Talak After Shah

Be a Widow

"Sister home yes, take care of yourself good². Insha Alloh someday we will meet again" said sister Jen before boarding a travel that has been waiting in front of the hotel

I nodded with teary eyes

"Don't miss me, brother hates to see you cry" he continued holding my shoulder

"When can our brother meet again" I replied

"But the brother can come here, it means you can also go to the sister's place"

"Thank you again for your help"

Brother Jen nodded her head. Then the travel driver put the suitcase and cardboard containing souvenirs from umakku.

Mr. Abraham who also stayed at the same hotel also delivered Jen.

"Good way and good luck to the destination" he told Jen

"Thank you Abraham. I'm sorry if I caused you so much trouble" Jen replied

"Not at all. We're already a co-worker. We should have worked well together"

"May we meet again sir"

Mr. Abraham nodded his head.

Then Jen's sister hugged me. The tears that I had been holding back from falling into divorce. My shoulder shook because I was so sad to leave it.

"So don't pray for the best for you. You're a great girl. You deserve to be happy" he said as he stroked my shoulder

I could only nod, unable to say anything more.

"Yes, my sister came home, greetings to the family" said Brother Jen while entering the car

I waved my hand as travel began to walk away. My tears are still pouring until the travel that brought Brother Jen to Bengkulu is no longer visible

I reached out to the bag that sounded like it was ringing

Elder brother

I immediately rubbed my face rough

"Yes, brother, assalamualaikum" I replied

"Waalaikumussalam, Do you cry?

How do you know that I'm crying, my mind

"No" I answered

"Figure out of your voice Ndah"

"Sad because Jen's sister came home" I replied melow

I heard my brother chuckle

"Not funny" I said

"Later brother will take you to Pekanbaru again if you miss Jennifer"

I was silent not answering. The length of the business if I go with my brother, I can run out of being scolded by my brothers

"Now go home, Abraham can take you"

"No, I can go home by myself bang"

"That's why you sent Abraham there, it's his job to look after you"

"But bang?"

"There's no buts. We don't know what dangers lurk you"

"Yes bang" I answered according to.

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"The trial is open to the public" the judge struck his hammer three times.

In this final trial, my father attended along with my two brothers.

From home I warned my two brothers not to make a fuss in this final trial. Although it was difficult to negotiate with them, they finally followed after my father who said, if he would come and did not want his two sons to make a mess.

I sat next to Andi facing the judge.

We both looked calm, and each of us didn't look at each other.

"Based on the testimony of witnesses and also the evidence that existed during the trial, then today Thursday, May 31, 2007, The Lubuklinggau Religious Court ruled that the divorce trial between plaintiff brother Andi Wijaya bin Hermawan and sister Indah Yuliani bint Ahmad we declared valid religiously and stately, and to the brother of the plaintiff is obliged to give his three children who are taken care of by the sister of the plaintiff until they grow up" the judge hammered three times

I took a deep breath, and there were tears flowing along with the judge hammering the hammer.

I can't believe our marriage, which we built for seven years, is finally officially over. It flashed how our meeting was, how we got married, how we built a household from scratch, hufff I took a deep breath. No, I have to throw this away. I can't be overwhelmed by the memories of my past. I have to look to my future with my three children

I soon got up as Mr. Hotlan stood up, and I followed him in hand with the judge and member judges. Then after that I greeted him.

"There we are, there we Sat. You're not alone" he said, stroking my shoulder

I nodded. As much as I can hold back lest my tears fall in front of them.

Mr. Hotlan was standing in front of us. He shakes up my family

"Thank you for the help sir" Andri said shaking his hand warmly

Mr. Hotlan nodded.

"Beautiful, my task is done. I hope that one day we will meet in a different state and atmosphere. I hope our meeting will not be in court but in a happy place. I really hope for your success, and I am sure you can succeed. My message relaxes your brain. Don't go down, no matter how hard life you have a family and we definitely have God. Be assured that God's destiny is never wrong"

I nodded my head.

"I'm sure sir. And that's why Andi left me because Allah knows, there is something bad if I continue my relationship with him, Allah has opened up about who he is to me, in order for me to open my eyes he is not the best for me, the only thing that I have to be sure of is that Allah is impossible to criticize us. Allah cannot hurt us, man may hurt us, may betray us but Allah will never betray His servant" I replied

Mr. Hotlan smiled and rubbed my head.

"Tell me if you need help"

"Ready sir" I replied

He came back to greet us and afterwards left with his six guards.

"We're home?" ask my father

"Yes sir" I replied

Then Angga's brother grabbed me by the shoulder, and took me step. I looked up to him with haru.

He smiled as he continued to step up.

"Beautiful Brother." cried a voice.

I looked to the side, towards the waiting chair. I found Nina running towards me. Brother Angga took his hand off my shoulder

Nina directly hit me, hugging me tightly while crying.

"Why did this happen?" his sob

I shed tears

I saw Andi and her family waiting for Nina.

"It's fate" I replied

"The love of Naura and her sisters" he continued still sobbing.

I took Nina to sit down, my two brothers and my father walking towards the Andi family. I couldn't prevent it because Nina was still crying

"I went straight home as soon as I was told that Ningsih was the last hearing today. I want to see you, because I'm sure after this we won't see you again" he continued

"Who said that?, mbak still open the relationship between us Nin. The parting is just like Brother Andi, just as you are not. Moreover, there are three children Kak Andi sama mbak as our connecting rope" I replied

"Don't hate us huh mbak"

I smiled while shaking.

"You and mbak Ning are like siblings to mbak, mbak won't hate you guys. Mbak message, although mbak already divorced with brother Andi, but do not then cut off our friendship. Call Naura often"

Nina hugged me back and her tears were still flowing.

"I'm sorry Andi is" he said

I quietly did not answer, I just stroked her shoulders so that she would calm down.

On the other hand, seeing my father and my two brothers approaching, Mr. Hermawan and the others looked uneasy.

"Thank you for the way you guys are doing with my son" my father said coldly

Mr. Hermawan is down

"You Andi, you asked my son in a good way. But you returned it with us in this way. Until I die, I won't forgive you"

Andi. Both my brothers looked at them cynically.

Ms. Mira kept her head down not daring to look at my father and my two brothers.

"Come on!" yell at Angga's brother

I hugged Nina and wiped the tears on my face.

"Bak wish you the best" I said before stepping in

In front of the Andi family sitting down I turned for a moment to Andi who was down.

"Take the house with you. Because as you say, I should know myself if that house is your home. But I swear by the name of Allah and the Messenger of Allah that I will build a palace for my three children" I said cynically

My brother grabbed me by the shoulder and took me on a walk. Andi's family said a word that no one spoke