Talak After Shah

Pregnant again

When Mikail was 5 months old I was pregnant again. At first I kept this pregnancy a secret from my husband because I was afraid he would get angry. But he was suspicious because I if morning sickness, often lethargic, early in the morning already sleepy.

"Don't get pregnant again?" tannya

"Ga ah" my dear

"Former time pregnant adek, mother is also rich in gini"

"Maybe I'm tired Well, understand the lack of sleep" again I dodged.

"Oh, yes, thank goodness. Pity me if you grieve again" he replied, sipping his warm tea this morning before leaving for work.

After my husband left for work I took a test pack that I hid under the clothes in the wardrobe. I quietly observed line two on that thing.

Happy to panic, I certainly feel. Lied if I wasn't worried about Mikail. He is still very small and still needs my ass. That is why, I hid this good news from my husband. First because I don't want him to think about our little boy, and secondly I'm afraid he's angry. But after all, this pregnancy cannot be hidden, every day my stomach will grow and will eventually be discovered. And if he gets angry later, whatever, this is because of him too.

Two weeks after I tested my own pregnancy, I ventured to the Adinda Image Clinic where I subscribed. No need to wait long, it was finally my turn.

"What are the complaints about Beautiful?" ms. Rini who had memorized with me immediately asked as I sat before her.

I nervously opened the bag and handed him the results of the two-striped test pack.

Miss Rini smiled as she received the item. After observing him, he stood up and began to pull out a device to check my pulse and blood pressure.

"Top cer is also your husband mbak" he said while chuckling.

It also makes me laugh.

"It's wrong" I replied

"Well, how can you?" tannya

"I just injected twice, and last month I did not inject. I think it's normal, uh I know - or I'm just stoned" I explained.

"Well, don't you think mens are rare, right?" continued

"He uh buk, that's why I didn't inject last month. Because I think I change the injection after mens again, ehh kok even mladung" I said with a laugh wryly

"Rezeki mbak" replied Miss Rini again

"But my son was a little girl, only four months old. How's this"

"Yes no how-how anyway mbak, mbak just live, anyway two yesterday was smooth anyway, this one must be smoother" said Bu Rini like to know with my anxiety.

"How about the little one?" manyworry.

"As long as it has no effect on mbak Indah, it's okay to continue to love the baby. But if the effect to mbak in stop, change the sufor" he explained while continuing to check my blood tension.

"Already, now lie down first, we're USG, we see how many weeks of pregnancy" she said again.

I obeyed her orders by lying down and Rini started giving cream over my stomach, and started twirling the tool over my stomach. I looked at the computer screen not far from where I was lying. Shortly after that examination, then came out the results in the form of Print out and Rini ma'am led me down from the bed and then I sat back in my chair. Ms. Rini sat back in her chair.

"His age is four weeks" he said as his eyes did not turn away from the ultrasound paper.

I'm weak to hear it. How is this, I said in my heart.

"I'm afraid of the buk" I said at last

"Fear why mbak?" tanya was looking straight at me

"I'm afraid my husband's upset to find out I'm pregnant again"

I can't believe Rini's mom chuckled at my words.

"Don't be afraid, it's good news. Insha Alloh mas Andi is happy to mbak" he replied as if to calm me.

"There are many people out there who for years want to have children but still have not been given the same God, and mbak, mbak this is very lucky" he explained again.

"It's buk, but I'm confused"

"Remember, do not stress, the acid will be disturbed and the fetus is also"

"Just relax, relax, enjoy, be grateful" he added.

After a lot of advice and advice from Rini ma'am I immediately leave after finishing all the administration.

Along the way on the bike I daydreamed, thinking about how I would tell my husband. My daydreams ran out as the long sound of a car horn in front of me. I nervously sidestepped my bike and stopped. The driver of the car swore at me.

"Astaghfirullah thing adzim" he said while turning off the bike after I had been sidelined.

I rubbed my face many times while continuing to beristighfar. My shadow was immediately drawn to my two children waiting at home. I don't know what would happen to them if something happened to me. Back I rubbed my face before I finally focused on the speed of my bike without daydreaming anymore.

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"Yes, my son is already two" said Mr. Herman as we gathered in the teacher's room during the break.

"Alhamdulillah sir" I replied

"Buk Indah really smoothly Mr. Herman, in the throw ****** just can get pregnant with him" continued Mr. Agus who was greeted with laughter by others.

"Ihh this Mr. Agus" I said with a red face because of embarrassment.

"Well yes sir, we who wait a long time not one, is a beautiful buk already two only" selorohnya again while still chuckling.

"Rezeki sir" I said.

"For her tips for us buk Indah, how to get pregnant quickly" asked Bu Ani who has been married seven years not yet have children

I laughed at hearing his question.

"If you sleep do not use ***** buk tipsnya" again who replied Mr. Agus.

Back office space bustling with our laughter.

"Followly, pity mebak Indah. Later he sulked" Mr. Joko the principal of my secondary school.

That was how we felt that afternoon at the High School where I was serving. We chatted while lightly joking. And of course this time the only thing that made their joke was me. What would this be if they knew that I was pregnant again. They might not stop teasing me.

Actually I am grateful to remember that Mr. Herman, Mr. Agus and Ani buk who until now have not been given a child. That is divine sustenance, not only about treasures, but can others, such as I am currently pregnant.