
Since the incident I went to Andi's office at that time, our relationship has cooled. We will be sweet and pretend nothing happens in front of the children, but it will change like two opposing camps when it is both.
Our relationship became more and more bland, and my love for Andi diminished more and more. Plus all the reports from Rian that made my heart hurt more and more weaken my love for him.
"There's an invitation from mbak headquarters" this afternoon sms Andi broke my daydream when I was in the office. My office friend's babble and joke responded to it all by then.
"What's Yan for?" repay me
"Year-end hospitality with ceo SAL** GROUP" replied Rian
"Who's it for?"
"Head of Branch and Wife, here it says "Lord Andi Wijaya and Ny. Lovely Yuliani"
Then it was an invitation for me and Andi muttered me. Tumben I get an invitation from the number one big company in Indonesia is my mind. What dreams did I get this invitation.
"When is Yan?" I replied after a long time of thinking
"The end of the year, December 30 to January 01, 2007"
Then it's two weeks away.
"Please Yan for the info. Oh yeah, you're safe in the office?" I asked her how she was. I was worried that Rian was depressed by Andi because when I was there I had a conversation with Rian, it was certain that Andi was suspicious of Rian.
"Fatherman, Insha Alloh"
I'm glad to know Rian's okay. I don't want to help me make Rian's position unsafe. No matter how Rian helped me, I didn't want anything untoward to happen to him.
"Beautiful sir, the clock's up, huh?" the headmaster's voice surprised me.
"Ehm uh, yes sir" I replied nervously
"Can I leave for a minute? there is something I want to talk about" continued the principal
"Yes sir" I answered nervously.
Waduh died me, why am I called ya? my inner.
I gave the code of asking by frowning and raising my head at the Ani and Pure buk. But they both shrugged their shoulders.
All my years serving here, only this time I was called boss, and it scared me and wondered what was going on until I was called. My feeling was never absent even though my problems were as high as the mountain that made me tired.
Not wanting to make the headmaster wait for a long time, I timidly set my foot in his room.
As soon as I got to the door of the principal's room, I knocked on the door and said my regards.
"Get in" answered the voice of the headmaster.
Because there was an answer, I slowly stepped in and hesitated to sit in the chair right in front of him.
"Sorry sir?" say slowly
"Yes mother?"
"If I may know, why is my man called?" ask me timidly
The headmaster did not immediately reply, he was silent for a moment and looked at me. Stared at that I was getting stifled and scared. My seat is getting restless.
"It should be the father who asked you mbak" finally Joko sir, my boss said
I lifted my head and looked at him confused.
"What's the problem?" he got straight to the point of why he called me.
Now that it was my turn to be silent, I looked back confused as to what to answer.
"Mr?"
"Oh, yes sir" I replied nervously
"Father see since the Eid yesterday mbak so much silence, so much daydreaming, what problem? sorry if you were sassy"
"There's nothing sir, I'm sorry if I was wrong in teaching, if during these two months my teaching performance decreased" I replied slowly
"Are you sure you okay?"
"Insha Alloh I am okay sir" I replied definitely.
"If there is nothing, do not hesitate to share with friends, do not hold your own, indeed friends may not be able to finish, but at least after sharing, the burden is a little lost" Joko advised me
I nodded in reverence.
"There are many sir for his advice and support" I said
After feeling enough I say goodbye to him and then out of his room and re-joined Murni and Ani who are preparing a question sheet for next week's semester exam.
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Like before, Andi returned to his old habits. He's coming home the night away now. And I don't care about that anymore. I didn't ask him where he was doing what, now it's up to him. Because I already knew that she was always with her dark boyfriend.
And like tonight, eleven o'clock at night he just came home. I was awake every time he came home, and I pretended to be asleep to let him think I was asleep.
Tonight is exactly two months after we came home from Lebaran yesterday. And all this time we had a cold war and of course I did not carry out my duties as his wife.
Andi of course mediocre I do not serve, anyway outside he get warmth from his affair.
Even though my eyes were closed, I could hear what my husband was doing. Starting from her opening the closet, going into the bathroom, showering, changing clothes everything I heard. Even when she was laying down her body right behind me I knew.
"Bun?" dial him
I shut up and closed my eyes. Don't let him know if I'm awake.
"Bun?" call him again
Andi began to close her body to me and embrace me. I really want to throw away that hand that was wrapped around my stomach. But that's what I'm saying, if I do it, then he knows that I'm not sleeping.
Andi began to kiss my nape, and I began to feel unpleasant gurgles. I quickly turned around and pushed her body.
"What the fuck are you?" I said rudely
Andi shut up and sat down. Staring at my eyes sharply, I also stared intently at him.
"Run your errands!"
I smiled mockingly at him.
"Tasks? which task?"
"Serve me as your husband!"
I laughed, more like a forced laugh.
"Andi, andy... You haven't slept yet" I replied with a laugh while grabbing the blanket and lying back behind him.
I haven't been able to justify my blanket Andi has turned my body and locked me with her hand.
"Take me off!" my words growled
"It won't be until you serve me!" Andi replied with a growl
"I serve you!" snapped
"You don't want to be cursed by an angel until morning, do you?" he said sneaky
I kept quiet, to be honest I felt disgusted at serving him. Moreover, I know he often sleeps with his affair, the more bristling the fur of my romance imagines my disgust.
I had no response when Andi started to wildly move her hands on my body. In my heart I screamed, I cursed what he did to me at this moment. With great disgust I am compelled to serve him tonight.
If I had not been afraid of sin, I would have refused anything he would have done to me so much that I would not have touched him.
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"We have an invitation from the bun headquarters" Andi's voice this morning greeted me as I dressed Naura in uniform.
I was silent not responding. I just kept tidying up Naura's uniform and combing her long hair.
"We must come, so I hope you are willing to accompany me during a great meeting later this year" he continued
"This is the invitation" Andi put an invitation that seemed luxurious to me on the table.
I just glanced at the invitation and continued with my activities now braiding Naura's hair.
"It's over, the beauty of the mother's child" I said as I kissed Naura's cheek
Naura got up from her seat and picked up the bag I had prepared and kissed the back of my hand and followed her father who was waiting for her outside.
"Dagh mother" shouted Naura as the motorbike my husband was driving slowly.
I returned the wave of his hand and went into the house.
I grabbed the invitation that Andi had placed on the table, it turned out to be true as Rian said yesterday, in the envelope written for Mr. Andi Wijaya and Ny. Beautiful Yuliani in Lubuklinggau, I opened it and then I read the contents of the invitation.
"Meeting and evaluation of the year-end performance and the relationship between the heads of branches in Sumatra" gumamku read about the invitation.
I frowned at me. A couple?? that will be a lot of it. What about my appearance? I'm not fashionable and I don't understand contemporary fashion. My husband will be ashamed to take me, my heart.
Then I continued reading until the end. A pekanbaru? Hadeh why should it be in Pekanbaru anyway? why not just in Bengkulu near my regret.
I put down the invitation and sat on the chair with a look.
"Wake bun?" ask Andi who knows it is in front of me
"What?" my answer is reluctant
"Follow to Pekanbaru" he said
"Insha Alloh" I replied
To be honest, I'm not sure if I can afford to go, because my clothes are definitely not going to be the same as other mothers. They must be fashionable. Me being? I pursed my lips manyun.
"Dad left for work" my husband said as he extended his hand to me. The back of a hand I haven't kissed in two months. I reluctantly grabbed that hand and kissed the back of his hand.
Andi stroked the top of my head and then he walked out the door and into his car.
After Andi, I became confused myself thinking about what clothes I should wear during the event.
Because I have not found a definite answer I choose to go into the room and bathe my two heroes and then get ready to go to teach