Talak After Shah

You Lied, I Believe

"Mother where yuk?" andi asked when she finished the shower and looked for me.

"Run away" Naura replied with her mouth full.

"Run?" re-husband

Andi walked into the front room, hoping that his wife would be there. Blank. Then she went out again and headed for the living room, but Beautiful was also not there

"Mother?" call him again

I who heard her call immediately shut my mouth so that she would not hear my crying voice.

Andi looked out the window, hoping his wife was on the porch. But still there isn't.

"Mother, where's mother?" ask her while walking again into the living room. The front bathroom lights are on.

Andi immediately walked towards the bathroom and pushed the door. Locked up. He believes his wife is inside.

"Bun?" call him again while knocking on the bathroom door

I remained still with my own mouth closed.

"Mother, mother why?mom is okay, right?" his voice began to sound panicked.

The bathroom door with the hope that I will open the door.

I remained silent without a sound. My voice was lost by holding my cry, I smothered my mouth in the hope that my cry would not be heard from outside.

"Mother, mother." This time Mikail's voice.

Rabb, I am at least strong if my son intervenes.

As Mikail began to cry, I immediately took the water with a dipper and washed it on my face. Then I reflected, hoping that the rest of my crying would not be caught by my husband.

Klek, I opened the bathroom door. I found the three of them standing right in front of the bathroom.

Mikail was still crying when she saw me. Naura's face paled in fear. My Lord, my two little angels are so frightened. I immediately stepped out of the bathroom while wiping the remaining water on my face.

My husband hugged me as soon as I came out of the bathroom.

"Why? why mother?" tanyanya while kissing the top of my head.

I was silent, my hand pushing softly against his chest.

I grabbed Mikail and Naura, I hugged them tightly.

"Sorry mother, son" I said with a trembling voice holding back tears.

Andi looked at his wife's behavior. He was confused what to do, he was confused what was wrong with his wife.

He stroked the shoulder of his wife who was then crouching hugging both of his children.

"Let's sit in the tivi room" he asked as he slowly pulled his wife's shoulder to stand up.

I sighed deeply and then took my two children in my husband's footsteps

"This is for mom" said my husband giving a bag of groceries when we were sitting.

I took it and peeked at the contents.

"Look bun, I hope you like it" he added

"This is for ayuk, this is for brother" he said again to our two children while giving a bag of groceries that are quite large.

Naura took it. And open.

"Yeee, toys" he said with excitement. He began to spill the entire contents of the bag, together with Mikail he began to share the toy.

Mikail can be several toy cars of various sizes while Naura gets dolls, cooking utensils, and musical instruments in the form of laptops.

Andi shifted her seat near me. I held my hand and kissed it occasionally. I remained silent and did not react.

"Like bun?" tannya

"What?" answer me

"The same dress" he answered

I grabbed back the shopping bag I had placed on the table. I opened it and picked up the robe he had just said. Chocolate-colored gamis complete with hijab.

"Mother why?" tannya

"What?" askaku.

"Sleeping with the father in front, now the keloni used to be children, after they were soundly, moved to the front room" he said

I'm shaking. My husband immediately tilted his sitting position. Raised my face. Stalked with both hands.

"Mother crying, I know" he said softly

I took both of his hands off my face. Then I looked back to avoid her gaze.

"Look to bob first yes, it's night" my husband said as he fixed all of our children's new toys.

"Bobok sama mama. Mau mother" Mikail whining.

My husband held Mikail and took Naura and left me alone, who was still sitting blankly.

An hour for my husband to persuade Naura and Mikail to fall asleep, after the children fell asleep, he also kissed the forehead of his three children and went out of the room and met me who was still sitting dumb.

I was shocked when my husband hugged my shoulder. I drew it in his chest. My crying is not unbearable anymore. I immediately cried in his chest. Crying in a voice I couldn't stand like I did in the bathroom.

I squeezed his shirt, and hit his chest. My tears were sobbing, the pain in my heart I could not bear anymore. I was crying so much.

Andi was silent with his wife's treatment, hugging her tightly. She was flashing possibilities in her heart. In his heart he began to suspect that maybe Indah already knew his affair.

After a bit of calm, I let go of my husband's embrace. I roughly rubbed my face that was full of tears.

"Mother why?" ask again

I'm shaking. Andi was frustrated to face the attitude of his wife who was just silent while shedding tears.

"Sleeping with dad tonight, we haven't slept together in a long time" he said gently.

I'm quiet not shaking. I pretended not to hear it. My husband then went into the front room, cleaned the bed, then came out to see me again.

"Yok" he said as he grabbed my hand to stand up.

Weakly I rise. My husband grabbed me by the shoulder and led me to the room.

He put my body on the bed, put on a blanket and slept next to me.

I slept behind her, and she hugged me from behind. I can feel him kissing my head.

"I'm so sorry about you, mom, what a pity" he said slowly while still kissing my head.

I'm sick of hearing that lie. I really want to feel like I spit on his face so disappointed in me.

I put my head on in the hope that I could talk to her.

"Mother still wants to be quiet?" ask again.

I didn't budge, I still turned my back on him.

"Yes already if it's your mother's wish, dad's fine. But later if the mother is ready to talk to, by the way yes father, what's up. Don't worry me" he said again

"Dad came home tired and even dikeki" he continued with a small laugh.

I still don't care. I pretended to close my eyes.

"Dad is a job for us, for the future of our children. Mother do not think things, I do not do strange things out there, believe me the same father. I love you so much, mommy everything for me" he told me.

I was so anxious to vomit to hear his appeal.

"Bun, do you trust me?" he said while shaking my shoulder

"Bun?" reworked.

"Hemmm" I answered.

"Honey mother" he said, kissing my head again.

Then he hugged me back. Maybe because he was tired, he ended up falling asleep while continuing to hug me.

And me? how'd i? I still can't squint my eyes. I still sobbed crying bitterly.

Even though I slept with my husband in my arms tonight, it did not lessen the pain in my heart.