Talak After Shah

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Tonight my husband comes home at 11pm again. Because he has a spare key, so he doesn't have to wake me up.

Knowing my husband was coming home, I immediately came out of the room and met him who had just sat in the living room.

As soon as I saw him in a hurry he kept his phone in his pocket. I put on a forced smile at him.

"Here" he said as he waved his hand at me.

I approached and sat next to him.

Beyond my expectations, as soon as I sat down my husband immediately grabbed me in his arms. I was silent in his chest. No taste of anything, bland.

The top of my head. And I'm still quiet.

"I'm sorry, Bun" he said

I looked up, saw his bead. Find out the meaning and direction of the talk.

I took off his embrace and looked at him still silently.

He heard her breathing heavily. Then he leaned his head against the back of the chair. And looked at the sky of the house with a blank look.

I was still silent, and trying to cover up my disappointment. I had to pretend I didn't know about the affair. I have to prove my husband's affair, I have to expose it myself.

"Wanna eat?" askaku.

He shook his head. And back he grabbed me in his arms. I was amazed at his treatment of me. Is he sorry for lying to me?

Many times he kissed the top of my head.

"Dad why?" much

He was silent, still holding me tight.

"Is there a problem?" ask again.

"Shut up, shut up for a second. Let me hold you to calm my heart" he replied.

I followed his words. I was silent in his arms. I shed tears. Is this the last embrace of Rabb? will he leave me and our children?

"Astaghfirullahal adzim" I said

Keep my body out of its hold. And my husband looked at me in wonder.

"Why bun, why istighfar?" tannya

I shook my head quickly and tried to cover up my nerves.

"It's late at night, if you want to take a shower, I can cook hot water" I said

My husband shook his head and returned to his head to the seat.

I left and went into the front room, cleaned the bed and sprayed anti-mosquito. After that I went back to our room and took my husband's change of clothes and put them on the front bedroom mattress.

I'm back in the front room, my husband's still there. Daydreamed.

"I've prepared the book Well if I want to change clothes"

My husband turned and nodded his head.

"I'm sleeping again" I continued.

Then I left my husband alone. I pretended to be asleep when she came into our room and kissed her three children. After that my husband entered the bathroom in the bedroom and washed his face.

Then he came out of our room and closed the door. I opened my eyes and threw my breath away.

The thought raged in my head. I'm amazed at my husband's treatment tonight. Who knows, he has changed and left his affair.

...++++++++++...

The voice of Adzan Shahuh woke me up. I see my three children are still slumbering. Then I got up and walked towards the front room to wake my husband up for prayer.

"Well, shajuh"

"Hmmm"

"Shuhu"

"Hemm"

"Let's get up"

Silent

"Let's go, dad now never pray Shahuh again"

"Yeah"

I sat on the bed waiting for my husband until he woke up.

Five minutes passed but my husband had no sign of waking up.

I returned and shook his hand.

"Well?"

"Later"

"But then it's through again"

Because my husband still did not wake up, I finally followed the fall next to him.

I saw his face, which was only a few minutes away from me. I unconsciously stroked that face. There was a pain when I stroked that face. Back to the chatter of those I heard last night.

Remembering that reflex I took my hand away from my husband's face. I sat down and moved away from him.

My husband's phone sounded soon. Because he was still sleeping, so the call was missed. But soon his phone rang. I immediately grabbed the phone located not far from him.

"Gusty"

Back that name that appears on the screen.

"Well, Gusti called" I said

"Hmmm"

"Gusti called" I said.

My husband quickly sat down and searched for his cell phone. I quickly responded, then I thrust the phone at him.

"More"

He quickly grabbed a cell phone and he answered the phone.

"Yes sir, tomorrow afternoon I will go to Bengkulu, you just wait, the report is ready"

Then my husband decided on the call.

"Pak Gusti, the head of the unit in Bengkulu" he said without asking.

I just nodded my head.

"Yes, pray first. He will sleep again" I replied

My husband nodded and got off the bed and went to prayer and prayer.

While he was praying, I laid my body down in the place where my husband was sleeping. I smelled her scent on the pillow. I smiled, I knew very well the masculine scent of my husband.

The phone sounded back. I immediately grabbed the phone and just like before, on the screen was the name Gusti.

Is it true Gusti was the head of the unit like my husband said earlier? If so, did not my husband had said that he would go to Bengkulu this afternoon. Then why are you still calling, is there anything important?

The call was interrupted but soon sounded. With courage I raised the call.

"Mas, I said what the hell, I don't understand"

Duars!!! it felt like lightning suddenly struck my body. My body shakes hearing the voice of the woman across there.

"Mas later in the afternoon really make us check in, I've bought a lot of security, so do not worry, I will make mas klepek-klepek" Then heard the woman chuckle.

My heart is still burning hearing it. My brain is no longer able to think.

"Why is he still sleeping? yes already, mas sleeping again yes. ready stamina for the night. I don't want to play for a minute" He chuckled again

"Dagh mas, love you"

Call disconnected. I was stunned with the phone still in my hand.

Immediately I opened the incoming message. It's full of text from Gusti. With trembling hands I began to open the messages one by one.

"Honey, sorry tonight I can't find you, I'm out with my friends"

That's the first text I read, it was sent at 20:15 last night. Is this because my husband was so weird last night?

"*Honey the spirit yes, don't forget to eat"

"Honey, where's the new phone? he said he wanted to buy me a new hp. ah mamas lied"

"Darling, I really want to hug you tonight"

"Darling don't forget to pick me up this morning.I'm waiting in a normal place"

"Darling, come home early tomorrow. I'm clean, so we can play*"

Test tests.My tears fell without me being able to stand it. I was so sick to know that my husband had slept with another woman.

Curious, I continued reading the contents of the sms-sms.

"*Honey, if I were your legal wife, I promise every time I'd serve you"

"Darling, I want to....."

"Darling, I swear, you're absolutely amazing, I'm so hooked to wanting again and again. We check in again tomorrow*"

I am no longer strong at reading it. I put the phone down and ran into our room and put my face back in my pillow, crying.

I never thought my husband would lie all this time. Why is he so happy with me. What wrong? What's my cage?

The pillow has been soaked by my tears. I couldn't stop crying, especially when I saw the faces of my three sleeping children. My tears are flowing back.

"What's my fault with Andi until you betray me?" lirih.

I wanted to scream and curse him. Asking what my mistake was, asking why he could hurt me, asking what I was lacking.

My cage? of course I have a lot of lack. Especially I'm less beautiful. Maybe because of this Andi is looking for another woman.

My tears fell again considering the contents of the sms earlier. Yes Rabb give me strength, I said, stroking my chest. I hugged my knees and drowned my face there while continuing to cry and mourn the situation.