The Toga Rahayu

Reunite

Today it was like I was back to visit the library on the sidelines of the change of course hours that were not too far away. Because the distance between my boarding with the campus is quite far if you have to walk. So on the sidelines of free time I spend just playing computer games to be more proficient and read some reference books to work on reports.

It seems that Malang is not always cold as in my shadow, this afternoon feels very hot. I can't wait to get inside the library, to get rid of the sultry body a little. I rushed to the receptionist locker to borrow the keys and put some of my luggage.

After getting the key and putting some stuff, I quickly entered the computer, the cold air began to feel here. Silence is how the atmosphere in there all focus on the activities of each of them no one talks to each other. They only whisper when interacting with their friends.

Starting to turn on the computer at my front desk, I started trying to read-read some research journals related to practicum some time ago. I searched through several different literatures to compare them with yesterday's practicum.

But never get it too, until decided to go up to the second floor, trying to find from a different source. This time I'll try to find the source in the book. After a long search, I found the book I was looking for. But unfortunately the book I was looking for along with someone who was looking for.

“Sorry excuse me it's my book”.Greet me then

“Can't I find this book first”.

“But I need the book, to work on my practicum discussion”.

“Lo Rahayu”'s.

“Oh mas Andika, sorry I don't know”.

Because they are facing each other but blocked by books, so do not know each other at that time.

Brave to borrow the book in advance for a while, to see some of the chapters I needed.

“Can I pinjem for a moment in the book? After this I will return back”.

“Please use it, I just want to read some different literature. To find out why your observations yesterday there is little difference with existing theories".

I also borrowed the book that Andika brought. But after some time I tried to read, I could not find the conclusion.

Until I felt bad because I had used the book long enough, while Andika was still waiting for the book. I decided to give this book back. When will I look for it again.

“Mas is his book, thank you”.

“Have you found an answer to why there is a difference between your observations and some existing theories?”.

I just shake my head.

“Sit down let me explain”

I sat next to Andika studying together?.

Questions in my heart.

Is this a dream?.

For what purpose try?.

Please don't GR Rahayu, she already has a boyfriend.

“Do you not want me to explain the meaning of the book?”.

“Oh no mas, sorry of course I want”.

I was like a kitten ruled by his master, just right away and still do not believe.

An hour passed while Andika explained many things, not only about my practicum and observations, but also some lecture material that I did not understand was explained in great detail and patience. I'm more and more amazed by him.

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In the evening I was getting less concentrated in doing the task, I remembered Andika. The shadow of Andika's face was very clear in my mind her perfect smile, her voice sounded very melodious when explaining the material to me. The perfume is still very clearly felt. It is different if the expensive perfume smell durable masyaallah.

In my heart I wonder, these few days are either coincidental or not?.

But my feelings say I am lucky, often able to interact directly with Andika mas. Someone I really admired from the beginning met.

Is this just a coincidence or is the universe supportive?.

Someone who is often petrified provides some solutions when I need. Why is he so good at taking me around the lab, helping to explain some of the practicum materials that I can't and petrifyingly explaining some of the difficult lecture material.

Is he like that with everyone?.

I was so happy that Andika was nice to me, but it seems that I was too smart. This is a common thing a practicum assistant does, helping the practitioner who is having difficulty in doing his job.

I looked back at myself, I realized I was good not to get too close and hope while admiring someone. Because when you fall, it will be very.

Crashed down from a height to the lowest base and hit by rocks as well. Ohhhh not too painful.

I looked back in the mirror and realized there were many things I had to think about and do besides matters of the heart.

Astagfirullah I fell asleep in my beautiful imagination, deceived by too high expectations about someone. Until I didn't realize I was here for almost a month, it meant I had to pay the cost back immediately to extend the rent .

Back awakened by reality, that scholarship money never liquid as well. I couldn't possibly ask my parents, because I knew my family's economic situation was far from enough, and there were still three of my sisters who had to attend school.

I haru how?.

Who should I ask for help with?.

I can't concentrate on studying tonight.

I opened my bedroom window, just to breathe cooler air, who knows I could come up with ideas. It just so happened that my room was on the second floor. Unfortunately, even though I opened the window, I found nothing. Not even the cold air I guess. Only the sound of mosquitoes began to greet.

Back to lay my body in bed, because to continue learning again I was not appetizing. The expectations of Andika who hopes are too high, and woke up to the reality of the burden of life that I face.

Want to find ideas on the internet, I do not have a laptop even HP I still do not have. Just tilting to the right and to the left looking for the most comfortable position and trying to imagine what I can do to get money.

Until it does not feel the night is getting late, still awake with all the wishful thinking, to just survive here I have to how?

About if I just daydream and stay like this, I can find money through what path?.

Allah will never change the course of a good story from the purpose of his servant, if he does not try.

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