Talak After Shah

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Tiin...

Andi accidentally honked his car horn when he reached the garage. She wanted to see the reaction of her children. Sure enough, Naura and Mikail immediately scattered to welcome the father.

"Dad horeee's coming home" they shouted in unison while jumping up and down.

Andi immediately got out of the car and immediately hugged his two children.

"Dad bring what?" ask Mikail

"Not bring anything sister" Andi replied with a regretful look

Mikail immediately looked down listlessly. With a swift Andi directly carried and kissed his cheek.

"Weekend later the father will take a walk" he promised that the child would not be sad again

"Horeee" Mikail cheered

Then the three of them went into the house. I was giving Adam silence when my husband sat next to me. Kissed my forehead but I still had no reaction.

"Loh, he said to want to be bathed by father. Kok this ayuk already beautiful" Andi only realized when he saw that Naura was neat and fragrant.

He put Adam's head on while glancing at me.

"Bath yourself is the same mother?

"Mother"

Andi nodded with a smile. Then he went into the room and took a shower.

I was still in the living room when my husband came out with a fresh face. He sat down next to me and took Adam out of my sling.

"Make a bun tea, please"

I immediately went to the kitchen to make him some tea. I soon returned with a cup of tea in my hand.

It took me about half an hour to get into Maghrib time. Me time was used by Andi to soften his wife's heart.

"Still mad bun?"

I put on a pouting face. No need for an answer I think he knows I'm still angry.

"Oath bun, I don't do anything"

"Don't swear, eat your own vows, know your taste" I replied coldly

"Just right bun"

Fortunately adzan maghrib stopped our argument this afternoon. I immediately invited my two children to ablution, because my puerperium happened to be finished.

My husband put Adam near us who were praying. Finally he returned to our priestly prayer after almost three months he had never been a priest for us.

In my last bow I asked the Lord of Nature to keep the integrity of our family and to keep out of all dangers.

...****************...

My two children were running along the beach cheerfully. This weekend my husband kept his promise to take us for a walk.

I was sitting under the tent provided by the beach officials monitoring the three of them running around.

Naura and Mikail were so excited when their little feet were hit by the waves that reached the shoreline. They were running around laughing when the sea water hit their feet.

My husband who takes care of them also laughs happily. Especially when he lifted Mikail to avoid his feet from the beach water. I smiled to see the three of them. I wish that this happiness would be forever.

When I was busy watching the three people I loved, there was a salesman selling food coming up to me. I saw him selling typical sea fritters, I chose shrimp and crab for my two children. After saying thank you, the seller passed.

I waved at Naura as she shouted calling out to me. I picked up the fried food that I bought, spontaneously Naura immediately ran towards me.

"This is what mom?" tanya when she already held the fried crab

"Crabs" I replied

His face was shocked and I laughed at his reaction

"Who's yuk?"

"The crabs on the tivi are bun?" tanyanya polo

I nodded while holding back the laughter.

He put the crab back in my hand.

"Ga wants to"

"Loh, why? delicious loh yuk"

"Pity" he replied with a sad face

"Why baby?" my husband who I did not realize had been standing behind Naura

"Well, I don't want to eat Mr. Crabs, pity"

My husband and I laughed. The laughter I had been holding just like that.

Naura with a confused face looked at us. I immediately stopped my laughter

Naura seemed to nod, whether she understood it or not, but she obviously immediately grabbed back the plastic bag that had been returned to my hand. Both with their sister they enjoy the shrimp and crab.

My husband stroked my head, and then he took mineral water for our two children. After that he sat next to me.

"Where do you want to eat bun?"

"I don't know this area. Dad who often to Bengkulu so understand where the good place to eat here"

My husband seemed to think for a moment.

"Ah, there's a bun of good places here, close again. Let's just go there"

I nodded in agreement. After finishing the snacks and throwing away the old children's snacks, my husband carried Mikail and drove Naura to the car. I walked with them.

It didn't take long for us to arrive at a restaurant not far from the beach. The atmosphere of the restaurant is very homy. We chose at the top, so that we could freely see the vastness of the ocean.

A waiter approached and gave me a menu book. After selecting the barbeque for 3 people menu, I returned the menu book to the waiters.

Before long, the dishes we ordered arrived. I deliberately chose the package because it was complete. In front of us is now available Lobster, Fish, Squid, and Prawns in a fairly large portion. The fit for the four of us, could be more even.

As for the drink I chose raflesia flower ice for me and my husband and chocolate ice blend for my two children.

We ate our lunch that day. Sometimes my husband wiped my mouth that was battered by food. Apart from me, she also so painstakingly paid attention to Naura and Mikail and sometimes she also fed them.

May my husband really change not just want to fool me, my mind sees his attitude.

...****************...

I'm standing on the balcony of the hotel tonight closing my eyes for a moment. The blowing night wind wafts my dangling hijab. I breathe deep into the night air to fill my lungs. My eyes were unceasingly amazed at the view of Bengkulu city at night.

Colorful shining lights, passing cars and motorcycles, food stalls, beaches. Everything amazes me. We stayed at a hotel not far from the beach. So from where I stood, I could see all that. All the night activities seem to stop.

I was shocked when there was a hand around my stomach. My husband's.

I moved my head a little, my husband put his chin on top of my head.

"I'm sorry bun" he said

I closed my eyes. Trying to forget all my pain. I breathed a heavy sigh before answering his words.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry"

I took a heavy breath back. My eyes are hot, and my tears are flowing.

My husband still hugs me. Many times he kissed the top of my head. I shed the tears that kept flowing. I'm starting as hell.

As fast as lightning my husband twisted my body and hugged me tightly. I'm still as much as his chest.

"Sorry bun, sorry, sorry" he said in a trembling voice.

"I want to ask, what is my fault until you can cheat well? my voice shakes when I say that. It hurts so much there.

Andi was silent, confused as to what to answer his wife's question.

I immediately pushed my husband's chest softly so that he would let go of his embrace.

Back I stood where I was, looking at the stars in the sky glittering with tears.

"I'm done here, if you want to divorce me, please"

Andi's mouth gaped at his wife's words.

"Stop you fornicate, because that adultery is a very big sin Walaa taqrabu zinaa innahuu kaana faahisyatan wasaaaaaaa a sabiila" I said still with back to him.

"I don't want to be a barrier between dad and him, I'd be willing to back off if it could make dad happy. We live only temporarily, if we are not happy with our partner, then let him go willingly, because we must not selfishly force him to stay with us while he is unhappy. In Islam it is also unlawful if one of the spouses feels hurt" Again I say it with a vibrating voice.

Andi immediately hugged his wife. There was water running down his cheeks. She could not say anything hearing the beautiful firmness of heart. The woman who fought with him.

I was silent when my husband hugged me. My tears don't stop flowing, they just get bigger.

Be tonight we pass by with tears. I rubbed my face repeatedly, wiping away the tears that were not constantly flowing.

"Really, I'm fine. I know who I am, from the beginning we were different, we were opposed. Maybe this is a good time for you to let me go"

"Don't say so, I swear I'm really sorry. I promise, I won't do it again. I swear"

I took a deep breath and looked into his eyes for a long time.

"I, I love you so much Andi, so much. Trust you so much. But you have destroyed my trust, you have taken away my love, you have taken away my happiness" I said with a blank look at her face.

"I'm sorry, bun, I beg you"

"Now you're the only one in control. If you want to stick with me, then leave that woman. But if you choose him, it's not too late, but I'm still young"

Andi shook her head. I took my hand and held it.

"I promise, I promise"

I fell silent again trying to plunge into his narrow eyes. Trying to find an answer to whether it is true or just a false promise.

The wind that was blowing strong enough returned my consciousness. I immediately left the balcony and went into the room leaving my husband alone with all sorts of thoughts of his death.