The Toga Rahayu

62

Mas Dika pulled my hand carrying away to the hotel garden. There was no resistance I followed each step with an undefined heart of happy nervousness all mixed into one. For the first time my hand was holding onto Andika's mas.

“Rahayu...Rahayu my sister you are an adult now more beautiful”.

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“Rahayuku”.

Mas Andika held both of my shoulders and held me in her arms.

“Care Me I miss you.”.

“I miss you so much”

“Don't ever tell me to leave again because I want to go home”.

“You are my home”.

The existence of Andika mas so close to my body shocked me, unfortunately I was unable to fight all that. I even returned Andika's embrace, enjoying every taste of this resting my head on the wide chest that I had long missed. My eyes glazed.

Mas Andika's..

Andika is back now I touch her.

“I also missed you mas”. I said in my heart because there was no energy to say it, my mouth was locked tightly enjoying the hug I had missed so much over the years.

We hugged long enough in silence no words were spoken, we were busy with our own thoughts that I don't know only we could feel.

I don't want to be apart anymore, I want to be like this forever. My real grains I can't keep them from decomposing just so wetting Dika's back.

Still in silence, we hugged long enough to let go of our deepest longings.

“Yu I miss you very much, very much miss you, I waited for you long enough”. Dika broke the silence between us.

I slightly loosened my embrace and ventured to look at his face.

“I miss you a lot too mas, I apologize with all my attitude first. I'm sorry I'm really sorry”.

“Can I tell you honestly”. Dika's eyes glazed over and touched my head. I just nodded my head, a sign of agreeing with his words.

“I love you Rahayu”.

“I really loved you from the beginning we met”.

I can only shake my head.

Mas Dika hugged me back to bring me into the warmth of his body. I really enjoy this situation.

“My waiting god paid off lunas”. Our hearts are still one even though it has been a long time.

We both cried in silence. The blissful crying all melted into one that night.

The moon and stars seem timid as if they are witnesses of the reunion of two people who have long been separated by distance and time. Even the rain did not want to lose was also present to wet them both. It was as if the universe was supporting their meeting.

The rain was getting heavier we did not leave the hotel garden. The park was empty, no one was there. All the guests rested in their rooms. There was only Rahayu and Andika, there were only the two of them.

Andika held me very tightly. I couldn't resist my stiff body, I enjoyed this touch.

“My wood sounds soft as if reflecting her long-buried longing”. The whisperings of Dika watered in my ear.

Deg.

Deg.

“Rahayuku”.

Mas Andika kissed my forehead very gently and slowly. I was caught enjoying it. This was my first experience with a man so far.

I let Andika do it without the slightest rejection I gave.

After a long kiss on my forehead, Dika looked back at me deeply. There are not many words spoken we are more silent enjoying each other's touch and venting all the peaking yearnings.

Mas Anika again stroked my head and face something that I have not felt for a long time is “dika's hand caresses on my head”, dika,

Slowly but surely Andika brought her face closer. Andika gave me the opportunity to reject her. But unfortunately my body was unable to resist. My body wants it too.

Seventeen inches.

Five inches.

Three inches.

I still kept quiet and did not avoid it at all.

And..

Cup

Our lips touched, reflex I closed my eyes enjoying the moment. I was lulled by the circumstances.

I enjoyed that first kiss.

“Yeah I'm sorry I kissed someone who hasn't been my husband, forgive your servant this”.

The touch of soft, warm and supple lips was the first touch I felt in my life.

Slowly Andika opened her lips and touched my tightly closed lips. Touching me softly made me reflexively open my mouth and begin to reply softly.

Our hearts were pounding so much faster than usual. Until it feels like each other. They want to continue and stop immediately.

Mas Andika started to break away and averted her eyes. We both got it wrong after that.

I just bowed embarrassed. The heartbreak of both of us is still turbulent . The groggy shame all became one at that time.

“How can I do this with Andika mas, while with Reno mas touching hands only I feel very uncomfortable and as strong as possible to avoid”. Rahayu said in her heart.

The two of them were only able to be silent for a moment, equally misbehaving.

The first meeting after a few years apart was paid this way. It's wrong, but it's delicious.

They were both adults, normal men and women in general, but this was their first experience.

“So how does my little sister feel?”. Andika asks Rahayu to reduce the awkwardness between the two of them.

I could not answer anything, my face was already too red by his actions. I just pinched Dika's waistband. Something I used to do when he teased me.

“Yeah forgive us, we don't fuck around just one kind of”. Rahayu said in her heart many times.

Understandably they are both good people just their feelings are so very longing for each other to get carried away by the atmosphere.

“Call not? If you call came on”. Said Andika with a sly smile teasing Rahayu.

Rahayu increasingly hard pinch and hit Andika's back, of course pinching dear.

“Ah malu”. Rahayu covered her face with both hands.

Although it feels a little painful but Andika enjoys the punch Rahayu something that she really misses when teasing Rahayu first.

Andika now grabs Rahayu's cold hand and grasps it because of the rain that has long soaked their bodies.

“Honestly I just did it with you this is first for me”. Andika said increasingly clasping Rahayu's hand.

“Sama”.

“Do you still feel the same when it's cold hives?”. Ask Andika who began to worry with Rahayu considering Rahayu used to often hives when exposed to cold.

I just shook my head.

They sat together leaning against each other in the hotel garden chair staring at the sky that was still pouring down rainwater.

Rahayu and Andika & Jadi Hati Rahayu

*Have you ever felt like you were in love with someone so speechless when you were around him?.