Talak After Shah

I've Got to Go

Because I do not want to be curious, the initial intention that wants to ketoilet, I paused. I immediately walked towards Abraham's desk

Abraham who had been following Indah since then, when Beautiful approached him behaved normally

"Father is also here, it can't be a coincidence" I said when I was near Abraham

Mr. Abraham smiled at me while extending his hand.

"How are you doing Ndah?" ask Abraham

I immediately welcomed his hand and moved to greet Mr. Tomo

"I know, you must have been told by Mr. Ozkan, right?" I said slowly because I did not want to be the attention of other visitors

Mr. Abraham smiled, I looked up at the answer. Without him answering I already knew

"You want Mr Ozkan to tell you to follow me?"

"Beautiful Mother certainly knows the answer" replied Abraham

I breathed a heavy breath

"Please tell him, don't bother me anymore. I am comfortable working here, I have a good employer, I get a big salary, that means the beginning of my goal here Insha Alloh will be achieved" I replied in despair

"We are just following orders, ma'am" replied Tomo

I breathe in again

"I accept both fathers' kindness, but please don't ruin my job, I really need this job" I replied frantically

"We will not damage your reputation mbak, we will only convey what we see to the boss, that's all" continued Tomo

I was silent, I was confused to have to say let alone for these two bodyguards to understand

"I'm sorry I stayed sir, I don't want my employer to be suspicious because I stayed for so long" I replied as I stood up from the chair and headed to the toilet as I had intended.

"Old kok?" tanya ummi as I sat in front of her

"Ehm, that's ummi" I replied confusedly.

"Yes, quickly finish your food, we go back to the office, we still have a lot of work" said Ummi

I immediately scooped food into my mouth, occasionally glancing at Abraham's shirt.

After finishing lunch, me and ummi immediately got out of the cafe and walked back to our office

Actually we could have been in the car, but ummi wanted us to walk, besides being healthy also because the place is not far from the office.

I know that I am now being watched by Mr. Abraham being a little unsettled. I'm afraid that if they get caught with ummi, then ummi will doubt my character.

After arriving at the office I immediately returned to focus staring at the computer screen, back busy working. And so on every day until the end of the year.

To this day, this is the last day all employees work, because tomorrow December 31 we will all have a year-end holiday and will return to work on January 02.

Today, all of our employees are very busy. We're overtime until ten o'clock in the evening.

Ummi had gone home first, and I refused his invitation because my work was not done.

After ummi promised to send a driver to pick me up then ummi came home, and I returned struggling with work.

When all the employees have chosen to go home, I am also preparing to go home.

I am now in the elevator. It didn't take long, so I got to the office lobby.

I immediately went out with the other employees. Because they already know me, so we don't need another stale word for us to talk to each other.

When I arrived outside the office, I was confused because my pickup car had not yet arrived.

I immediately put my foot back, when a car stopped right in front of me.

When the windshield of the car opened, I almost screamed in shock.

Inside there was mister Ozkan who showed off his sweet smile towards me.

I gulped for the sake of seeing Mr. Ozkan before my eyes. The employees who started to wane back then were just waving at me when their taxi came. I returned the wave of their hands with a smile so stiff.

Until finally I was the only one who had not been picked up. I was getting more agitated, while Mr. Ozkan was still sitting behind the wheel with his eyes still looking intently at me

Desperate to wait for an invitation that never came, I finally chose to walk dead Mr. Ozkan.

I quickly sped up my steps in hopes of getting a taxi so I could avoid Mr. Ozkan.

Ozkan who realized if Beautiful avoids it immediately down from the car and chase after Beautiful

My hand was immediately drawn by Mr. Ozkan when he could line my steps

I had to stop and avoid his eyes

"What is beautiful happen?, why you ran?"

I just shut up. I dare not look him in the eyes.

"Don't you miss me Beautiful?" lirih Ozkan with a voice of grief

I bit my lips. I flinch, I still hope that my invitation will come soon

"Beautiful, please talk to your brother, don't be quiet like this"

I took a deep breath then with the courage I gathered I looked up into his eyes

Rabb, those eyes, my mind

"Abang misses you so much Beautiful"

I'm still quiet, I'm still enjoying those eyes. Eyes that are so dazzling to me, eyes that can make my heart seem to jump from its place

Because he also did not get an answer from Indah, Ozkan presumptuously pulled Indah into his arms

I who did not expect to get such a sudden attack, could not dodge when the tall body grabbed me

I felt how Mr. Ozkan was holding me tightly, kissing the top of my head and rubbing my shoulders

I who really miss him just keep quiet and breathe deeply into the masculine aroma of his body. I closed my eyes hoping that time would stop

"Return, return to your brother, Ndah. Brother can not be far from you" said Ozkan while still hugging tightly Beautiful

Hearing Mr. Ozkan's words, I opened my eyes. I slowly stretched my hand that was holding her waist.

Back off a little and then justify my hijab.

"Why is the master here?" ask me while looking up at him

Ozkan rubbed his face rough

"Can't you call me brother anymore?" ask Ozkan sadly

I was silent while still looking into his eyes

"Can we go back to what we used to be beautiful? can you be spoiled and love me like you used to?" he asked frustratingly

I smiled hollowly

"I love an Ariadi, not Mr. Ozkan" I replied quietly

Ozkan rubbed his face

"I'm Ariadi, Beautiful. Ariadi. The man you love" Ozkan replied in frustration

I shook my head

"My wife is gone, she is no more. My brother has hurt me, he has lied to me, and I have forgotten him. To me he is no more" I replied wistfully as I tearfully

Ozkan returned pulling Beautiful in his arms.

"I'm sorry, lovely brother. Forgive brother, brother loves you very much. Please forgive brother"

I cried in my brother's arms, I hugged him tightly. The tears I've been holding since, I let them spill all over.

For a while I kept crying in his arms. After calming down, I took off my arms and then wiped away the rough remaining tears on my face

Slowly Ozkan brought Indah into his car. When they got back in the car, they embraced.

"Bag love you Beautiful, love you so much"

I was just silent unable to answer because my tears had flowed back as we hugged

"Please promise me brother, if you'll never leave brother"

I pushed his chest. I removed the remaining tears, then looked intently at my brother

"Please leave me, don't bother me anymore, don't disturb my ideals"

Ozkan's forehead creased to hear Beautiful's reply

"What do you mean?" tanyanya was confused

"Master already knows what I'm here for. I want to make my three children's dreams come true and avenge me!"" answer me emotions

Ozkan rubbed his face rough

"Please don't block my dreams, please let me go. You can find many women out there who are on par with you. I do not deserve to be with you, sir. What does it mean that I am only a grain of dust compared to the master who is a mountain of diamonds"

Ozkan shook his head in disbelief at the beautiful words.

"I love you unconditionally Beautiful. Believe me!" answer Ozkan frustrations

"I've had a hard time, sir, where I wasn't approved because we're different tribes, and now? our differences are not only tribal but our culture and country are also different. I who used to be one country and one region only opposed, let alone this is so much difference. I don't want my past to happen again" I replied softly

"Parents brother must have accepted you Beautiful. Believe the same brother!"

I shook my head

"If you love me, please let me go. Let me chase my dream" I replied as I cried again

Ozkan who could not bear to see Beautiful crying immediately hugged Beautiful tightly again

"I love you so much brother, love you so much, but I'm forced to do this" I said bitterly

Ozkan increasingly tightly hugged the tiny body Beautiful. I don't feel the water flowing either

"Let me try to deserve to be with you, when I feel that I deserve to be, then I will come back to you, but if I can't fulfill it until the end of my life, at least I'm happy that I was once loved by an Ozkan" I said poignantly

Then I immediately pushed Mr. Ozkan's body, quickly opened the car door and immediately descended and ran with tears streaming out of my eyes

At the same time the car that used to pick me up and ummi showed up.

Seeing that the car stopped, I immediately entered and quickly covered my face while sobbing

Ozkan who saw the departure of Indah just silently glued, his tears immediately flowed unconsciously. Back he felt a hollowness in his heart, but this time the feeling was much more pain and much more hurt