The Toga Rahayu

Hope

“Why silence do not answer?”, dika back repeat his question.

“You must be confused huh?. Me and Eki have already broken up Yu, so how can I not be my girlfriend?”. Mas Dika repeated his question again with a forced smile and the look of heartbroken faces.

Dika really made me unable to say anything, I don't know what was going through his mind and heart so that he could say such words to me.

Calm hehehe

Slow Yu don't be surprised his face just don't tense up, I'm just kidding where maybe I'm dating my own sister. Dika began to stroke my head gently.

Why not mas?, why are your jokes painful this mas?, if only not kidding I would also want a mas. I just kept quiet and didn't flinch at all Dika's words.

I just fell silent and ignored Dika, I was waiting for her to tell me something that had plagued my mind these past few days.

“Yet don't think too much about what I said, I was just kidding. Young children learn just diligently yes, later if there is difficulty or need something do not sports to tell ku”.

“Hay do not frown dong kok silent anyway there is a handsome prince in front of the eyes of the cook just ignored”, mas Dika again spoke and raised my chin bowed.

The attitude of Dika mas who treats me like this sometimes makes me wrong in interpreting all his attention. Whatever all actions and words often make me weak can not fight or just answer.

“So beautiful sister where are we going today?”

“It's up to you to go anywhere, but if possible I want to go to a quiet place and there's the sound of water there”.

“Each princess please ride first”, I'm ready to go to Dika mas bike.

“So where are we going mas?”

“We take a walk to measure the area of Malang city so that your physics becomes more useful”.

Sure enough said by Dika mas, we just muter-muter Malang city from end to end and do not have a clear purpose. Tired of this useless but very fun activity, we finally decided to go to campus.

The campus looks very quiet so it can be easy to find a parking space. There were only a few students there, as it was a semester break. Dika and I chose to rest in the library gazebo.

During the semester holidays like this the atmosphere of the gazebo perpus is really quiet and very comfortable to relax the brain. The gurgling sound of the fountain adds to the atmosphere supported by the not so hot weather at that time.

Dika and I sat facing each other at one of the gazebo tables. I waited for Dika to open my voice to tell her something I really wanted to know about her.

A few minutes passed by and there was not a word we said, we kept quiet and we dug into each other's hearts. It looks like Dika's face is very sad like there is pain that cannot be expressed.

“Hello excuse me if anyone is here?”, I said to Dika mas trying to break the silence for a moment.

“Yu after graduating from here where will you go?”, dika started to open a chat between us.

“I don't know where you're going?, I can only pray and hope that after graduating from here I can change my family's life for the better in everything, especially in the economy, I want to prosper their lives, for what way I do not know, I just hope someday given the opportunity to get a job with a big salary already so happy”.

Dika just nodded his head like he understood what I meant.

“The ideals of people like me are simple mas not neko-neko, do not expect to have a factory or coal mine, I just want a better life, enough life, enough, enough in everything”, I smile at Dika mas.

“Mas Dika own ideals to be what?”

“My simple ideas Yu wants to be your priest is already so”, while staring at my face with chin-backed hands add cute on his face only.

Uhuk uhuk I choked on hearing Dika's reply. Gusti Allah paring’i strong heart is treated like this continuously.

“Casual relaxing kalem drink du”, he said soothing while thrusting a bottle of minerals at me.

How can it be calm if this continues if my companion is getting thrashed mas said I in my heart.

“I want to be a hehe” racer

“Dark-bodied young man, but unfortunately my skin is white hehehe kidding”, he said.

“I want to become an expert in agriculture Yu, I want to develop organic farming to be interested in many people and I also want to become a minister of agriculture, I want to be a farm minister, but my parents no one agrees with my ideals they want me to continue the business that they have pioneered and become a lecturer here.

“According to my parents organic farming is not potential if developed in the territory of Indonesia, the people of Indonesia are familiar with conventional agriculture with soil media. Whereas if organic farming is developed everyone can become a farmer without having to have a large land first.”

I nodded my head trying to digest little by little Dika's story.

“I also want to go to school again Yu after this, if given the opportunity I want to plunge in politics. I want to improve policies that have not been relevant to our society. I want to get closer to the community to hear every complaint and his aspirations”.

“But I also want to be a businessman to prepare for my old age later, because to be an official can only be done in a few years, only, but I will also remain a lecturer here later to realize my parents' expectations. Oh yes one more thing my ideals that must be realized”

“What mas?”.

“I want to get married and have children, I want to marry the person I love’i live my days with him spend all my age with him and have cute and adorable children”.

“Ye is everyone's hope mas”. I replied with a sewot, if only you understood that I was ready to realize your last hope.

“Thank you for listening to my complaint”.

“Iya dong kadama brother so must share”. Is this the face when a man is heartbroken? Tangled right.

That afternoon Dika told many things about his hopes in the future but still the same he did not discuss the affairs of the heart. I don't know why I feel like there's something different about Dika even though he's here and there's a lot of stories about things but there's pain that can't be explained.