Talak After Shah

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I felt my brother keep rubbing my back, while I still sobbed

"Get a promise, whenever you want to go home, brother will bring you here again"

I didn't bully brother, I just kept crying.

Patiently my brother also stood by the window next to me, for a second he did not leave me

While my two twins who were sitting on chairs kept staring sadly at me

And the five bodyguards on guard did the same thing, they stood guard but kept looking at me and my brother

"Darling to sit down!"

I shook my head

Brother then sat down on a chair near me, and his hand continued to hold my hand

"It's still a long time for us to reach Jakarta, let's sit first"

I took a breath in hearing my brother's patient persuasion

"Yes Allaah how many blessings you give to my servant" my inner self

My brother looked me in the eye, and I could feel that the eye was full of love

Brother moved my hand that he held then put on a sweet smile

I smiled bitterly at my brother and sat down next to him.

Dear brother put my head to his chest and stroked my back even occasionally kissing the top of my head

"You're so lucky baby, you're surrounded by people who love you so much, not everyone can be as lucky as you"

I pulled my head and looked into my brother's eyes

"Abang loves you very much, as well as your parents, they are willing to do anything for you, even willing to be away from you because they know that your heaven is on your brother, but brother will never forbid you to meet them whenever you want, but on one condition"

I looked into my brother's eyes more curiously

"Never leave my brother..."

I hit her arm while smiling at her crush

And I saw my brother smiling too because he finally made me smile

"Don't cry anymore, your eyes are already so swollen"

I rubbed my face and then put my head back on my brother's chest

"Everyone loves you so much, so don't you get sad anymore, huh? even Abraham loved you very much"

I smile at hearing her words

"Where is Abraham?"

My brother pulled my shoulder towards him and I saw his face instantly turn flat

I shut my mouth holding back my laughter

"Be aware that you dare to praise him"

I immediately hugged my brother and chuckled. And Ozkan breathed a sigh of relief because his jealous face had made his wife laugh

"Laughter, baby, don't cry anymore, your heart is so broken that you're sad"

I nodded and still did not keep my head away from his chest

Until finally the plane shook a little and I felt if the plane finally landed

After the plane completely stopped, finally my brother graciously held my hand to go down

It was almost midnight when we reached Jakarta, and I saw that my twins were asleep

"Are they just woken up?"

Brother shook his head but by giving a code to move the fingers on the two bodyguards from Jeddah who immediately came before brother, brother immediately gave orders to them

"Yurjaa aliaetina' bitiflayna, fanahn nanzaliq lifatrat min alwaqt"(please take care of our two children, we want to get off for a while)

"Naeam sayidi" (Yes sir)

Then the brother immediately lifted Defne's body and put it in the room then the brother returned again to the chair and raised Serkan

After convincing that the twins are still asleep in their respective rooms, brother invites me down.

While two bodyguards were directly guarding the front door of Serkan and Defne's room

Mr. Abraham and two other bodyguards walked behind us on standby, and continued behind us as we descended the stairs

Some distance I saw Mikail walking fast towards the plane and standing at the end of the stairs. And when the brother came down, Mikail immediately kissed the reverence of the back of the brother's hand. Then hugged me tightly when I finished greeting my brother

"Astaghfirullah mother's eyes why?"

I just smiled and rubbed his hands, then we walked out of the runway and were greeted with my four best friends

The four valiant young men immediately bowed their bodies as they shook hands with me

"Healthy mother?" ask them

I nodded and smiled at them

Mikail kept holding my hand as we walked out of the airport while Abraham and Tomo walked in the back, and Binsar walked beside my brother

The three big body guards walked gallantly no less valiantly with the five soldiers who were currently with us

When he reached the coffee shop not far from the airport, Mikail immediately pulled out a chair for me and wiped it before I sat down

The sweet treatment of my son made me smile happily towards him

"The place is already sterile mother" he chanted which made us all laugh

I sat down, and Mikail took my hand. The brother who saw Mikail's sweet treatment towards me could only smile

"Please your mother, because from home to the plane her work cries"

"Mother's eye patch is very swollen"

I took a deep breath and looked at him deeply

"Mother's mind drifted away son because it left your grandmother"

Mikail stared and clasped my hand back tightly

"اللَّهُ يَتَوَفَّى الْأَنْفُسَ حِينَ مَوْتِهَا وَالَّتِي لَمْ تَمُتْ فِي مَنَامِهَا فَيُمْسِكُ الَّتِي قَضَى عَلَيْهَا الْمَوْتَ وَيُرْسِلُ الْأُخْرَى إِلَى أَجَلٍ مُسَمًّى إِنَّ فِي ذَلِكَ لَآيَاتٍ لِقَوْمٍ يَتَفَكَّرُونَ

Meaning: God grasps the soul of a person when he dies and grasps the soul of someone who has not died in his sleep. So He restrains the soul of one whose death has come and He releases another soul until the appointed time. Verily in this are signs of the power of God for the people of thought. (QS. For the Zumar: 42)

"So sure you were adek and Ayuk also told you about the provisions of Allah's destiny"

I'm nodding.

"Let's not be too late with sadness, rest assured there are uwak and uwo who will take care of grandma, and if you forget, let's have a clinic, so when grandma is sick, it will be handled immediately"

Once again I was made aware with my three children, that I should sincerely accept what Allah has destined for me

"Let's love to drink his cappuccino, then we go home, pity Serkan and Defne"

I nodded and immediately sipped a warm cappuccino to the end

When I finished, I looked into my second child's eyes, and Mikail grabbed my shoulder

"Sister said it first, mother don't cry anymore. Now there is nothing else that you have to cry for, because In Syaa Alloh mother has succeeded in becoming a useful human being, being a filial child and also being a great mother"

I wipe away my tears that escaped when I heard her words

Mikail slowly helped me stand up from my chair and led me back to the airport

The three bodyguards were escorting us back and everything stopped when we were already standing near the stairs of the plane

My steps stopped and I immediately hugged Mikail. Back my eyes were wet and I saw Mikail also shrinking her eyes

"Be careful on your way, papa. Please never stop praying for us"

I nodded while rubbing his head which he placed on my shoulder

"I'm sorry mommy son for always having to leave you" when I say that back I feel my heart ache

It was painful because I had to leave Mikail again. He kissed her on my forehead and kissed her with reverence on the back of my hand

Brendi and Alfath approached and patted Mikail on the shoulder when they saw that my son was crying

Mikail turned to look at her two best friends and then she smiled bitterly, then Mikail raised her hands, and we followed her

"Bismilbornrahmanirrahim"

الحَمْدُ للهِ/سُبْحَانَ الَّذِى سَخَّرَ لَنَا هَذَا وَمَا كُنَّا لَهُ مُقْرِنِينَ وَإِنَّا إِلَى رَبِّنَا لَمُنْقَلِبُونَ

Alhamdulillahilladzi/subhanalladzi sakhkhara lana hadza wa ma kunna lahu muqrinina, wa inna ila rabbina lamunqalibuna.

It means: "All praise to the Allaah/Holy Almighty who has subdued all this for us. You were previously unable to master it. We will return to our Lord."

بِسْمِ اللهِ مَجْرَهَا وَمُرْسَهَآاِنَّ رَبِّىْ لَغَفُوْرٌرَّحِيْمٌ

Bismillaahi majrahaa wa mursaahaa inna robbii laghofuur.

It means: "In the name of Allah who runs this vehicle sailing, anchored, verily my Lord is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful."

Aami....

Then Mikail hugged me back tightly, as well as me, I didn't feel like letting go of my arms to her

"Dear mother yes pa, sorry if I should always ask papa to take care and protect our mother"

Brother smiled and patted Mikail on the shoulder, then the two of them embraced, and I shrank my eyes again watching the two

Then alternately the four friends of my son greet me and brother again

"Titip Mikail yes, please take care of each other and care for each other"

"Ready mom, don't worry"

Then my brother turned to Abraham, who was standing not far from us

"Aren't the three of you going to say goodbye to us?"

He smiled stiffly and walked closer. Still with a standby attitude and strapping they greeted the brother who patted their shoulders

"Thank you for being part of our family" said my brother

The three nodded respectfully. Then I approached the three, extended my hand and greeted them warmly

"Thank you gentlemen for being kind to us, especially to me and my three children"

Mr. Abraham nodded respectfully at my words. I saw his eyes look red and he kept blinking like he was holding back a cry

"Thank you, Abraham.." I cried with tears.

"Sama-sama mbak, good luck until the goal" he replied quivering

Ozkan took a deep breath to see if Abraham would cry

Back brother patted the shoulders of Abraham who immediately rubbed his face rough

"Tell us boss if you need our help"

Brother nodded surely towards Abraham

Then my brother took my hand and took me up. Before stepping back I hugged Mikail tightly

"Yang sincere mother, this has all been outlined Alloh.." he said.

"Yes son, sincere mother, sincere mother" Iirihku

With a deep breath I finally followed my brother up the flight of stairs.

And when I got to the front door again my brother and I turned and waved our hands