Talak After Shah

Beautiful Secret

Ozkan continued to let his wife drown in his tears. He wanted after this his wife's heart to be relieved and to apologize to everyone who had hurt him

I pulled my head that had been drowning in my brother's chest, rubbed my face rough and looked at my brother with a frown

"Aren't you going to the office?"

Ozkan shook his head while wiping away the remaining tears on his wife's cheeks

"Where can you calmly leave your brother's wife in a state of anger?"

I hit his arm

"What else is it?, how come it's crying now?, what's the wound on Adam's forehead?"

I nodded

"Continue?"

I took a deep breath

"Because I remember how evil Laras and Mira are to me and my three children"

Ozkan took a deep breath

"For so long as you know your ex-husband is having an affair and doing kdrt with you, then what else makes you so vengeful on others?"

I stood up from my seat. I took a box that I had kept and no one could open it, because I had a key in a special place

I lifted up the box that was quite large, about thirty centi, brought it near my brother and placed it

Then after that I went downstairs, took the key that I had been keeping in a secret place that only I knew where it was

I put the key in a plastic bag and I buried it under a large flower pot

Because the pot is big enough, plus the plants are now high, making me unable to dig the ground under the flower pot to take the key that I had been hiding

Seeing me like I was having trouble, a bodyguard of our house guards approached me

"May I help you Ma'am?"

I stared at her for a while, weighing roughly whether she could slide this flower pot alone

"Yes, sure. You can help me. What is yumkinuk musaeadati titahrik wiea' alzuhur hadha? (Yes, sure. You can help me. Can you help me by sliding this flower pot?)

"Hasanan sayidati" (Alright mistress)

Then the bodyguard tried to shift the flower pot. Ozkan from behind the window of his room noticed the motion of his wife and also the bodyguard who was trying hard to shift the flower pot

Ozkan also saw that near his wife there was a hoe

"What do you want?" mumbled Ozkan

Since I saw that the bodyguard seemed to be in distress, I waved my hand at the other bodyguards who had been paying attention

"Yumkinukum musaeadatua ya rifaqu? (Can you help him?)

The two bodyguards I summoned immediately walked over. And with ease, the three of them lifted the large flower pot

After the flower pot shifted, I confidently hoeed the hoe to the ground

"Faqat daeni 'aftaqid" (Let me alone mistress)" said one of the three bodyguards who continued to stand near me

I gave her the hoe I held on to her

Immediately the bodyguard hoeed the ground, I who stood nearby continued to pay attention until the plastic bag I had buried managed to get hoeed and slightly torn

"Stop!" say

The bodyguard stopped the swing of the hoe, and I immediately picked up the plastic bag that had been torn a little, tore it up and took a key that I had been sniffing

"shukran jazilan sayidi" (Thank you sir)

Then I immediately twisted my body intending to go back into the mansion

"Asf, 'iidha kunt la tumanie , yurjaa 'iieadat mawdie 'iina' alzuhur kama kama min qabl wayurjaa hifz almueazaqat maratan 'ukhraa" (Sorry, if you don't mind, please return the position of the flower pot as before and please keep the hoe back)

"Kazirat sayidati" (Every mistress)

I smiled at them and walked in the mansion and immediately returned to the room, where my husband had been waiting

As soon as I got near my husband, I immediately opened the padlock that was outside the box

Ozkan, who had been very curious about the box, felt his heart beat a little fast

After the padlock came off, I immediately opened the box and spilled the contents

Ozkan scrunched his forehead to look at the contents of the box which for many years made him curious

I immediately revealed the contents of the box to my brother

"This is the second-hand clothes that Laras used to give me. To my three children" I said trembling withholding tears and anger

Ozkan again scrunched his forehead does not understand the meaning of his wife's words

"This is the clothes and pants of his son Laras and Maria. They purposely gave it to Naura and her two younger siblings. I thought the used clothes that Laras and Maria said were really used clothes worth wearing, but it turned out to be used clothes cutouts. More precisely on purpose they scissors and they're torn"

Ozkan took a deep breath hearing his wife's explanation

"Here, you read the contents of the letter they slipped between the pile of used clothes" I said giving a white paper whose color had been slightly yellowish eaten age

"Welcome you get the rest of the clothes. Haha. Shirt leftovers and rags leftovers"

Ozkan took a deep breath and looked at his wife's face with pity.

"This is the bang that makes me so vengeful to them. They really insulted me, until finally this torn shirt became my spirit to collect a lot of treasure and make my three children do not lack as they scorned"

"I bought all my children expensive clothes even Andi saw for himself where my three children were trying to choose clothes that they liked and with the rest I paid for all the clothes"

"Their pride and arrogance I paid for with my success and money, their taunts to me I used to give back to them"

"Eat him until this very second, when Laras and his mother were dead I still could not forgive their mistakes to me"

"So please, brother don't ask me to forgive them, because up to this very moment I still can't forgive them"

"Abang did not see how enthusiastic my three children to open the bag of crackle that we thought was the clothes was the rest of the cutouts"

"Their disappointed faces, looking at their sad faces, still seemed to be reflected in my eyes"

While saying those words, my tears have fallen.

"Too bang they insulted me, too. They even say "do not call us mbah again, because we are not your mbah, you have no mbah"

"But my children don't remember how they used to say that sentence, they don't remember how Laras insulted them, they forget how Andi brought his affair on them, he said, even they forget how Andi firmly left Adam who kept running after him"

My tears have been countless how swift, all the memories of my dark times and my sick days seemed to be racing popping up

Tore my heart down and felt neglected with the good attitude of my two children towards my enemies

Ozkan with an erratic feeling re-captured his wife and drowned Beautiful's head in his chest

"I'm sorry brother for never realizing your suffering is beautiful" he said

I kept crying and crying. Memories of being re-contracted flashed through my head, the laughter of my three children, the babbling of my three children, the crying of them, all as if jumping out of my brain memory

"Mikail.." I said as I slowly pushed my brother's chest and grabbed my phone

Immediately I unblocked Adam and Naura while continuing to sob. And Ozkan was still in his position, watching the motion of his wife who kept sobbing while pressing the cellphone

I immediately put the phone on the stick holder, waiting for my three children to receive my call

Before long appeared the faces of my three children, seeing their faces I immediately cried roaring

Adam and Naura who feel guilty immediately cry, even Adam to sobbing

Ozkan immediately approached his wife who just kept crying without saying a word, rubbed her shoulders and smiled stiffly at the dumb Mikail with a sad face

"Pardon us mother.." cried Adam after a long time he sobbed.

Naura said the same sentence while sobbing

I could only nod without being able to apologize to my three children

"Give time for mommy son ya.." said brother take over.

Mikail immediately shed her tears

"Jaga mama ya Pa, I beg you. Because the task of guarding the mother who I once handed over to be equally papa until this moment I can not take over" he said while shrinking his tears

Hearing his brother's sentence, made Adam sob again

"Don't be sad mother, mother is happy now, brother and ayuk have achieved our dreams and ideals, and In Syaa Alloh adek will also soon follow. Mommy already has a papa who loves mother, there are already adek twins too, so what makes mother cry?"

I still can't answer the question, I keep sobbing

"Is it because of our mistake bun?" asked Naura sobbed

I shook my head

"Mother loves you guys so much" I said as I cried again

My answer turned out to make my three children immediately back sobbing

The four of us both sobbed, Ozkan who saw his wife and three children crying incessantly shrank his tears as well, along moved