Talak After Shah

Talak After Shah
My soul is calmer



"Why don't you sleep, baby?"


I shook my head and kept putting my arms around my brother


"Is there anything that bothers you?"


I shook my head again, and my brother straightened the body he had grabbed, looking in disbelief


"I'm fine, brother, I just counted the favors that Allah gave me up to this moment, but it turns out I can't count them"


He smiled and cupped his hands to my face


"One of the things you should be grateful for is having a husband as handsome and as good as a brother"


I chuckled and took his hand off my face, and my brother also chuckled and grabbed my shoulder


Then we both reminisced about how early our meeting was, a soft laugh broke out from both of our mouths as we recalled how we used to date first at Pekanbaru Peak Hotel


"I swear, you don't expect your brother to fall in love with someone's wife"


I chuckled again, and I fell silent when my brother said how I enjoyed his embrace


My brother chuckled when he realized I was ashamed


"Abang sure at that time if you don't love brother there's no way you want to be hugged brother, right?"


I quickly hit my brother's arm with a pouting face


"Ihhhh ashamed of him." My brother teased me even more.


I pouted and my brother pulled me back into his arms


"Actually what makes you jealous when we're in Pekanbaru is Jennifer"


"Well what happened to Jen?"


"Eventually you can be close to him and keep your distance to your brother, when with Jennifer you can laugh freely and even dare to hug him, when with your brother, let alone want to hug, let alone hug, just look at your brother you don't dare"


I felt ashamed again and hid my face in my brother's chest


"Thank you bang.." I said.


My brother kept stroking my head while kissing the top of my head


"Abang is also grateful because you have made a brother as your husband and thank you very much for giving your brother the opportunity to become a Daddy and also become a Papa"


I nodded and kept pressing my head against his chest


"If we want to calculate how many favors God has given us, we can't"


وَاِنْ تَعُدُّوْا نِعْمَةَ اللّٰهِ لَا تُحْصُوْهَا ۗاِنَّ اللّٰهَ لَغَفُوْرٌ رَّحِيْمٌ


"And if you count the favors of Allah, you will not be able to count them. Indeed, Allah is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful (QS. An-Nahl verse 18)


I nodded in agreement with my brother's words


وَاِذۡ تَاَذَّنَ رَبُّكُمۡ لَٮِٕنۡ شَكَرۡتُمۡ لَاَزِيۡدَنَّـكُمۡ‌ وَلَٮِٕنۡ كَفَرۡتُمۡ اِنَّ عَذَابِىۡ لَشَدِيۡدٌ‏


Wa iz ta azzana Rabbukum la'in shakartum la aziidannakum wa la'in kafartum inn'azaabii lashadiid


"And (remember) when your Lord declares, "Verily if you are grateful, I will add (merciful) to you, but if you deny (my mercy), then My punishment will be severe."


I suddenly lifted my head towards Serkan and Defne who knew that they had appeared behind us


"Hey, since when is it here?" I asked while extending my hand towards the twins


Defne went straight ahead, but not taking my hand but sitting on my brother's lap


Brother glanced at me and raised his eyebrows many times as if mocking me, I immediately turned my lips.


But it turned out that Serkan came forward and as if he did not want to lose to his twin sister, Serkan sat on my lap


"Daddy same mama what story?, why not sleep?"


I smiled, and rubbed Serkan's brownish hair


"The story of how daddy met mama"


"How much love Daddy with mama?" Brother tilted his lips hearing Defne's question


"Daddy doesn't know, what daddy knows is, daddy loves your mom very much and that will continue until tomorrow and the next day again"


Defne smiled and bit his brother's hand in a fit of rage


Brother reflexively screamed because of Defne's puffiness


"Forever you love Mama, Dad?"


Back brother nodded and Defne again bit his brother's hand


I shook my head at my brother because it seemed like my brother was insensitive to Defne's jealousy


"And Daddy loves you so much too, my sweety"


Defne chuckled and immediately turned his body around kissing the brother's face


Brother glanced at me by rolling his eyes


And Serkan chuckled while following me kissed me


"Your sister, jealous" I whispered to Serkan's ear, which made my son chuckle


Hearing our laughter, the two bodyguards who were resting woke up and went back to stand alert


"astharih maratan 'ukhraa , 'iidhan ahtajna 'iilaa 'ayi shay' yumkinuni alhusul ealayh binafsi" (Rest again, if we need something, I can take it myself)


"Bikhayr sayidati 'iidha kan hadha hu alhal, lakina sayidati la tataradad fi 'iiqazina 'iidha kunt bihajat 'iilaa 'ayi shay'"


(Good madam if so, but madam don't hesitate to wake us up if you need anything)


I nodded while my brother looked seriously at me


"Why do you see it so rich?"


Brother smiled


"Keep humble dear, because that's what amazed you more"


I smiled again and it seemed like your twins were getting bored, so they walked around on the plane


Even the screams of laughter and sometimes noisiness they become our own entertainment


My eyes dimmed, especially because my brother continued to rub my head, until I finally fell asleep


Seeing his wife asleep, Ozkan immediately lifted his wife's body and moved her into the room, enveloped and re-wiped his wife's head


Then Ozkan walked to find his two children who turned out to be playing in a special room


Because his two children are still playing, Ozkan prefers to go into the cockpit


Seeing Ozkan, the two pilots and copilot on duty turned their heads and smiled


"Go a head, I just want to see your work"


The pilots and the copilot nodded their heads again and the brother stood behind them, looking ahead


"Still a long?"


"Yes sir, about five hours"


Ozkan nodded his head for a while, then looked straight ahead again


"If you are sleepy, you can sleep again sir"


"Okay, be careful, because you brought my wife and my children"


"Yes sir!"


Ozkan then patted the shoulders of both the pilot and his co-pilot, then left the cockpit and walked back to the center of the plane


"Serkan, Defne..." Ozkan called because he did not see his son in the room where they were playing


"Yes Daddy, we are here"


Ozkan walked to another room and found his two children watching television


"Are you not sleepy?" tanyanya also sat on the sofa with her twins


"Not yet" answered both compactly


"Okay, if you are sleepy, go to bed, Daddy will go to bed, do you want to be guarded by bodyguards?


"No, daddy. We saw them sleeping"


"Ok, See u honey, be careful"


"Bye daddy"


Then the two returned to focus on staring at the television screen, even occasionally the two struggled with the remote


While Ozkan who entered the room immediately went into the same blanket with his wife


I who felt that something had happened to my stomach immediately opened my eyes, and smiled when I saw my brother wrap his hands over my stomach


"Oh, I am so sorry" my brother's face immediately felt guilty when he saw I woke up


I tilted my body to face him with a wink in my eyes


"What's so sleepy?"


Brother shook his head


"Cochere?"


"Pengin hugged my brother's wife"


I snorted and hugged him tightly


"Why do you love me?"


"What's this silly question?"


"Not silly but serious"


Brother chuckles


"Why?, maybe because you used to feel that Andi was a fool"


I woke up and leaned my body to the edge of the bed


"meaning?"


"Yes because Andi didn't see how beautiful his wife was in my brother's eyes"


I chuckled and then hit her shoulder


"Take good care of your woman, she may no longer be beautiful in your eyes, but she is beautiful in the eyes of others" I replied


Brother immediately laughed loudly and hugged me with anxiety


"Isn't that bang?"


"Yes right" replied the brother still laughing


Then we both went back to telling stories while lying down


"Darling?"


"Hum....?"


"Your heart is really plain, right now?"


"He em, why, doubt if I'm normal and not depressed anymore?"


Brother smiled and stroked the dangling hair child at my temple


"There's a tattoo of another person you haven't met when we were in Indonesia yesterday?"


"Who?" I stared confusedly at my brother


"The affair of Andi"


I chuckled


"I don't want to see her bang anymore, and I don't want to know how she's living right now, I don't want to go back to breaking my mind by seeing that woman"


"Since Andi chose her over me, I swore that I would never see the face of the woman who had ruined my life and the hearts of my three children"


"I hate him so much, maybe the level of hate is less for me to express to the woman, because she could take away our happiness"


"But it's not entirely his fault but it's also Andi's fault that he doesn't realize he can't play with karma"


"So whatever happened to Tina is none of my business anymore, because indirectly Tina has helped me repay the heartache on Laras"


Then I laughed out loud as I remembered that Rudi's mas was taken by Tina and finally Laras felt pain like I had ever experienced


"Now that Tina wants to live, that dying is none of my business, I just hope that she repents and doesn't become an actor anymore"