Talak After Shah

Honestly, I'm pregnant

The first trimester was exactly the same as when I was pregnant with Mikail. Every morning I am morning sickness, lethargic until noon, as a result Mikail and my teaching obligations are not optimal.

Like this morning, my body cannot be compromised. The morning prayer had stopped reverberating, but it was heavy that I woke up. My lyrics Mikail and Naura are still asleep, my husband since birth Mikail more often sleep in the front room, can not be hard he said because of the foursome sleep.

With my body still lazy I got up, immediately to the bathroom and then wudhu. Before arriving at the room we used for prayer, I first woke up my husband to invite him to a lecture

"Well, wakeup. Shahz"

There is no excuse, my husband still does not flinch in his sleep.

"Sholat yuk" I said again this time by shaking his body

"Hmmm" answered my husband

"Shabu" I said again

"Yes, later. Mother go first" replied my husband again

"Later the shajunnya pass again like yesterday" I said again

"Hemmm" is the answer.

I immediately left my husband and went into the mosque and prayed alone.

Ever since my husband took office and often returned home at night, he has been praying less and less. And it's my job every morning to wake her up, sometimes she wakes up, but more often than not. I sometimes get upset when he leaves his shajuhnya. But let alone, than later noisily, mending I nyari safe only. The sins of each.

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When my husband had breakfast, I was getting ready to go to school. Ma'am Dian whom we asked to keep Naura and Mikail during my school has come.

"Follow breakfast mbak" asked my husband when he saw mbak Dian change clothes Naura that I had bathed. When Mikail finished I changed her clothes.

"Already sir" replied Dian

"When?"

"At home" replied Dian without distracting her from Naura.

My husband chuckled at Dian's innocent answer

"Do not hesitate, if you are hungry, want to eat anything just take it, do not be afraid. Take it easy, if Mommy says talk to me" he said jokingly

"Ayahhhhhh. I heard you" I shouted from inside the room.

My husband chuckled again, this time Dian also laughed. Before long I was ready and stuck myself in the mirror before I got out of the room and had breakfast.

"Let's have breakfast" I asked

"Later bun, if hungry I take it myself" he replied as he grabbed Mikail from my sling.

Then Dian took my two children to the living room and played there. Mikail and already able to stomach, from just on her stomach while watching her ayuk play doll with mbak Dian.

I finished my breakfast and my husband got ready to go to work. My motor was heated by my husband together when he heated the engine of his car earlier.

After kissing the cheeks of our two children, my husband then departed after the back of his hand I kissed as well. Before entering the car, the top of my head was removed and he immediately pulled the car out of the garage and slowly the car was running.

Then I went back inside the house, kissed my two children's cheeks and took the keys to the bike and set off after leaving my children to Dian's mother.

"Nitip kids ya mbak" said I

"Yes mother"

"Dagh ayuk, daph adek" I said while kissing them.

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Within ten minutes of the distance I had traveled, I had reached the courtyard of the private junior high school where I was serving. Because I was in the third hour, so I had time to relax in the office, chatting lightly with office friends and business staff.

I didn't feel like my lesson time was up, with my spirit I walked towards the 7c class.

"Assalamualaikum" I said as I entered the classroom

"Waalaikumussalam" they answered compactly.

I walked in and sat down in the chair. Before I started the lesson I passed them off one by one.

"Who is absent today?" much

They began to rowdyly mention the name of their friend who did not enter. I was so confused myself that they became so confused.

"Okey enough, miss will call you one by one.ok? now keep silent please" I said through their commotion.

"Ok miss" they answered again.

After they no longer rowdy I started calling them one by one. After I finished serving, I started the materials today.

"Ok, before we start our lesson, miss will ask you about our last lesson, our last lesson about letter writing, right?" my many.

"Yes miss" they answered

"Ok, last lesson miss tell you what is a letter, do you remember what is different of formal letter and informal letter?" ask them.

Start the children open their notes and scramble to answer. I nodded - nodding my head at their answer. Even though they saw the note while answering, it had already excited me to start the lesson.

"Ok, thank you all. Thank you for your answer, and then, let's we start our lesson today about example and analize formal letters" I continued while handing out material papers to them.

After all of the material paper, I started this morning's lesson. All the children enthusiastically observed and analyzed the material I shared.

Ninety minutes had passed, the clock bell rang and I closed my meeting today.

"*Time is enough, t*hank you for attention, see you next week, happy all day, and keep healthy, love you" I said before leaving class.

"Thank you so much too miss, love you full" they reply compact.

Then I left class and the kids followed me out because it was break time and they were going to the cafeteria.

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"Thank you, ma'am" I said to Ms. Dian when she wanted to say goodbye because I had gone home.

"Sama-sama mother" he replied.

Dian's mom was only in charge of taking care of my two children, and when I went home to teach, she was able to go home. But mbak Dian is kind, when my two children fall asleep, he does not hesitate to clean the house when when I leave is still a mess. That is why every payday we pay always exceeds his pay.

"Bun" Naura called me. I immediately went to my room and saw him. Naura came down the bed and ran to hug me.

"Have you woken up?" I kissed her cheek.

He nodded and I saw Mikail was still slumbering.

"Yeah, we're ahead, we'll watch" I asked.

Naura nodded and took my hand walking in the front room. Arriving in the family room, I immediately turned on the television and looked for children's film channels. Naura seemed enthusiastic to see the cartoon film she watched, sometimes she laughed.

"Nih yuk" I said to her with a glass of milk. Naura immediately grabbed it and immediately downed it to the toilet.

"Wanna eat?" much

He nodded and refocused on the television.

I immediately went back into the room and picked up the tiny thing in the bag that my husband had just bought a week ago.

Alhamdulillah, Merasi already have a mobile phone tower. So now I'm not hard anymore if I want to communicate with my husband.

Those who use mobile phones are still rare today. In addition to the expensive price is also still considered not too important for some people.

I opened the message menu. Then I typed in the text I was going to send to my husband.

"Assalamualaikum Yeah. Mother is home and again relax the same, adek again sleep" type me. Then I searched my husband's number and sent him the message. Not long after the message was sent.

No reply, maybe my husband is busy I thought. So I continued to accompany the ayuk watching.

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"This what's bun?" ask my husband tonight when he wants to change his clothes after the shower

"What?" ask me back

My husband picked up the testpack I was hiding. My heart was beating fast

"Where are you?" ask me again

"Here" pointed it at my closet.

"Do you know what that is?" my calah

"This is a bun testpack?" inquiringly

I swallowed spit. Die me, I said in my heart.

"Not really" my elak

"Mother pregnant again?"

"What the hell is it?" I'm still evasive

"Well, what is this?" ask my husband while showing the testpack results in his hands.

I was getting nervous and feeling cornered.

"Honestly, you're pregnant again, right?, because lately you've been seeing your mother sluggish"

"Lack of blood times huh?" I evaded again.

"Oh Yeah?" it was like doubting my answer.

I nodded and immediately went out to meet my two children in the living room playing.

"Bundaaa" my husband shouted to my surprise, who was giving Mikail.

I immediately moved towards the room after previously releasing Mikail first.

"What the hell, yelling?" much

"What's this?" he said while lifting my USG paper last week.

"Dead me" my inner self. I was getting nervous and confused about what else to answer.

"May you get pregnant again?" tanyakanya.

Scared, I nodded my head while looking down. I was ready if my husband would be angry at the time.

"Alhamdulillah" he said while tightly hugging my body.

I was shocked and immediately raised my head looking at his eyes. I see happiness in my husband's eyes.

"Thank you Lord for your trust in us" continued my husband, still hugging me.

"Dad not angry?" my many.

Husband chuckles.

"Frankly happy father bun" he replied

Thank God I whispered in my heart. There was relief in knowing that my husband was not angry when he found out that I was pregnant again