Talak After Shah

Go Calmly, Father

Tears flowed back from the corner of Andi's eyes hearing Beautiful who had forgiven him

I sat back down and adjusted my crying breath so emotionally earlier

"Yok son, we both read Yasiin" I told Adam who was still standing behind me

Adam nodded, Naura moved next to Mikail while continuing her reading of Yasiin nonstop

Adam read Yasiin while holding his father's hand tightly, while Naura rubbed his father's head.

Seeing me and Adam read Yasiin, the rest of the Andi family read, including my brother

Brother read Yasiin while holding Adam's shoulder which seemed to shake a little because he was as unwilling

Fifteen minutes we finished reading the Yasiin surah followed by my three children reading Surah Ar-Rad.

Finished reading the Surah Ar-Rad, the three of them both squatted in front of Andi

Naura is first. I saw he was very emotional, his tears were flowing and his eyes were already very swollen

"Ashhadu an laa ilaha illallah, wa asyhadu anna muhammadar apostleullah" guide Naura pilu

"Ash... hhhaadduu...."

Naura nodded her head firmly seeing her father begin to mutter the Shahadah

But only to get there Andi's mouth muttered, because after that back Andi's mouth locked

"Yes Alloh.." lamented Naura pilu.

Replaced Mikail who clasped her father's hand

"Ashhadu an laa ilaha illallah, wa asyhadu anna muhammadar apostleullah"

Andi did not react, his eyes were still glaring and his mouth was muttering indistinctly, while his hands were convulsing and stiff

"Ya Alloh forgive father of the servant ya Alloh.." cried Naura while hugging Andi's body and back she cried hysterically.

Mikail pulled Naura's body which was piercing her father's chest while shaking her head

"We must be sincere, we must be sincere"

Naura immediately hugged Mikail and sobbed

"I'm sorry for your father." said I, who also shed tears at the sadness on Naura's face.

Naura instantly collapsed on the floor, sitting down crying bitterly while holding her father's calf

"Please don't go, father.." lamented.

I immediately hugged her tightly

"Don't block your father's path, son, don't burden him with your insolence" I persuaded as I stroked his head

"Yuk is very affectionate with father, ayuk can not afford if you have to lose father, mother" he replied stammering

All of those inside the room shrunk their eyes looking at the greatly beaten Naura

Andi's murmuring voice was getting louder

"Aarrhggghh... aaarrgghhh...."

"Yes Allaah father." Naura got up and hugged her father.

This time Mikail and Adam let his father cry as much as he could on his chest

They hope that after this Naura will sincerely release her father

"Please anyone in this room who still holds the same heartache of my father, please forgive my father.." lamented Naura Pilu.

"Mother, this must be mother." said Naura like an unconscious person.

Naura quickly held onto both of my shoulders and looked at me nanar

"Please forgive our father mother, tolooongg." he said, shaking my shoulder.

Adam quickly pulled Naura's hand which shook her shoulders violently

"Istighfar yuk!" snapped

Naura was still unconscious, she kept shaking my shoulders and demanding that I sincerely forgive her father

"I, I have not forgiven you!!!!" yell out Adam

Naura's hand that was gripping firmly my shoulder slipped with a wedge

Mikail heard Adam's reply immediately hugged his sister tightly while crying stifled

"Ikhlas deck.. ikhlaaasss..."

Adam cried again when he heard Mikail's persuasion

وَلَمَن صَبَرَ وَغَفَرَ إِنَّ ذَٰلِكَ لَمِنْ عَزْمِ ٱلْأُمُورِ

"But whoever is patient and forgives, such is a noble deed."

Adam continued to cry bitterly at Mikail's advice

"Pity of father dek.." he persuaded.

"Please, please open your heart deck. ikhlaskan.." said Naura again while hugging her two sisters.

Andi's hand moved like it was raised back. The reflexes of his three children immediately approached and held Andi's hands together

While taking a deep breath and shedding tears Adam whispered in Andi's ear

"Dad.I'm sorry for all my mistakes and sins to you. I'm sorry dad..."

Andi's head moved to the right to the left firmly

Naura closed her mouth again to see her father's tormented condition

Mikail and Adam again recited the creed in front of Andi even whispered it in his father's ear

"Dad.I am sorry for all my wrongs and sins, and I have forgiven all my father's faults and sins to me" Mikail whispered with tears streaming down her eyes.

"Come, apologize to me, please let me know, don't block my path anymore. Me and adek have apologized, ayuk who has not" said Mikail while holding Naura's shoulder

"I'm sorry for all the mistakes.." That's all he could say because his voice was gone, lost to his tears.

The two again guided their father to the shahadah. Andy's mouth was locked.

Adam took his father's hand which Naura held. He lifted his face above the ceiling of the icu room, twitching his eyes to hold back the tears that continued to flow nonstop

With a deep breath, he half bent over to his father's face

"Dad, I'm Adam. I'm father's son. And for the sake of Allah and also for the sake of the Messenger of Allah I forgive all the mistakes of my father to me" he said with a whim

Naura and Mikail immediately held each other to hear Adam's trembling voice

"Go calm dad, don't think about us anymore, we're all grown up, we can take care of ourselves"

"So calm father, we promise we'll be proud sons of father"

"We promise we'll always pray for you...."

"To ayuk do not be a burden on father, there is me and brother who will continue to protect and protect him"

"I sincerely forgive all the mistakes of my father, I sincerely, sincerely father." he sobbed with shaky shoulders.

Slowly stiff and convulsing in Andi's body loosened. And the moaning sound of unclear muttering that has been coming out of Andi's mouth since a few days

Andi's eyes that were originally sharp bulging slowly began to dim

Seeing the drastic changes that happened to her father, Naura increasingly cried hysterically

"Ashhadu an laa ilaha illallah" Adam's guide

Andi's mouth moved slowly

"Ashhadu an laa ilaha illallah" he said almost inaudible and disjointed

"Wa asyhadu anna muhammadar apostleullah" continued Adam

Back Andi's mouth twitched

"Wa asyhadu anna muhammadar apostleullah" he continued very difficult because his breath was interrupted

Slowly his eyes that had begun to dim are now closed. Adam immediately embraced his father's body after previously wiping away his tears

After he felt his tears about to flow, Adam quickly lifted his body from hugging his father

Folding his father's hands over his chest while reciting the Shahadah

The computer screen that displayed Andi's heartbeat had turned into a straight line

Naura who heard the sound from the computer screen increasingly hugged Mikail who also hugged her hand tightly

"Innalilahi Wa Inna Ilaihi Raji'un." said doctor Malkan after finishing checking Andi's pulse and checking his eyeballs.

Adam approached his two brothers, and the three of them hugged

Back I shed tears at the tears of my three children

Naura took off her arms on her two sisters when she felt the touch of my hand

I hug my tall girl. And Naura was crying hysterically in my arms

"Help son, ikhlaskan" I said as I stroked his shoulder

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After Andi was declared to leave the world at 02.47 Lubuklinggau time, immediately the doctor removed all the hoses and medical devices attached to his body

Naura didn't come out of the ICU like we did. He kept watching how the three doctors and some nurses removed the hose on his father's body

"May you die in the state of Husnul Khatimah father" he said

Seeing Mikail coming out of the ICU room, the four friends immediately approached and took turns hugging Mikail tightly while rubbing her shoulders

"Patient bro, sincere" they said

Mikail could only nod.

While Mr. Hermawan was sitting limp on the floor crying silently, Nina and Ningsih clutched him while shedding tears

"What's this next process?" ask a doctor who came out of the ICU

Nina and Mbak Ningsih stood up

"Aren't you waiting for the doctor tomorrow?"

"Yes, tomorrow. I mean where will the body be taken?"

"To our hometown doctor" replied Nina

"No doctor, Andi will be taken to the house of his three children" I replied

Nina instantly reflexively hugged me and cried loudly

"I'm sorry Andi mbak yaa...."

I nodded, only my tears flowing. Adam and Mikail approached, Nina immediately moved away

"Thank you mother.." said the two who returned immediately sobbed.

I immediately hugged both of them, and back my two children were crying in my arms

"Sister, call RT sir and mbak Dian to prepare the house" I told Andri's brother who immediately issued his phone

I saw Serkan and Defne asleep in the lap of Abraham and Tomo sir

"Abang, should not brothers and children go home first?, pity Serkan and Defne..."

Brother turned to Serkan and Defne who were not the least bit bothered by our frenzy

"Keep how you?"

"I'll be here first, taking care of all the administration and everything"

Ozkan smiled as he took a deep breath

"This is the Beautiful that my brother knows" he said as he rubbed my head