Talak After Shah

Dreams of My Children

I returned to live in a contract after a legal divorce. Although my extended family opposed and wanted me to stay at my parents' house, I refused and stubbornly chose to stay contracted.

Like tonight, it's the third month my son hasn't met his father. And Naura the eldest son and very close to his father seemed to get used to it without his father. My two sons, probably because they were little, so they haven't lost their father yet.

Tonight, the four of us were chatting in the bedroom sleeping.

My eyes glared at the ceiling of the room while one hand I made a pillow

"Mother, father, aren't you with us anymore?" open Naura

I kept quiet, pretending I didn't hear the question

"Said Deva, I don't have a father" he continued

I sniffed the deep breath

"Yes mother, my friend also said that I don't have a father. Let's just say we have a dad, right, Bun?" connect Mikail

It hurts my chest to hear their words.

"Well, where's the bun, why don't you pick us up?" ask Naura again

I sat down, staring at the innocent faces of the three of them. There was a curious look on the faces of Naura and Mikail

"The mother said, this is now our home" I replied

"Not the mother, our house has her mother" replied Mikail

I took a heavy breath, I was confused as to how I would explain to the three of them if me and their father had separated.

"Well, where the hell is mom? there's no way I'm busy" Naura said

"Sister friends make fun of brother, he says brother has no father" Mikail said again

I looked at his face with pity. Yes Rabb would like it to feel like I'm crying hearing that.

Adam was silent, his eyes dimmed. Since he's only three years old, I'm sure he doesn't understand this situation.

"When do we go home, Mother?

"Yes mother, we haven't been home for a long time. Ayuk also misses dad at all"

"But your father doesn't miss you guys" my inner self

"Said his mother Mila mother with divorced father, divorce is what the hell bun?" ask Naura

The deg!! I was shocked to hear his words. I'm sure this problem of mine can't possibly not be the subject of the gossip of the mothers around my contract. But why is it that when they gossip, they don't realize that my son is listening to them

"Mother, what is divorce?" naura

My heart was worried, was it time for me to explain to them that we were separated?

Is this the time they should know if they only have me, no father anymore?

"Bun?"

I stammered, with a quick breath and heart beat, I spoke slowly with my two children.

"You guys still have a dad, but now you can't be with us anymore"

"Why?" cut Naura with a sad face

"Because mom and dad can't be together anymore"

"Why can't we be together again?" his insistence

I took a deep breath.

"The mother and father are separated"

The confused faces of the two of them. Adam whined, I immediately patted his ass to get him back to sleep

"From now on, ayuk, sister is just adek have a mother. Mother is mother and father to all three of you"

"Mother why did you part with me?"

I was left confused to find my son's question

"Because you have to separate, son" I replied

"But we want us both to be rich first" continued Naura

"You're too young to know why you're separated" I replied

"Why don't we just stay at Grandma's?" chirps Brother

"Later, later, son. For a while we lived here first"

"Yuk wants to live in a big house, which is nice, which is level, which there is a swimming pool" Naura replied with sparkling eyes

I smiled at him.

"Later, son, we'll make a nice house" I said

"Certainly bun?" sahut brother enthusiast

I nodded my head.

"Sister also wants a big house mother, which has many lights, and there is a swimming pool Yuk, let's think continue swimming every day"

Both my sons laughed happily. I confirm all their words in my heart.

"Later if we already have a big house, ayuk want ayuk room there is a good bed as later the walls are purple"

"I have the spidermannya" Mikail did not want to lose.

"If you?" naura asked her sleeping sister

"House his room with his sister only" said Mikail

"Come on don't want to. Let's have our own room"

"Insha Alloh, Insha Alloh son yes, pray that mother can make you home as you want" said Haru

"Later if our house is ready, we take dad too?" naura

"Yes mother, let us be together again" said Mikail

"My room is also yuk, my room has a bed too, my room is also good yuk"

My two children were busy fantasizing I just smiled at their delusions.

"This fantasy will one day make you, son" my inner self

"Let's sleep, it's night said I who returned to lay down my body

"Mother, if you want to be a doctor?" asked Naura who had not closed her eyes

"By" I answered

"If you want to be a bun soldier" said Mikail

"Aamiinn" I answered

"Ah, not deng. Ayuk wants to be a midwife" Naura said

"Aren't you willing to trade rich?" much

"No, you want to be a soldier" he replied

"Yuk wants to be a midwife, so that later if anyone wants to seek treatment can be equally ayuk, free"

"That doctor yuk" sister protested

"The midwife can also inject, right bun?" answer Naura

"Can, but specifically for pregnant women as well as small children" I replied

"Then you want to make a clinic, keep trying to find a doctor so you can inject sick people" he replied

"Let's go to the clinic, can't we just bun?"

I'm nodding

"If I want a gun" Mikail replied

"Yeeee the name of the army is a gun, even a long gun, is it bun?"

"He uh" I replied

"Silver wants to shoot the bad guy who made the mother cry" Mikail replied firmly

The deg!!!

I was shocked to hear my second child's answer. I looked up and looked at him

"Sister often see the mother cry" he replied

"Yes, he's still four years old" my inner self

"When did you see?"

"If the night when my sister woke up, I saw my mother crying" he replied innocently

I immediately stroked his head.

"Silent sister is the same mother" he said

"Mother too, son, I'm a big sister" I said as I kissed her

"Mother, when the time comes, I said that I'm not a father's son anymore, why mother?" naura asked back

"It's ah, sleep" I replied

"Later on, let's know why I'm not a father's son, and buk Las also said that she's not my mother anymore"

I leaned my body towards him

"And you said that mother is mother and father for you, and the problem is not to think, you have a grandmother" I replied

Naura smiled, she looked at the ceiling of the room

"Sister, if ayuk is a midwife, let's buy a car" he said

"I'm also yuk. My car's red"

"Belt is also red"

"What color is yuk?"

"Black, it's black"

Compact they both laughed

"We'll have a nice house yuk, there's a pool, we keep swimming every day, keep me in the army, there's gunfire"

"Yes sis, later our house level ayuk want ayuk room on the level, do not want below. Then later there will be a clinic, if you want treatment, free"

"Ahhh rugilah yuk if it's free"

"Yes, brother, ahh we tell them to pay a million"

They laugh back. I smiled listening to their fantasies.

"Adek became a soldier also like a brother huh bun?" mikail

"Yes" I answered

"So later, if the bad ones are the same mother, we'll both shoot them"

"Sister want to shoot them?" I asked while tilting my body facing him

"Because my dear sister is with my mother" she answered holding me

I rubbed his head while reciting short surahs.

Both soon fell asleep. I am the one who is still awake.

I sat back down, staring at the three of them with a piteous glare

"Mother will realize your dreams, will you prove it with your father, if mother can bring you to your ideals"