Talak After Shah

Naura Pain

April 5th, 2007

Today I'm returning to leave my two children when I'm going to teach. As usual, after taking Naura to Kindergarten, I will go to a school not far from my contract.

I get excited every time I meet my students. Their wayward and coquettish behavior reminds me of my style and my friends back when we were Junior High.

I try to be professional, no matter how much my personal problems, when I deal with my students, then I leave the problem aside. Just like before, I gave and explained my subject matter casually without any burden

When my lesson ended, I went home. My officemate, who already knew my problem, did not mind me coming home early. Sometimes they even remind me that I haven't come home.

And at this moment, I was already on the bike, driving my black guy slowly. As soon as I got to my parents' house, it turned out that there was someone as tall as us who delivered money from selling rubber to my father. I smiled kindly at him as I entered, then kissed the back of his hand.

Seeing me coming home, my two sons immediately scattered at me. I immediately carried the two of them. Because if I just carry one, the others will be jealous. It just so happened that their age was close, so their body size was about the same

"Where are you?" I was holding their weight

"Bobok" replied adek

I walked into my room, and sure enough, I found Naura asleep. Not usually a nap, my mind.

Immediately I lowered my two heroes, then approached the sleeping Naura.

"Yuk" called me while kissing her forehead

"Astaghfirullah" screeched.

Her forehead is very hot.

Naura opened her eyes that looked red. I immediately held her forehead and neck.

"You have a fever, son?, which one is sick?" just worry

Umakku is in

"Why Ndah?" tannya

"Naura has mak fever" I replied as I immediately put Naura's head to my forehead. My mother held Naura's forehead

"Yes" he said

"You don't know that Naura has a fever?" much

"So when he came home delivered Dian Mbak indeed he looked lethargic, umak tell me not to eat, he said dizzy. Continues that time umak changein clothes have not been hot, so it was umak pijitin his head until he slept, just umak move here" explained umakku

"Please take care of it for a moment, Mak, I want to buy medicine" I said as I put Naura's head back on the pillow.

I immediately went out of the room and walked quickly to the stall not far from my umak.

"Diemut nak ya" I said while giving a hot-dissipating orange flavor pill to Naura.

He just nodded and closed his eyes again. My mother came back in with a small basin of water and a small towel.

"The compress will go down quickly" he said

I nodded and immediately squeezed out the small towel and placed it on Naura's forehead.

I gently massage her legs and hands, hoping she'll be more relaxed.

"Dad.." he murmured while closed

I who was stomping his feet immediately looked at his face that was still closed

"Maybe he's dreaming" my inner

"Dad, father.." repeated Naura again.

I immediately took the towel on his forehead, wet it and then put it back on his forehead.

"Father bun, Dad" he repeated

"Dad, son, I'll come here later, yes" I replied bitterly

Naura opened her eyes. He looked me in the eyes with his eyes

"Ayuk kangen daddy. I want to see you" he said weakly

I nodded

"Later yuk yes, later you will be here" I replied

"Call my father Bun, I haven't heard my voice in a long time. Call bun, call" he whined

I took a deep breath. How to explain to my son if we don't rebuke each other anymore.

"Later, son, I'm busy. I will be angry if I am disturbed" I replied

Naura looked away, looking up at the sky with eyes filled with water.

"Yuk missuuuu at all father bun, why the hell bun father did not come home to us?"

I silently heard her words. It was so painful that my heart heard the outpouring of his heart that missed his father. Indeed Naura had not seen her father for over a month, so it was natural that she missed her father so much.

And since we left the house, even though Andi never met his children even just to call asking for their news.

"Where is bun?" continued

"Work, dad's busy" I replied

"That kept my answer. Bored of me" he said, tilting his body behind me

I breathed in deep. "Your father will never be with us again son" I thought

I stroked her head, praying in my heart for her recovery. Long time, long time I was in that room. Making sure he's sound, I just got out.

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At nine o'clock all my children have gone to sleep. I haven't slept. I opened the bag, checking the daily replay results of the students I had yet to correct.

Eleven o'clock past I cleaned all the paper replicates of my students, put them back in the bag and immediately washed my face, ablution.

"O Lord, I know Your destiny is certain and I also know that You love me very much. Please grant the servant a strong bone so that the servant may stand at the feet of the servant himself, grant the servant a broad heart so that he may forgive all who have taken away the happiness of the servant, I beg you to protect the three sons of the servant, give them health and longevity, and make them useful children, amiinn"

I immediately ended my prostration, then folded the prayer mat.

"Dad..."

I immediately looked. Nauras. He called back his father. I quickly took off my face, then immediately approached and held her forehead. Hot again. When I took her home, the heat had gone down.

I immediately warmed the water and took the cloth. After the warm water I immediately dipped the cloth, squeezed it and then compressed his forehead.

"Dad... Dad.." call him.

"Yes, my son, this is my mother"

"Dad..."

I started to panic. I wet the cloth again, then compress it again.

I immediately took the heat-lowering pill that I had just bought, I immediately opened his mouth and inserted the pill.

I pinched his head gently while muttering short verses.

I looked at my three children with grief. Back the pain and anger at Andi was present. Back the image of his lewd videos in the office flashed through my mind, the red marks on his neck, the ko**om I found in the suitcase, his wet hair when out of Tina's contract, as they ate lunch, their laughter, their laughter, hold their hands, ahhhhh I covered my face.

My tears are flowing. Watch out for you Andi, watch out you growl I'm holding back the pain.

My tears grew even more bitter as I looked at Naura's pale face.

"I swear, I'm going to take this pain back" I thought

I tried to lie down, tilting my body while hugging my three children. But my tears did not stop flowing.

"Wicked you Andi, evil you" I said in my heart

"I'll make you pay back all this".

I don't know how long I cried, because after that I fell asleep and suddenly woke up when I again heard Naura delirious.

"Dad...."

I quickly sat down and went back to compress his forehead. The heat is very high. I panicked even more, because the orange-flavored pill was over. I immediately went to the kitchen, got some water and helped him sit down.

"Drink first son" I said quivering

I can feel her neck so hot. Naura drank it a little then drooped weakly while staring at my death

"Dad.." she said.

"Yes, son, yes" I replied

"Dad.want father" he said again crying.

I immediately hugged her body and repeatedly kissed the top of her head while crying.

"Dad, ayuk rinduuu"

My heart broke to hear it, my whole bones felt limp. I was so devastated to see him so weak.

I immediately took the phone and without a second thought I immediately dialed Andi's number. Went on, but not lifted. I did not despair, I repeated again, but just like before, not lifted up. I repeated it ten times but it was still not lifted. While Naura was getting weaker and kept calling her father.

"Please son, this mother is trying to call dad" I said worriedly

Until the twelfth call Andi still did not answer. Disappointed, I clasped my hands and looked at Naura.

At 02.11. like that which appears on hp, it is natural that if Andi does not lift it, he must be sleeping.

Suddenly Naura vomited, in a panic I immediately sat her body down to make it easier for her to vomit.

Lots of vomit, until his body weak. I have no more thoughts. I cried so hard to see him vomit. Without a second thought, I immediately went out and banged on Mila's contract.

"Bak, madam!" call me freaking out

There is no lawfulness.

"Mbak" called me again this time with a bang on the door

My tears are no longer shaped. Anxiety, fear, worry mixed up.

"Sir, please open the door, ma'am" called me in tears.

The lights in the front room of Mbak Mila are on

"Who?" ask for a voice. Mila's husband

"I, Lovely mas. Please mas, my son is sick" I replied still crying

Immediately came the sound of a hurried key being opened. The faces of Mila and her husband.

"What's the matter Ndah?" ask Mila who sounds worried

"Naura, Naura" I answered intermittently because of my crying

Without waiting any longer husband mbak Mila directly into our contract followed by me and mbak Mila.

Naura lay weakly with messy hair and face. I immediately took a rag, then cleaned the vomit marks. Madam Mila immediately wiped Naura's face and mouth using the former compress cloth earlier.

"We take it to the puskesmas" suggested Mila's husband

I nodded quickly.

Immediately I put on Naura a long sweater and pout her hair. I grabbed my hijab and took out the bike immediately.

"Let me deliver" said Mila's husband

I'm stunned.

"Have not been thinking too late, Naura must be treated quickly" replied Mila.

"Kids let me move it to our place" Mila replied as if she knew my concerns

I nodded my head, then immediately I carried Naura, then we went up to the sidewalk.

Without waiting for long, her husband mbak Mila immediately presses the motor. The morning weather was very cold, I hugged Naura tightly to keep her warm.

My tears flow all the way to the puskesmas

"The strong, son, the strong" I said as I hugged him

I panicked because Naura was vomiting again. Mila's husband quickly ran the motor when he found out Naura was vomiting again.

"Quick mas" I said anxiously while crying.

Motor speed is tight. About fifteen minutes we arrived at the puskesmas.

I immediately carried Naura, while her husband Mbak Mila went straight into the Puskesmas to the picket section.

Before long the two nurses brought a gurney, I immediately put Naura on it. Immediately they pushed the gurney into the IGD chamber.

I followed them in while continuing to hold her tiny hand.

"Yahhhh.." Naura again deliriously.

One of the nurses began to prepare a device to attach the infusion hose. I turned my face away as the infusion needle went into Naura's little letter.

After the infusion was attached, Naura's face was red, not as pale as before. I was a little relieved to see it calm down.

Soon I went out to see Mila's aunt's husband who was still waiting for us outside the IGD.

"Naura was treated, thank you for delivering us" I said sincerely

He seemed to be breathing a sigh of relief.

"Thank God then. I say yes mbak, if there is anything just call" he replied

"Maybe mas" I answered

Then he got up from the chair immediately

"Titip my children yes mas, Insha Alloh early tomorrow I'll pick them up"

"Yes, calm down. For Mikail and Adam don't think, there is us" he replied

I breathed a sigh of relief. At least my two heroes early today there are those who take care of him.

After the death of Mila's husband, I immediately entered the IGD, sitting in a chair while hugging Naura's body.

"Mother knows come on strong, so please be strong for mother yes son" I said with tears flowing back

I closed my eyes as I looked at the clock on the wall which at that time showed almost 4 o'clock.

I slept holding Naura's hand, and hoped that the heat would quickly drop and she would soon be healthy