
This morning teaching and learning activities have begun to be active again after the semester break, Malang began to bustle with the hustle and bustle of students with all his activities.
I chose to sit for a moment in the gazebo perpus enjoying the green garden around the gazebo and heard the sound of the fountain in the pool soothing before the first class began.
Study cards for this semester are very satisfying, there is not a single course that repeats, almost all the courses I chose got A+ value there was only one course that got C+ value, what courses if not English. I didn't repeat English despite my grade of C+.
I tried to make peace with myself despite not getting a perfect IP but at least this was more than enough. Honestly, I have not liked English since I was in elementary school, I have hated English since I was a child.
Even though it has learned to suck still difficult for me, if there are problems that can still be done yes done, but when the upgrade problem so can not be returned already bablas, the foundation is not strong, but when the upgrade is not, want to catch up but have been left behind, finally can only resign one course that turns out there continues almost in all other courses.
“Ah is already English is difficult, do not need to learn ngoyo-ngoyo, although the value of English C+ I also still live until now”, I said in my heart to entertain myself.
I looked back at my phone as I was about to show first class this semester, I started packing up some of the books I was carrying and stuffing them in my bag.
I walked towards the third floor F building for students, I chose to use the stairs to go up there. I don't know why I'd rather use the stairs than the elevator as long as it doesn't go up to the eighth floor.
On the way to the classroom I met Dika mas who was sitting pensively in one of the labs with a really very tangled face, untidy clothes and messy hair. I saw it like it wasn't the old Dika. What a pain it parted with mbak Eki.
I did not go to him because the class was almost started, as if I had chosen the front seat so as not to get sleepy when the lecture was held, almost all of my classmates did not change we were too solid.
We choose to carry out the study plan card simultaneously, choose courses and compulsory and choose the same elective courses. Our classes are for students with an odd NIM that comes from the invitation path when entering here first.
Forty-five minutes passed, the class was finished all the students immediately left the class, I deliberately to stay for a while so as not to scramble when in front of the hallway later.
“Yu you didn't come home?”, take Nina and sari to me.
“Iya bertar again lazy jostling”, I replied to them.
“You want to come? We want to eat meatballs Cak Kar said friends there is a menu of the latest meatball models there”.
“No thanks, I am still full anytime ya”, I replied to them.
“Ah you are not cool Yu is very difficult if invited to eat outside”
“Ya if only my tribe money more I also want kayak times you can eat anything and anywhere as you like”. My mind is in my heart.
“Ya we already have ya”, Nina and Sari say goodbye leaving me in my own class.
I waited until while looking back at the note I just made. Suddenly someone came to me.
“Iya mbak what is it? How are you feeling?”, I told him to try to melt the atmosphere.
“Yu do not need to talk anyway, you know me and Andika have broken up?”, he asked me.
I just nodded my head without making a sound.
“So how are you satisfied? Senangkan I have broken up with Andika?”, he asked in a tone full of emphasis.
“Not not like that, I'm also sad why you can split?, aren't you guys a very compatible couple and the idol of everyone”, I replied slowly I didn't speak wrong.
“Are you not happy that you can have Dika completely? Is that your goal all along? Don't pretend to be the innocent and innocent girl Yu, you're wrong looking for enemies”. Eki's words were horrible for me because I've never been treated like this.
“No mbak, it's not like that me and dika mas are just friends. Just friends only no more”. I tried to explain to Mbak Eki.
“Friends only? Friends who often eat together, walk together, mojok in the library under the guise of learning? It's all just friends according to you?”
“You know that Dika and I broke up because of you, yes because you who always bother Dika almost all the time Dika only for you until he forgets that there is me who always wait for him”.
“Not not like that, mas Dika really love mbak Eki he was so devastated when mbak Eki decided yesterday”, I again tried to convince mbak Eki not to misunderstand me.
“You think I believe that's the same as you?”.
“Mbak I have never seen Dika mas as sad and chaotic as this during knowing him, he was like losing part of his life”.
“Cool turns out to be smart also you brag”
“Have Yu at the core, I don't like you being close to Andika and I don't like you bothering her so please start now away’i Andika”.
“Didn't you yourself also say just now Andika never sad as this, so far’ him so that we can re-knit love and Andika back with her life first, so, she can't live without Yu and I can't live with Andika if there's you among us. So understand your position”. Ma'am Eki looked at me unblinkingly with a gaze ready for battle.
“Iya mbak I understand I will try it”. I replied with a bow, not daring to look at him.
“Good, not just try but you have to do it”.
Eki left and left the classroom and closed the door very hard. I was still sitting in the same chair quietly pecking there.
“YaAllah this is what it feels like to be hit by mak attachir”, I said in my heart trying to calm my heart and breathe as much air as possible. I don't know why I suddenly felt like my chest was so crowded that such a vast classroom was squeezing my body.