
Naura is in SD now. My entire savings were almost drained to buy him a uniform and registration fees.
Naura I entered a madrassa and I picked her up by the school car. Not because I snuggle bear, but I do not have time to take it with my activities that are also required to arrive at school in the morning
My two boys I take school with me, when I teach them I leave the office or sometimes I leave with security guards.
Umakku already forbid, he forced my two children to be entrusted with him.
Like this afternoon, at 11 I was home, stopping by for a while to buy cooking ingredients.
My eyes were pounded on the brochure attached to the rolling stall. I read the brochure
..."The Cipta Mandiri Foundation"...
...Authorized Exit Workforce Distributors, with destinations in Malaysia, Singapore, Saudi Arabia, Hong Kong and Japan....
...bla. blah...
I kept reading up on the salary details and terms. Then I photographed the brochure on my phone.
After paying for the groceries, I went home. When Naura came home, I immediately went in, changed clothes and immediately cooked for our lunch and dinner.
I breathed because our rice supply was running low, which I had not yet paid. Understand the number of private schools and I honorary anyway, so it does have to be patient waiting for a salary that somehow liquidnya.
My parents are quite there, but so far, the money they love I put on my children's needs. But the money was almost gone when Naura was about to enter SD.
I don't want to be sad so soon I start my routine. After cooking, I called my three children and we had lunch together.
In the afternoon, I left the three of them behind, because I had to teach in high school.
Naura, who was a little big, began to be able to titipin to nurture her sister when I left teaching.
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"Dad" Adam muttered as he turned his head unconsciously when he saw a silver car passing in front of the road not far from where he was playing.
Immediately he stood up, running after the car that was running slowly while continuing to scream
"Dad, ayaaaahhhh"
Naura and Mikail who realized their sister ran immediately following the run anyway.
"Adekkkk.." shouted Naura.
Right, it was indeed the car that Andi was driving. He deliberately passed in front of the beautiful contract to see his son.
But he didn't realize Adam knew.
Adam continued to run, as did his two brothers chasing behind.
"Dad, adek ask uwit, adek want to buy pelmen" he shouted
Tina looked from the rearview mirror.
"Mas, the wealth is your child" he said.
Andipun did the same. He looked at it from the rearview mirror, and he realized that those who were chasing it were his children.
"Stop the mas" said Tina
"You sure?" ask Andi doubtfully
"Yes" Tina answered briefly
Andi immediately braked his car. And get out of the car.
"Ayaaahhhhhh.." shouted Naura loudly.
He was running faster to find out if the one standing next to the car was his father
Naura immediately pounded Andi's stomach. Hugged the expressionless man's waist.
Adam and Michael finally came to a breath.
"Yahhh" said the two of them while hugging Andi's waist.
Tina immediately got out of the car, she stood next to Andi, just as Andi was expressionless
"Our father is kangen" said Naura
"Dad anywhere, why not pick us up" he continued
Andi crouched down in front of her three children. He looked at them one by one their innocent faces.
"Father in our house, you live with your mother"
The three were silent not. They do not understand the direction of Andi's speech.
"Oh yes, this is your new mother" said Andi introduced Tina to her three children
Naura looked at Tina. His face immediately pouted
"No. She's not our mother. Our mother is at school" he shouted
Tina put on a flat face, cute.
"Let's go home!" said Tina
"Dad adek mau pelmen, adek ask uwit, sibuu" Adam said fearfully
Andi looked at Adam
"Adam asks for his pocket money just like your mother"
He looks disappointed in his eyes.
"Dad, take us home. We don't want to be away from dad" Naura started sobbing
"You stay with your mother. Now I have a new mother" replied Andi
"But she's not our mother!" Naura shouted again
Tina immediately got into the car not caring about Naura who was screaming
"Dad, we want a snack" whined Mikail
"And I told you, ask for the same money"
"Mom daddy. Adek wants a puff" Adam started crying
"Naura, take her sisters home, I want to go home" Andi replied as she stood up
Naura sobbed, and so did Adam
"She wants sweets, she wants sweets" replied Naura
"Seek your mother. I told you" Andi's voice went up
Andi immediately started the car engine and then ran slowly
"Ayaaahhhhh. adek mintak uwit yah" Adam yelled as he returned to his pursuit.
Andi only looked through the rearview when Adam ran after her
"Dadzhhh"
Naura and Mikail, who saw their sister chasing Andi's car, ran after Adam.
"Adeekkk, don't deck, let's just go home yok" cried Naura
Adam kept running, until he finally fell down.
His knees were bleeding and he immediately cried. Naura who soon got to help her sister stood up and immediately blew her brother's bloody knee
"We're going home on deck" he asked
Adam kept crying. Naura immediately grabbed her sister walking
"Adek want to snack yuk, adek want pelmen, mintak uwit with father yuk" he said while crying
"Our father is far away" answered Naura
Mikail along the way was silent, while Adam did not stop crying. Naura immediately took the two to bathe, but Adam still continued to cry.
I'm the one at half-six until the house immediately put my bike in. I saw my three children sitting moody in the living room.
Not as usual, my heart.
Adam saw me crying so hard. I quickly walked towards him and carried him.
He seemed to grimace when he came into contact with my blazer.
I immediately pulled his leg. And I found his bruised knee bleeding.
"Why yuk?" I asked Naura who had a gloomy face
"Fall down" he answered briefly
"Makanya keep the right adek, time just told waiting adek can not. What if there is danger?" I directly rambled him
"They were chasing dad!" yells
The deg!!!
My heart immediately beat in shock when I found out the truth.
I sat down immediately, Adam still in my arms
"What yuk? chase dad?" I asked, this time in a quiet voice
"Yes, there was a father" he replied
"Dad here?"
Naura shook her head
"Continue?" ask me curious
Then Naura told me everything, my chest went up and down holding back emotions, anger, disappointment, heartache, sadness all mixed up
"So I just want a pelmen bun" Adam replied
I nodded towards him while holding back my tears
"Yes, son, yes, you will buy me yah" I replied shaking
"Mother mother, but father does not give thanks" he continued
The more my chest pain heard it. Mikail just kept quiet, I immediately picked her up and sat her on my left thigh.
"Big brother why?" ask me slowly
"Pengen jajan, but father does not give thanks" he replied sadly
My tears almost spilled. I immediately sat them both on the floor and immediately ran into the bathroom
Arriving in the bathroom I immediately put my face into the bathtub and screamed loudly there
"Wicked you Andi, evil you, you have the heart, you have the heart" I cried while crying in the water
I raised my head, rubbing the water mixed with tears on my face.
I sat on the bathroom floor. Sobbing alone in there. My chest is not relieved
I put my face back in the water, screamed again
"I'll reply you Andi, I'll reply" I shouted
I raised my head again, sat down on the floor, cried again
"Bune? bun?" Naura knocking on the bathroom door
I quickly rubbed my face rough
"Why are you in the old coke?" tannya
"Mother pup huh?" asked Mikail while laughing
"Yes son" I replied in a hoarse voice
I heard the three of them giggling at my answer
"Hii, mother pup, hiii" he said while continuing to giggle
I who was still in the bathroom breathed a strong breath to relieve my heart. After that I took a shower.
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When my three children fell asleep, I was as usual still awake. I remember the brochure I took this afternoon.
I looked back at my phone screen alternately by staring at the faces of my three children.
"It seems like I have to do this, I have no other choice" I whispered
My tears trickled as I looked back at the faces of my three sleeping children.
All sorts of thoughts were milling around in my brain.
"If I continue to survive here, what about the fate of my three children, what will they be?, but if they leave me how will they be?, who will take care of them? They will never be handed over to Andi and his new wife. I could be tortured later my children. Or did I leave them to my umak?, ahh pity him, is old to have to babysit again"
Various thoughts were buzzing in my head. I hugged the three, shedding tears
"Whatever you're going to do for you boys, even if life is at stake" my mind sobbed