Talak After Shah

Our Love Feel

I breathed a sigh of relief when the fence was sealed shut by Mr. Binsar. I looked inside, towards my father who was standing looking at me

I walked towards them and hugged the two of them tightly

My father rubbed my shoulders many times and I took another deep breath

When I took off my arms at them I again showed off a relieved smile at them

"There is no more reason for you to harbor all your feelings, everything you have let out. May with this your heart return to what it used to be, son" said my umak who I answered with a nod of the head

Then I looked at Abraham, who was standing by the stairs

"Thank you Abraham..."

He smiled in line and nodded his head

Adam came and hugged me from the side. I rub his head fondly while I kiss his temple

"How's your mom feeling?" tannya

"Much better" I answered

Adam smiled and took me to the chair. He continued to hug me from the side

"Mother now don't think about our feelings anymore, we don't want to just think about our feelings, mother's own feelings you ignore"

I smiled and stroked his head

I saw Nina still standing timidly in her place earlier

"Miss..?" call me

Nina lifted her head and looked towards me

"Here..."

Nina hesitantly walked towards me, and I shifted my seat, and Nina sat down next to me

"I'm sorry, because it was rough with your father and Mary"

Nina nodded quickly

"From the beginning, I knew that they were evil, so when they scolded my father and mother Mary I was not offended, for me they deserved it. I remember how they used to be evil" mbak"

I grabbed Nina's shoulder and rubbed her

"Thank God Nin if you understand what you're feeling"

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By noon, when everyone had returned to their homes, Nina and Naura went to the clinic and Adam played with his sisters, I preferred to prepare for our departure tonight

Brother was focusing on his tablet screen and I stole a glance at him, something stuck in my mind

"Abang.." call me.

"Hemmm.." Ozkan replied without turning his attention to the tablet he was staring at with a serious look

"Can I get something?"

Ozkan immediately turned his attention and immediately looked towards Beautiful who was standing in front of the closet

"Here.." he asked as he extended his hand towards me.

I immediately closed the closet door and walked over to my brother

Mesmerizingly Ozkan took the Beautiful hand, and his other hand used it to get rid of the tablet

I sat on the edge of the bed, and my brother immediately hugged me from behind, putting his chin on my shoulder

"What's the?" asked my brother while kissing my shoulder

I looked at him and looked him in the eyes

"Come talking"

I took a deep breath

"Well you know where I'm depressed?"

Ozkan was silent, intending not to answer, but of course Beautiful will continue to urge him

"And you know for yourself, the whole thing about you brother knows, you forgot?"

I'm pouting

"So all this time my brother was good and complied with all my requests because my brother was afraid I'd let out his depression again, keep going crazy?"

Ozkan chuckled, again he drowned his face on his wife's shoulder

I'm getting sullen

I frowned and glared at my eyes

"I'm not crazy this time bang"

Ozkan chuckled back and I still put a sour face on him

"Look!" ozkan said as he pulled his wife's face towards him

"Abang sure you know your brother's feelings, brother sure you know how much love brother with you, brother, even you also know how to struggle hard brother to convince you that brother is the best for you"

"Abang loves you so much Beautiful, so my brother has been holding anger at people who demean you, but since you look back like depression makes you much more stressed than you"

"You know, your fingernail hurts, it's the same with your brother's whole body"

My eyes immediately glazed over hearing his words

"The pain you feel is also much more pain. That's why you want to let go of all your grudges, you overflow all your anger, because you want you to go back to being the Beautiful you first knew"

"Beautiful and shy, whose face will meet red when embarrassed, who harbored his love for his brother, until finally melted because brother was shot"

I nodded and hugged my husband

"I didn't melt because my brother was shot, but I really didn't lose my brother"

Ozkan returned his wife's embrace

"Keep loving me and be my wife forever"

I did not answer but continued to hug my brother

"From now on, whatever you don't like don't hide, blow it all away. Angry, happy, emotional, crying, overflowing. Don't be harbored"

"You can talk to your brother, no more secrets"

I nodded

"When you need to, when we're in Jeddah you'll take you for horse riding and shooting practice, so if anything makes you mad you can shoot it"

I chuckled and pinched my brother's chest, then we both laughed

"What a feeling was that my brother shot Joni in the head and Mr. Hermawan in the head"

I shook strongly

"My husband is not a killer. My husband is a good man, and has great respect for others"

Ozkan looked into the beautiful eyes

"Mr Hermawan and Mary deserve my anger and rage, but not my punishment or my brother's"

"Enough Allah will punish them both later. Because the best court is the court of Allah, and I'm sure, they will both get the right recompense for their actions"

Ozkan smiled. He looked more and more into his beautiful eyes

"This is my Lovely, Beautiful I knew first"

I sneered and again pinched his chest

"By the way, Mr. Abraham was very kind to me"

Ozkan immediately put on a flat face hearing Beautiful praise his bodyguard

"Sir Abraham was willing to do anything for me"

My brother didn't react, and I realized he was jealous. But I want you to know how I've been thinking about Mr. Abraham all this time

"Since Pekanbaru, until I was in Jeddah, he always took care of me, even just now, he slammed Joni because Joni glared her eyes at me"

Ozkan cleared his throat and looked at Beautiful with a serious face

"I'm lucky to be surrounded by good people, I don't know how I used to be in Pekanbaru if there were no Abraham and the others"

"I also would not know how I was hired without his supervision, how Adam and Mikail during their time in Pesantren in Java without his supervision, how until now he is still escorting Mikail even though Mikail has become a soldier and adult"

I took a deep breath and my eyes glazed over

"This is all not spared from brother's orders, it's the best here is brother, because without brother I know what I will be, maybe I will be a beautiful and disgraced beauty and will be a humiliated widow"

Ozkan shook his head and wiped away the melted tears on the Exquisite cheeks

"Don't say that, you've said that, you're so precious to your brother, beyond the world and beyond"

I was getting softer and sobbing

"Thank you for loving and accepting me unconditionally"

Ozkan nodded his head and continued to hold his wife while rubbing her head