Talak After Shah

Meet Miss Alima

I don't know how many minutes I cried in the toilet.

Seeing Beautiful running out, Ozkan immediately caught up with him. And he's glued in front of the toilet.

He could hear a beautiful voice crying out inside. His hands clenched tightly, his teeth clenched. Many times he punched the wall for regretting his actions.

While I who sat crying in the toilet still felt at home there. My hijab is shapeless because I use it to throw snot in my nose and wipe my tears.

"Why, why are you back now Ozkan?" I cried out in my heart with tears returning

"No, I don't deserve Ozkan, open your eyes Beautiful. Open up" my inner war

I cried again, hiding my face on my knees

Ozkan was still waiting for Beautiful outside, he raised his head with teary eyes. Until finally the door opened and Beautiful came out of the toilet with red eyes scarred crying

I immediately threw out my face when I saw Mr. Ozkan staring at me as I stepped out of the toilet

I quickly entered the room and immediately reopened the laptop and refocused on work

Ozkan lethargicly walked into the room. It looks beautiful that has returned focus staring at the laptop. It was very curious that he grabbed the woman, but undone it because he knew Indah would get angry and refuse. He didn't want her to make him hurt that woman

I pretended not to see when Mr. Ozkan came in, I just kept working on my report.

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Ozkan took out the business card that was given by Miss Alima. Reread it and put it on the dashboard.

Then he opened the Maps app via a smartphone and typed in the address of the hospital where Ms. Alima practiced

Soon a map appeared showing the way to the hospital, then Ozkan immediately confirmed his car.

While on the road he re-opened his smartphone, dialing the Alima number that he had already saved earlier

"Assalamualaikum, It's me Ozkan" Ozkan said when the connection was connected

"Waalaikumussalam, yes Mr. Ozkan"

"I'm already on the road to your practice"

"All right, I'm waiting" concluded Miss Alima

It didn't take long, Ozkan had entered the hospital area. After parking his car, Ozkan immediately got off and called Alima again

"I'm downstairs"

"Just go to seventh floor"

Ozkan then walked into the hospital lobby and followed the instructions to the elevator

Once in the elevator, Ozkan immediately pressed the number seven, and it did not take long for him to arrive on the seventh floor. Back he walked on that clear white floor, looking at every clinic's poly signboard. When he found the direction of the psychiatric clinic, he immediately walked in that direction.

Arriving at the door, he again contacted Alima

"I'm at your doorstep"

Before long the door of the room opened, Alima immediately greeted Ozkan with a sweet smile

"Please enter" welcome Alima kindly

Ozkan immediately entered and sat in the chair opposite to Alima.

"To the point, what's with Beautiful" he said without saying stale

Alima smiled

"It's my patient"

Ozkan's face instantly turned shocked

"meaning?" the question is fast

"It's been more than two years now Beautiful to be my patient"

Ozkan corrected his sitting position

"Is it beautiful to have a mental illness?" ask her with a worried tone

Alima was silent, she looked deeply at Ozkan who looked panicked

"Please tell me, is Indah mentally ill?"

Alima smiled as she shook her head

Ozkan breathed a sigh of relief as he saw Alima shake his head

"Thank God, you made me a heart spot" he replied

"But more than that" replied Alima

Ozkan's face turned tense hearing Alima's reply

"Don't puzzle with me, please explain how the condition is beautiful"

Alima took a deep breath

Ozkan rubbed his face rough. Then clenched his hands over his nose and took a deep breath

"How did that happen?" tanyanya pilu after a long silence

"Maybe you already know if Indah is a victim of infidelity and kdrt victim"

Ozkan took a deep breath. Clenched his hand as the memory of the bruise on his body Beautiful flashed in his eyes.

"Not only physically Indah was hurt, but also psychically, Indah also experienced verbal abuse from her ex-husband, being scolded, denigrated, denigrated, to make Indah so vindictive and try to show if she is okay" said Miss Alima sadly

"When he comes back happy and in love, he again has to bury his feelings because it turns out you lied to him too"

"And you are the only hope for Beautiful that will make her happy and love her for who she is"

"We don't know how deep her wound is, but as her psychiatrist I know that she is very fragile, she is trying to stand up for revenge and her three children, if I am beautiful, if I am, I don't know if I can do all this"

"Rightly what he said, we bear so we can't feel how the pain is humiliated, nor do we feel how the pain is dumped by our loved ones"

Alima took a breath in her eyes looking teary

"Do you know what causes beautiful depression?" asked Ozkan in a soft voice

Alima took a deep breath

"Possibly due to the ambiguity factor, where Indah is required to be a woman who has a lot of responsibility to take care of her family, has expectations that are too high until she finally feels burdened"

"The second factor is due to self-criticism, because it considers that oneself capable and should not complain so as to cause oneself to bear stress"

"The third is due to environmental factors, where many people judge if they become a widow then the future of her child how, what will she live like, everywhere, everywhere, most people look poorly at the status of widows"

"The fourth is because of the past, where her partner does not appreciate and is sincere with her, she does not get support and it is more stressful"

"The last because of self-fear that always demands people who are depressed over thinking. They always think what they have in mind and that is not necessarily the case, but they have thought too deeply. For example, what if people know I'm weak, what if people think I'm abnormal, what if my children are unhappy"

"That's what I caught from her case Lovely, she's troubled because of that"

Ozkan again rubbed his face rough.

"Beautiful, is this the burden you bear?" ogre

"As I said earlier, beautiful is a tough woman. I salute him, he can deal with this casually, whereas I believe his bath is broken" Alima's tears flowed as she said the sentence

"Keep, who traumatized her for what?, just because of her ex-husband's affair?"

"Many factors, one of the biggest contributors is indeed due to her husband's infidelity. Where the victims of infidelity, most of whom are wives, they always think that they failed to be a good wife. For perpetrators of infidelity may they consider that the affair is trivial, just a momentary game, but he does not realize that his actions can damage the mental of the couple who have been betrayed"

"He lost confidence and had to live with trauma, worry and fear, and will always be haunted by bad memories and memories that will never be forgotten"

"The next factor is due to a sense of rejection. Indah used to experience a lot of rejection from her ex-husband's family, that's why when she met you and she finally knew your background, her fear returned. She was afraid that she would have another rejection"

Ozkan bowed deeply with clenched hands.

"Why? why should I know that now?" regrettably

"That's why I'm asking you to meet me" Ms. Alima replied

Ozkan raised his head, his eyes red withstanding the cries.

"You must help me" continued Miss Alima with a serious face

"Whatever, I'll do to help Indah. Just tell the doctor" Ozkan replied quickly

"Beautiful help to restore her confidence, make her proud of herself, and most importantly make her fall in love again. Make him sure that he deserves to be happy, and this is your duty, it may be hard for you to do it because he is now being cold to you, but if you really love him, it is hard for you to do so, show that you deserve to be his companion"

Ozkan took a deep breath

"I'll make Beautiful fall back in love with me" Ozkan replied confidently

Miss Alima breathed a sigh of relief at Ozkan's reply

"Thank you for your help and willingness to meet me. If there's anything you want to ask me don't hesitate to contact me"

Ozkan nodded for sure, once again he rubbed his face then took a deep breath

Miss Alima smiled at Ozkan's behavior

"Don't be in a hurry, approach him slowly, you must still remember how he used to fall in love with you, there is no harm if it is also you do to regain his heart" alima's advice when Ozkan says goodbye

Ozkan nodded and said a lot of thanks for the information he got about Indah

Soon he went downstairs and walked to his car. When he got in the car, he immediately put his face on the steering wheel, crying sobbing. The cry he had been holding since.

Her cry broke, her shoulders shaking

"I'm sorry Beautiful, I'm sorry" he said many times.

"When time can I turn" he lamented deeply