woman who wasted a very good man and waited for something uncertain to come. The shadow can never be timed. How much he disappointed me but again my love beat everything.

How is my relationship with Reno? I tried to be mediocre, but unfortunately not with Reno mas.

Mas Reno's attitude is still the same as before. Mas Reno remained with all his kindness and attention. Mas Reno still often takes me when I get home from work. Mas Reno still faithfully gave news of every activity he was doing. Although I ignored him but unfortunately his efforts never broke up.

Mas Reno knew that I was still alone and the man I was waiting for did not come to make it extra in an effort to approach me. Mas Reno is not only concerned with me he is able to steal the hearts of my parents and family. Secretly unbeknownst to me, Reno often sent some stuff to my sisters. Mas Reno also often preached with his mother and father even though only by air.

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Today is right on Sunday night, almost a year since Dika disappeared, I began to step into a new life. I really try to forget Dika mas but not by accepting the love of Reno. I will accept a man if my heart is truly ready.

“Yu afternoon will be busy there are not a few things I want to talk about”. Wa's message from Reno, which was opened an hour ago.

“Looks like I'm going home tonight mas, there are some documents I need to finish”. I replied to Reno after thinking for a few minutes.

“Well then I'll pick you up at work tonight”. I frowned reading Reno's message.

“Mas Reno is really unyielding rejected once then will come ten times”. I took a deep breath not answering Reno's message.

At exactly seven o'clock in the evening Reno was in front of the office waiting for me. Several times the phone calls ring. I'm afraid to snub it.

“Yu pick up the phone first, who knows the importance of earlier sound continues”. Said my co-worker who was overtime that night together.

“Sorry sorry to make friends uncomfortable because of his voice, I came out for a while thank ya” phone. I rushed out of the room for a while to receive a phone call. It's true that I thought Reno called me.

“Halo Yu you want to get to work? Want to sleep in the office?”.Said Reno.

“There are still jobs I should spare mas”.

“This is Saturday, you work more than you should. I've been waiting for you in front of don't try to go home without giving me tidings”.

“Iya mas, sorry to keep you waiting”. I glanced at the clock and found it was over eight o'clock in the evening.

“I'll wait until whenever”.

“Yu still how many more documents should be checked”. Ask my boss at the time.

“Still about five bu” documents. Answer me by tidying up some completed documents.

“Monday continues, it's too late for Saturday. My husband and children must have been tired of waiting”.

“Good bu”. I was happy to tidy up all the documents on the table and get ready to go home not to forget I locked the room to make sure that all the documents were safe.

This time there is no reason to avoid me and then meet Reno who is out there. Hoping that he would be mad at me for being tired of waiting and would ignore me would then go away.

“Hay has finished his work”. Say hello to Reno while waving her hand to me.

It turns out that I was wrong that he was not angry with me at all, I don't know if I should be happy or not find a guy like this.

“It's been a while, so where are you going?”. I asked Reno.

“I want to take you to dinner”.

We both passed by leaving my work place to the restaurant that had been chosen by Reno. Our car split the road during the night of the week and stopped at one of the luxury restaurants in Surabaya.

“Mas Why eat here?”.

“No papa I just want to enjoy tonight with you alone, occasionally dong dong romantic dinner with you”.

We both walked into the restaurant, there we were. Romantic nuances have been felt since the first step into the restaurant. The average visitor is a young couple.

Mas Reno chose a table overlooking the garden. Mas Reno pulled out one of the chairs and allowed me to sit comfortably. As soon as the two of us sat down a waiter came with a menu book. Before the food order came we talked about some things about the work related to raw materials because Reno mas is indeed the largest supplier of raw materials production where I work.

Thirty-five minutes later the food we ordered arrived. We both enjoyed the meal because we were so hungry. Throughout the dinner we also told a lot about the quality and quality of raw materials to produce good products.

It didn't feel like an hour had passed, we had all eaten. I rushed to get ready to go home to pack some of my stuff that had been scattered on the table.

“Wait Yu”. Mas Reno grabbed my hand preventing me from standing.

“Yu it's been more than a year since I gave you up for him, it's been a year since he came back. In accordance with my promise. I'll go back to making you mine”.

Deg.

NB: Sorry, friends if you are not good at stringing words. This is my first novel, please support it. Don't leave me to love all my friends ' 'cause I love all those 'em