The Toga Rahayu

67

I didn't answer the question and Andika was trying to turn her attention to something else. How can I answer such a question I am so ashamed of it.

Tired of all day long walks spent with us decided to take a short break sitting at the mall “ngemper” dropout to make it more popular said Rahayu.

“Why the hell I keep seeing, move the view there to another”. I said to Dika with a little misbehavior.

“Not able to go to another heart know, has stuck with you since then nothing has changed. So when can I go to your house, see your parents? If tomorrow how or later I take you home how?”.

“Ya just walk first mas, enjoy the process we also just met again”. I said to Dika because honestly I have to be quick to clean up one thing that must be resolved.

“Ya want to know your parents and your family Yu, all you want to say thank you”.

“Thank you? Create what?”. I asked in wonder.

“Thank you. Yes, you should thank your father and mother for giving birth and caring for a very beautiful woman like an angel. Surga Andika is very beautiful and beautiful once”.

“So I can't wait to immediately justify you. Yaallah really cute little cute little gemut-imut”. Mas Dika pinched my cheek warmly.

“Duh pain mas, pain once do not this continue later my cheek lower”. I said with a little mayun face. I really like this fashion ahh.

“Duh don't be Yu, your expression makes me expect more”.

"more? ah come on". I didn't keep asking that question.

“Mas home yuk”. Persuade Me to Dika because time is also almost evening.

“Why rush home even I am not satisfied to meet you”.

“I have to go home mas, the day after my cut is over I have to leave a little time for my parents”.

“I take ya”. Tawar mas Dika with a little pushy tone.

“No mas, for now do not first”.

“Why? Is there something you hide”.

I just shook my head.

“Say no one is covered’i our story has enough twists Yu”. Said Mas Dika by gently rubbing the back of my hand.

“Just worrying about us in the future how will mas. Didn't the parents of Dika mas already betrothed to mbak Eki, the choice of mama papa mas Dika. I'm afraid we're not approved. There is also something that must be completed first before mas”.I said to Dika.

“We will marry Yu of course with all our family blessings, both from my parents and from your parents. I won't ask you to elope if one of our families doesn't approve. But I will try my hardest to convince both your parents and my parents to bless our relationship”. Dika held my hand gently again.

“If we really mean sure our parents will choose happiness for us, so please do not ever break up the prayer let our parents' hearts slalu soft and bless our relationship”.

“Trank you for everything”. I said to Dika.

“No need to thank Yu, because life is indeed a place to fight and achieve goals. And my purpose has never changed since I first met you. My goal is only one life with you spend the rest of my life with you until his days with you”.

“Still yes mas to everything”. I said to haru.

“Thank you again, I want you too, maybe even so badly. Let's fight together for this good cause”. Mas Dika did not take off the slightest grip of our hands and gently stroked the back of my hand.

I was moved to make my chest up and down happily countless.

*Very unromantic because the conversation was conducted in the emperor mall, not in cafes or romantic places. Not because you don't have money, but because fate allows it to be so.

“I will prove my affection and love for Yu by fighting for you both to my parents and to your parents later”.

“I can go home yes mas, if destiny is indeed on our side we will meet and mate”.

Dika just nodded his head just a sign of agreeing to my request. Although there was a heavy and unwilling feeling because I didn't want to be in between.

We both walked towards the parking lot, but Dika again opened the door for me first. She was treated like a queen.

Dika's car began to walk back across the streets of Malang City to the hotel where I was staying. Along the way, we sang romantic songs.

“This intimacy should not be quickly passed”.

“This intimacy I want to remember slalu”.

“Hatiku aman”.

“Jiwaku at ease beside you”.

***

I started packing the clothes I was carrying and putting them in my bag. The distance between Malang and the city where I was born was not too long it took about two hours to arrive.

Along the way I remember about my meeting with Andika mas. Our first kiss and some of the memories we had together and the wonderful moments we spent together. My heart warms enough considering all that. I feel like I've come back to being the old Rahayu. Rahayu who has love.

Suddenly I remembered Reno. I must be firm and quick to give certainty to my relationship with Reno mas. After spending this time I will tell everything to Reno. I'll reject his proposal. Do I have to refuse now before Reno expects more on this relationship. Before Reno comes back to pick me up tomorrow.

I'd better send a message to Reno. It seems so unfair that I played with her feelings. It looks cowardly but this is the quickest way not to hang his feelings too long.

“Assalamualaikum mas Reno, sorry to interrupt your time related to your question a few days ago I will answer it now. I'm sorry I couldn't accept your proposal, I'm not willing to be a wife and mother to your children. A lot of things are my consideration. I want us to be good friends or brothers. Please find a woman better than me to be your life partner who loves you sincerely and sincerely. Thank you for how you feel all along. But sorry I couldn't take it more. Sorry I was only able to give an answer via wa ini” message.

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